
His heart was again sliced when Anjar heard a representative doctor from Kusuma hospital say that Doctor Keenan had a future wife, and no doubt it was Erva.
Wanting to try not to hear but it was a pity that Doctor Anjar's ears were sharper than the razor blades not his mouth but his ears, in fact he had tried to chat with one of the other doctor's friends but in fact his sharp ears were still hearing how the doctors there were discussing about the state of Doctor Keenan circulating news is getting married soon.
If there is no such event, doctor Anjar was also reluctant to be in a situation like this he preferred to go out but unfortunately circumstances forced him to stay here along with other doctors who are currently making his ears hot.
Oh my God, should I give up? should I accept all of this, Inner Doctor Anjar.
The expression on the face of doctor Anjar does look ordinary even he can still smile and greet some young doctors there but in the bottom of his heart who knows, only doctor Rico knows.
Yes representatives of the hospital where the owner is the doctor Anjar, in addition to the doctor Anjar himself there are other doctors who participate, namely the doctor Rico , that did come too late and though he had just come but he also heard all the talk that led to Doctor Keenan and also Erva
"You need to calm down That's not true even I can't believe that Erva so soon decided to marry Doctor Keenan", whispered doctor Rico who also began to hear things related to Doctor Keenan.
I don't know, Ric .. I don't know either. I want to feel like I'm ending all this, my heart hurts.I don't feel calm but what is the power I'm just a human being and nothing more. I was confused, I didn't have to do anything" replied Doctor Anjar who also whispered in the ear of doctor Rico.
"What about my suggestion would you consider it and meet Erva to find out the clarity on the matter and the clarity about your relationship with her?"
Doctor Anjar shook his head, "No, I think I've got here. I am a coward, I have not fought but I have given up. I've seen the evidence myself, though, I saw him in Dr. Keenan's room and they were very friendly and it seemed that what I was thinking was true that they had turned over and might as well be getting married."
Doctor Rico sighed harshly, indeed facing a cold man like doctor Anjar is not easy but unfortunately he himself also can not force doctor Anjar to see Erva which maybe it will make the relationship between doctor Anjar and Erva getting better.
Two hours had passed the meeting which had borne fruit that what only the doctors there knew had been completed.
Both doctor Rico and Doctor Anjar do not want to linger there not because of the hospital or people as Anjar thought but they still have a lot of work to do.
"You want to go straight to the hospital or we can have a coffee in the cafeteria?", asked Doctor Rico who saw his best friend who had just been silent, usually the doctor Anjar was most active among all young doctors there but at this time I don't know if it might be true heartbreak can beat everything.
"No, thank you we go straight to the hospital, maybe later we can make coffee there.",
I know you don't want to linger here even to just look sideways you're reluctant I know everything you can't lie to me Inner Doctor Riko.
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"Beb, Mas is full .. where the medicine Mas wants to heal ..I'd like to take you for a walk instead of this in bed like this."
"Drink after that I go home, brother, there are still tasks that I have not done."
Erva handed over some medicine to Dr Keenan which from the morning the man had not taken any medicine at all and he thought after this he would go home without waiting for anyone old Keenn came first anyway also in front there is still Anto who is ready 24 hours to keep Keenan.
Keenan did not reply, he preferred to take the medicine and take it first, the problem Erva wanted to go home or not it was an important later affair he had to drink first to be seen according to in front of Erva.
"Oh yes Brother, I want to go home this almost night ..I have many tasks... You are okay alone? there is Anto in front", said Erva again whose request had not been granted by Keenan.
"Web can you wait for Mas for a while oh no not wait but accompany Mas for a walk. I'm bored, just a little while after that you can go home."
"Alright Brother, I will accompany Brother for a walk but promise yes after this allow me to go home, God willing tomorrow I will come here again. But if brother is not healed.I am also lazy to come here, for what is difficult I take care of two days but brother also no change at all."
Keenan smiled, though, then the man nodded no matter what tonight he could not see the beautiful face of Erva whose heart is important Erva is not as cold as yesterday and little by little will definitely open her heart to him again.
"In the meantime, I'll get you a wheelchair first, Big Brother must be dizzy later.and I'm not strong enough to bring Big Brother if Brother faints."
"No problem, take it ... Wait here not for long."
Erva came out for a while, it was a pity that the wheelchair inside Keenan's room went out of nowhere and inevitably Erva had to pick it up first in front.
Seeing Erva's departure, Keenan picked up his phone and contacted Anto who was currently still standing guard at the front.
