Change Is Fat
A Dream Memorabilia
"Dark... Why is it all so dark?
Who is that little boy?"
"It turns out it was me.. What was this in my dream?"
"Mama hicks...."
"Did mom fall off the bike? Rey's cup cup is here." Hugging Rey.
It turns out that my mother used to be the same attention I was. But since....
"Mama papa today Rey 15 years old lo! it was fitting Rey on the road, Rey saw there is a brochure Festival lo pa, later in the afternoon the Festival event held. Maybe we can celebrate my birthday there. Hehe...." Smilingly.
"Oh Rey you're a big uda, why the birthday is celebrated try, you're a boy don't have to wear every birthday. You know papa and mama are busy now preparing to go out Negri. You should have learned the right thing first."
"Yes, Rey knows." Go with a sad face.
After that, the attention of my parents disappeared like dust blown by the wind. They are busy with their own work. So when they took me out of the country together, I refused. I prefer to stay in this house, because here there are memories of the attention of mom and dad. When I was they loved before. Why would I go with them, they would be busy with their work. Little by little, I became a quiet child at the age of 15 and at that time I was still a Junior High....
"Hey you guys look at Rey, the longer she's hotter, right?" whisper of the girls.
"He is right! Rey if he notices he's getting hotter. But he is so quiet, isn't he? did I deketin him. How do you know she wants to be my girlfriend. Hehe...."
"Ih. You cheat, if you want to get together with dong. If it's a matter of the heart, let him decide who he chooses."
"Hehe. yeah you're right, let's go there." The women went to Rey's desk.
"Hello Rey." Greet the girls with a smile on their cheeks.
"Ha.. hal.. hello friends." Rey greeted him with a nervous face because he was confused by his situation surrounded by women on his desk.
"You were in school from a very quiet time. You know, if you look at it more clearly, you're the longer the better looking you know." Say one of the women while closing her face Rey's face.
"Eh... Am I handsome?" reypun's face flushed for a moment.
"He's very handsome. So you want to be friends with us?" S?with smile.
"Friends? Of course I want to." Rey smiles back at the women.
Since then I have been quiet at school to become a more cheerful person. I slowly became the center of attention of the girls. The male friends began to approach me, until then they gave me a lot of attention. Maybe this is called a misfortune that is not always on your side. Luck must one day meet you. The attention of my parents may not need it anymore, because the attention of my friends is enough for me. But....
"Rey I liked you a long time ago. So please accept my feelings."
Plaque.
"What did you say? Rey is mine know." While returning a slap.
"Hey.. You guys are nothing, stop! Trying to stop the girls fighting.
"Rey, who did you choose between us? I can't pretend anymore, we want to be your boyfriend!" the two girls approached Rey.
"Pretending? What do you mean?" Rey was shocked to hear the words of the woman.
"Oh Rey, where there are women friends with men if the woman has no other purpose. We at the school admire you know. So before the others express their feelings for you it is better that we both express them first. So who do you choose between the two of us?" bring her face closer to Rey.
"Eh.. it... that." The confused Rey leaves the two girls.
"What's my fault? your fault knows."
"Your fault is not my fault."
"False you."
"Your fault knows."
"It's not your fault."
(So continue to mbak until the apocalypse. 😒 Women can't be blamed).
At that moment I realized the words of the woman. Their attention all along was just a falsity. My male friends are the same, they are friends with me because women approach me so much that I can bring them closer. Time passed, my desk full of love letters and chocolates. I don't know how to. So I have a way to keep their attention on me. I have to accept the feelings of all of them, which is to date them a few weeks and decide on them. So they won't take root? And their attention will definitely not be lost on me. As time passed, I increasingly liked the attention they lavished on me at this time. Dating and making friends is a new joy for me. Until I forgot their pretense before. Then Rey is not the old Rey anymore. That is human selfishness.
"Hey... Rey dear."
"She's my darling Imel." Smilingly.
"What did you say? Imel darling? Hey fat you wanna die." A knife was ready to stab Rey.
"Tidaaac...."
She woke up from her nightmare.
"Naira you're conscious?" he approached Naira holding Naira's hand.
"Sir brother Kevin? Where am I?"
"You're in the hospital now. Buk Rita and I went to bring you here because you said it fell to the pinch. Did you really fall? or is your fall intentional by someone?"
"Eh it.. it...."
"I can't possibly tell the truth to senior brother Kevin. If I told you, maybe my bullying got worse than this." Naira's heart murmured.
"Hehe. Eh. by the way he said you were with Rita buk here. But where's Rita's mother?" Divert the conversation so that kevin does not question the problem of bullying.
"Oh. Rita's mom went out and bought breakfast. From yesterday he hasn't eaten, so I'm the one who's like you now."
"Oh. git...."
Not until Naira finishes her speech, Kevin approaches Naira and hugs Naira tightly.
"Hiks... Naira good thing you're okay I'm so worried you know." Kevin's tears fell because it was unbearable to see Naira and Kevin hugged Naira immediately.
"Eh.. senior brother, what did you do? Later you see people, they can misunderstand." Naira's face flushed red as Kevin hugged her.
"Who cares, I want to be like this for a minute. You know, it's your fault that worries me." Putting a sullen face in front of Naira.
"Well...." Naira Laughter.
"Why are you laughing? Not funny to know." Said Kevin.
"Hehe, it's okay." Naira Smile.
Now I remember all those bits of my bad memories. The reason I have a pride in myself is greed for myself who thirsts for attention from everyone. Jenny I'm sorry I made you that way. You have the same feelings as me? they want to be loved and acknowledged by people. Now someone loves me sincerely senior brother Kevin. I'll be his best friend from now on. And stop living with that cruel past. And Jenny I'll make amends for my mistakes with you. But now I'm confused how to make up for it. Maybe one day I know how to break through my mistakes. And Jenny forgave my mistake back then.