"Why, is Doctor Anjar here?"
Doctor Keenan knows that today and this hour there is a meeting between the owners of hospitals in Indonesia, he also knows that Anjar doctor will come and must have passed this room.
"good. Keep an eye on him and make sure he sees me and Erva walking around."
Doctor Keenan smiled after getting news from Anto who apparently the man was deliberately wanted to make Anjar doctor jealous by taking Erva for a walk to the park and certainly showed off a little intimacy to Anjar doctor.
Chequek...
"Come on, Kak, the weather in front is very good for the afternoon hunt and no longer good to look at", asked Erva.
In the spirit of four-five, Doctor Keenan followed what Erva had said, indeed, besides he has a wicked plan he also wants to see the view in the afternoon in his hospital garden which is said to be said that in the afternoon the atmosphere there is so beautiful and comfortable.
"Thank you, you have made me comfortable and even Mas can heal faster."
Erva just smiled, not her intention to make people's children so expect too much of her. But if not this way maybe he will not quickly go home like last night detained until finally there is a problem with the doctor Anjar.
The two of them came out of the room that Erva was definitely behind by pushing a wheelchair, there was no chatter at all... all it looks is doctor Keenan slightly smiled and stole Erva's hand to grasp it.
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Erva paused her steps for a moment, from a distance she had already seen that the man she was about to meet and would probably cross paths with was Anjar's doctor, from afar was already his posture and made Erva shake her head at this moment.
"God, why should I meet in such a situation, Dr. Anjar would definitely misunderstand me and what should I do?", murmured Erva lirih.
In contrast to Erva who was frightened and a little helpless, Doctor Keenan even smiled with satisfaction at all. The plan he made was neatly arranged, Doctor Anjar could see himself and also Erva at this time.
"Come beb, to hunt later tonight.he said that this afternoon the atmosphere of the park is good."
Tau what Erva thought, he was also a little annoyed and jealous... why is Erva still thinking about the man who is clearly in terms of handsome is much more handsome than Anjar doctor but he does not know that actually what Erva is looking for is not from his looks but also from his heart, he did not realize that he had once betrayed even married to an ex-girlfriend and dumped Erva..
"Buck....."
Sapa Erva, and it is true that the man who is currently beside her is doctor Anjar with doctor Riko, who is, his mouth said and greeted Anjar's doctor but Anjar's doctor only turned his face away which made Erva's heart hurt, it hurt so much.
"Oh doctor Anjar, doctor Rico, it's so nice to meet you guys.. Would you like to go to the park to come with me?", doctor Keenan.
"Thank you Doctor Keenan, there's no need because we're in a hurry there's still work to be done, excuse me."
The answer to the question from Doctor Keenan was not doctor Anjar but rather doctor Rico, the man knew how the doctor Anjar was feeling at this time. though just now in the room his ears were hot to hear the whispers that caused Anjar's heart to hurt., eh now even see what should not be seen.
"Excuse me deck, and we need to talk 4 points. I'll call you." said Doctor Rico quietly without anyone else hearing her.
Erva just nodded, he also did not say anything else.just useless he had greeted Anjar doctor but it turns out that doctor Anjar was just ignorant even did not want to look at him at all.
"You must be patient An, there must be a solution."
"What a solution, there is nothing to be done again me and he has nothing to do anymore ..ah yes I forgot indeed we have nothing to do...."
"Are you sure you want to release Erva that way? just didn't you just see how Erva a's facial expression was?"
"How could I not be sure you saw Erva and Keenan walking together, isn't that enough to prove that they're back and probably getting married like those guys were talking about."
"Don't be like that, it's just words from people that maybe his truth hasn't been proven, you haven't even heard it yourself from Erva's mouth."
"There's no need to discuss what's not, however, that she and I are no longer in a relationship and we're just focusing on work."
Dr. Ricoo relented, just like before. persuaded Anjar it took time and for now the focus is not to Anjar anymore but to Erva, even the doctor Rico already has the intention to see Erva. After all this should be clearly not as his words continued.
We leave doctor Anjar who is upset, at this time in a park seen doctor Keenan is smiling sweetly looking at the beautiful face of Erva who is beside him.
"I miss this kind of situation, where we used to be together.. I picked you up and we went for a walk in the city park, you remember?"
Erva nodded, how could she forget the good times that were once only Keenan, but all that must be lost because Keenan with his father has betrayed his love and chose to marry the ex-girlfriend.
"How about we repeat those good times first, Mas loves you so much and wishes we could be together again."
It seems that Doctor Keenan is not tired of expressing love to Erva, he will fight to the point of ending blood like a hero who has fought for independence for the beloved country of Indonesia.
Erva smiled, indeed she had forgiven Doctor Keenan but to accept it again and establish a relationship like she could not. quite simply a friendship that is intertwined beautifully as the current heart has sincerely been good friends with Keenan and will not consider Keenan like his enemy again.
"I'm sorry, I only consider Brother as a friend is it okay?"
"If you ask me if my answer is no, I don't want to be friends...Mas want to have a serious relationship with you can we establish it again?"
"I___."
"Mas will be waiting for you."
Keenan quickly interrupts Erva's words and she still insists on getting Erva's love, even waiting for Erva to let her down
"It's not like that, brother...."
"Mas will still be waiting for you, Mas knows you're not ready for this."
There was no more chatter between the two, Erva preferred to be silent even in her mind at this moment was not Doctor Keenan but rather Doctor Anjar. Yes he knew Anjar doctor would hate him even more after seeing a sight he did not expect before.
"What time is college?"
Why still ask, when in fact already know Erva's lecture schedule, but for pleasantries so as not to occur mutual silence between the two, Doctor Keenan chose to ask.
"I went to college in the morning, Sister..at seven.why?"
"Well, why don't you go home after this?"
"yes, can ya ? I've accompanied you here."
"Well as usual, Anto will take you to the house Mas do not want you to take a taxi or anything like that, it is not good for girls late in the afternoon to roam everywhere to obey ... it's coercion and Mas doesn't accept the slightest rebuttal."
"Okay... I help, it's almost night.it's not good night we're here, later there's a demon that follows."
"Hahaha you haven't changed Beb, you're still afraid of demons."
"Not afraid, I'm just on guard anyway it's not good almost evening we're here afraid later mami you nyariin."
"Yes, come on, baby."
Keenan relented, this afternoon inevitably he had to let Erva go home, but in his heart he cheered with excitement because of what he had planned to achieve.
Very devious indeed the doctor Keenan at this time, he did not even want to know the feelings of others he thought were his own feelings even Erva's feelings he did not think.
"Wouldn't I get you anything or what do I want before I go home?"
I don't know why Erva now looks better with Doctor Keenan, has she given up and wants to accept Doctor Keenan's love again? The answer is definitely not. he does not want to hold a grudge for long with the man which if the more shunned the man will get closer and make his life fall apart.
"Thank you Beb, Mas does not need anything .. With your arrival here alone Mas is happy and Mas make sure tomorrow Mas will be cured..."
"If tomorrow is not healed I do not want to visit Mas here again okay....."
"Try to repeat what you said, Mom.... Mas kangen once with such a call Beb try at Beb repeat once again....."
Erva mouth keceplosan call Keenan I with the name Mas I don't know his heart is a little still adrift with Keenan's heart but he immediately rush to rectify it.
"Ah no, I don't want Kak it just once and I don't want to err if you excuse me, Om Anto is already in front right?"
"Yes be careful and once again thank you, I love you beb."
Erva did not answer, she just smiled sweetly and not giving hope because her smile just wanted to appreciate it. That person's feelings cannot be replaced by anything, either,
"I'm coming home, there's no way I'm going to take a taxi alone later Om can be really fired same boss Om..."
"Well Om, I don't want to be fired either, let's not take me to the destination...."
Along the way there was no more chat between Erva and Anto where they were both not familiar and had only known these two days during Erva's time in the hospital.
Why is the car driven by this road as usual? not like last night and what Mona said is true if there is something between Anto and Doctor Keenan that they deliberately planned to block my meeting with doctor Anjar, Inner Erva.
Erva begins to suspect although only limited to the speed of the car driven by Anto but he can think intelligently and remember what was said by Mona last afternoon if surely here there element deliberate.
Moreover, he who had accidentally met the doctor Anjar who was in this hospital, happened to? there is nothing in this world that happens to be all planned.
How should I tell Dr. Anjar that I have absolutely no relationship with Doctor Keenan, and surely Dr. Anjar already thought that I was back with Dr. Keenan, my goodness ... I have to how whether tonight I have to meet with the doctor or not I don't want if my arrival is rejected again with him even expelled raw by him.
"Thank you Om and I'm sorry I didn't bring Om in because it's already night for sure Om won't come in either, right?"
"It's okay Miss I just go straight to the hospital if later also thought I intend to mess with Miss."
"Hahaha it's funny your boss Om, you should Om just in case and get ready to find a new boss replacement because Om's boss seems to be crazy acute."
"G ..Miss could have I also actually wanted to be like that but to find a new boss whose salary is so great like Boss Keenan, it's rare that Miss doesn't even exist.. that's why I feel at home working with him even though I have to be told to and fro but that's okay for my girlfriend Miss for us to get married next year..."
" When love blinds everything, Om, success always and sometime introduce me to Om's girlfriend... later know-know girlfriend om even jealous of me because Om likes to pick me up hahaha thanks good night om...."
Anto just nodded and true also what was said by Erva that long ago he asked Keenan to take Erva and pick up later could be his girlfriend angry and thought that he was cheating with her Erva then decided to cancel her wedding it would not happen.
"Bah, Mah.", said Erva when she saw that her parents were already in the living room, and probably intended to wait for her.
"Sit down, honey, someone wants you and Mama to talk to you."
Erva said she was sitting in front of Papah and his mother and there seemed to be something serious that her parents would talk about.
"You met that man Er?"
Without explaining again Erva understood the man who was meant by her Papah and was none other than Doctor Keenan.
"iya Pah, I only visited Doctor Keenan there was no intention more to just visit and it was also the mother of Doctor Keenan who asked me to visit him."
"Is that all?"
Erva is disturbing, she can not lie to her parents who have taught her to be honest since childhood even though things that are personal Erva will tell stories with her parents especially to her mother.
"Do you still love Keenan?"
It was difficult for Erva to answer that question, a question she had not heard in nearly a year and this time why her parents had to ask her about the questions she could avoid.
"If I may be honest there's still the name of Doctor Keenan in my heart Pah but to go back to him I don't want to, I can't."
Either know the answer that Erva gives it makes both parents happy or not clear Honest speech from her son makes them smile and also at the same time relieved.
"Why?are you still having doubts about Keenan?"
Papa Bram is still not satisfied with the question asked by his daughter he wants to know more about how Erva really feels to Keenan.
"Enter just a doubt Pah, But more precisely I do not want to hurt a second time if I come back with Honest Keeman has repeatedly Doctor Keenann asked me to come back even he wants to marry me quickly but it feels my heart is not yet steady."
"Father understand, you are already great if indeed your decision wants to be reversed with Doctor Keennan even though papa and Mama are heavy-hearted to accept it but it is your decision, you are living it."
Inevitably if indeed Erva's choice fell to Doctor Keenan. Both Papah and his mother Erva could do nothing, they want to see Erva happy not because of pressure or compulsion to marry a man that Erva does not love even though Papa Bram is also the same as Erva he still doubts the sincerity of love that with giving for daughter.
"But it's a pity that I'm not Doctor Keenan anymore, Pah."
"Not Doctor Keenan anymore, then who? is there another man who has taken your heart?"
Erva smiled she also did not nod more precisely confused also wanted to explain whether the feelings she felt during that time for the doctor Anjar was true or just simply admiring her relationship with the doctor Anjar is currently not okay which he could not possibly tell his parents.
"I myself also do not know Pah Mah. later if the time is right I will tell you."
"Oj so yes already then you just rest first it's night."
Both of Erva's parents did not force Erva to tell a story especially a personal nature because she knew sooner or later the effects would also tell it themselves.
"What might Erva say is doctor Anjar Pah" asked Mama Hana after seeing Erva climb the stairs.
"Maybe also during this time papa also did not see Erva close to other men except Romi and it seems not Romi the man, he said, Romi alone for a few days he was busy and not in Indonesia."
"Mama hopes that the man Erva told me about was that Anjar's doctor is not a problem Mamah knows with whom the family of Anjar's doctor but Mama saw that Anjar's doctor was more sincere than Doctor Keenan.."
"Already Pah, we have discussed this issue.everything we leave to Erva of course our daughter can choose the best among them."
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Erva went into the room she opened the bag and put her cell phone on the bed after which she went straight into the bathroom and then slept.
A little soaking made Erva's mind calm and she would do it maybe in fifteen minutes not long, but enough to make her mind so much calmer and less tense as before.
After being satisfied to soak out and see there is a call from a phone number that feels foreign to him.
"Call..."
"Here I am Riko's sister."
"Yes, what's wrong?"
"Can we meet? not tonight but tomorrow how do you have time?"
"I have time but not long because tomorrow my college schedule is very crowded Kak how about we meet meal hours but also not far from my campus, at the cafe near the campus how was I?"
"Oh yes Kak sorry if you can not bring doctor Anjar, I am not ready to meet with him ..There are still many problems that we face, for that I do not want to meet with him first.. I told you enough, big brother, how could it be?"
"Of course, no problem ...I also do not intend to invite doctor Anjar who later even you guys just silence instead of the problem is finished but instead prolong the problem okay then I close the phone first good night."
A little relieved even though the one who was spoken to was not doctor Anjar but talk to doctor Rico was more than enough because doctor Rico was a good friend of doctor Anjar and certainly tomorrow he will tell me everything that happened.
Whatever the opinion of the doctor, it is certain that only Riko doctor can help him to improve again with Doctor Anjar.
Not expecting to be the partner of the doctor Anjar but his desire for only one relationship with the doctor Anjar was fine even though just as a friend was not like this was just a misunderstanding that he felt.
Tonight Erva's mind was everywhere there was no task that he needed to complete but why his mind once even to sleep alone the girl could not close her eyes even though her eyes were already very painful.
The shadow of Doctor Anjar this afternoon is still stored in his memory where the sharp eyes of the man lead to him which hints of hatred and hostility.
It is undeniable that 2 days of being in a phase like this makes Erva's life so unsettled eat not good sleep was not good I don't know if he was really in love with the cold man.
Until the morning before the sound of the alarm made the awakening from his sleep, he deliberately set the alarm so that it was not too late to leave for campus.
It didn't take long for the girl to wake up and go to the bathroom and get ready to go to campus because the lecturer this morning was very late 5 minutes already could not get into class.
"For Mah, Pah.", said Erva.
Erva who was beautiful despite not wearing expensive clothes and also not wearing thick makeup he immediately went down to greet his parents who were already at the dining table without looking around him who had sat down a man who had been staring at him without blinking.
"Mas is not accosted, Beb?"
"Eh...."
From where Keenan could be in this place early in the morning instead of last night the doctor was still in the hospital but why so early in the morning can be here.
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Erva was surprised, why suddenly early in the morning like this Doctor Keenan is already here when he knows instead of doctor Keenan is still in the Hospital is it healed?
"Sir.", said Erva then after he saw the presence of doctor Kinan there.
"Good morning, sorry if Mas surprised you this morning."
Doctor Keenan knew very well what was in his mind this morning he knew that Erva was shocked by the sudden arrival.
Actually not suddenly because this was all planned carefully by Doctor Keenan, only Erv who did not know it.
Actually from yesterday , Keenan is allowed to go home But because of the reason of the doctor Keenan who wants sympathy from Erva and also wants to make the doctor Anjar jealous, therefore the doctor Keenan still feels at home in the hospital after all, the Hospital is his own so free to do whatever it is up to.
"Sister is healed? is there a need to be papa early this morning?"
Yes Erva thought that Keenan came here early in the morning like this there was business with his papa and he did not expect that Keenan's arrival was only to meet him more precisely to drive himself to the campus.
"Mas is healed you can see for yourself that Mas is fine and it is all thanks to you because these two days you treat me so Mas he healed faster" replied the doctor Keenan proudly, with a beautiful sweet smile and gazed towards Erva.
"Oh, we have breakfast first."
"And Mas came here not to meet with papa, but rather to meet you and want to take you to campus."
As thought yesterday if this man really deliberately wanted to seek attention from him and of course it is not natural that Erva is fine but why even become like this.
"I want to use my own car again and later I go home in the afternoon not much love passing by is not good also troublesome Mona constantly to trouble Mona"
Erva replied that only reasoned when Mona did not mind to deliver it any month anyway if there is no Mona, Erva can also ask the driver at her house to pick up.
"No problem later mas who picked up Mas today there is nothing just checking work at the hospital okay no objection."
Always like that when it was not so recently since meeting with the male Doctor Keenan it was a bit forced and finally Erva also leached with coercion from the doctor Keenan.
Papah and Mamah Erva just look and smile thin not he does not want to talk to Keenan about what we are experiencing but preferably for this is indeed papa gram and understand do not want to interfere let them settle their own affairs.
Erva did not argue that he also did not nod his resignation, the girl may have been tired of what he had been through if rejected right will be more reckless and also not tasty already early in the morning here to here then Erva should refuse as well.
After finishing breakfast as said by the doctor Keenan, if he will deliver Erva to campus and as usual if it is very romantic waiting for the door slack for Erva first.
"Thank you, it doesn't seem like you need to open up, sister, I can open it myself."
"No problem I'm happy to do it."
After making sure Erva entered Keenan also entered the car, he first took the seat belt for Erva and paired it.
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The two pairs of their eyes met of course between Keenan and Erva looking at each other but it was strange why being in such a close visibility like this there was no sense of wow in Erva's heart just him I feel a little bad and scared.
Like when both pairs of eyes met with the eyes of doctor Anjar it feels very different when met with doctor Anjar there is a strange feeling of his heart beating fast but at this time there is no feeling at all.
Did I really fall in love come to work why so this is it I just don't know the feelings for him and also the feelings he has for me.
Doctor Keenan brought her face closer to Erva's and closer and closer so that Erva could feel the warm breath coming out of Keennan's lips but at the time Keenan wanted to kiss Erva's lips , but Erva quickly turned her face away.
"It is not muhrim Sis, and we should immediately go to campus later I am late in his sin fierce."
There is a sense of disappointment from the doctor Keenan but it is not okay that he is too rushed to enjoy the sweetness of Erva's lips that have become opium.
"I'm sorry I'm still missing."
"It doesn't matter if I'm late."
Along the way there is no longer a conversation between the two of them look to have their own thoughts but it is seen that the quinine glanced a little towards Erva while Ervahanya looked to the side to see the scenery that actually did not so attractive in his eyes.
Deg
Keenan's car stopped just behind the line because the red light accidentally his eyes looked towards the side and there he saw doctor Anjar who also accidentally turned towards him.
Mas I'm coming..
Erva wanted to say it like that but Anjar had just caught a glimpse of the man who had turned his face like there was no hope anymore between him and Anjar to just make friends the good.
"Gosh why early in the morning like this I've seen him along with other men I can't bear to forgive me instead I want to stay away from you but this heart hurts when I see you with men others forgive me..."
Actually in your heart there is no resentment or hatred for Erva only if she increasingly sees and thinks it is falling into a very large abyss.
And again, this morning he had to swallow a very bitter pill to prove that Erva and Keeenan were together.
Throughout the journey Erva is still spinning with her own mind she knows the male doctor would have thought that she had turned back to the doctor Keenan but what power could not he say what happened in the morning this is especially on a very steady road and also this must immediately leave for campus.
"Later afternoon Mas pick up Do not go home alone is not good for-bagi go home alone okay No Bantengan."
Again, again, such a remark that came out of his mouth what nothing else this is not the kinanthilan that he knew before was not like that even he also has not said to come back with but men it was possessive of him.
"Iuaa Kak but if you are late to pick me up with Mona alone."
"It won't be an hour before you go home I'm definitely already here carefully I love you beb."
Erva got out of Keenan's car she also did not answer the love word of the old Keenan if Keenan used to say like that he would flowery but not for now somehow even a speech from we made him shudder a little in horror, scared more precisely.
Just like the days that he lived after a great quarrel with Anjar this morning erpan also not the spirit anymore in his mind is doctor Anjar doctor Anjar and doctor Anjar it exists another male name other than the name of the doctor was in his mind at this moment.
"Gaes....."
"Lo ngagetin me only.."
"What else is it why your face is so big what did Doctor Kinan mess with you yesterday?"
Mumpung there is still time before his lecturer comes he will tell Mona first.
"Yesterday when I visited Doctor Keenan suddenly and unexpectedly I met with doctor Anjar..."
And Erva goes into more detail without having anything to cover up about her visiting Doctor Keenan and passing with doctor Anjar so she was in the park until this morning that suddenly Doctor Keenan already in his house.
"Good it's doctor Anjar must think that no longer on lo do you have no desire to explain it again Beb?"
"Yes, yeah, I myself am also confused what if to explain to the doctor Anjar seems impossible but also in the morning I saw him he did not see the direction I even turned his face when he knew that I was right there next to him..."
"Gue is also valuable with what you ask me to help straighten everything?"
Mona can't bear to see her best friend like this is not not this even when she was faced by Keenan Erva's feelings are not like now but why is it currently more glass than her teacher what this friend is have you really fallen in love with Dr Anjar?
"Thank you, there's no need because I'm going to meet with doctor Rico's good friend Dr. Anjar."
"Yes already then it's better indeed lu story with the reading that actually who knows doctor Rico will help you to be better with doctor Anjar."
"Yes hopefully the doctor can understand what happened and not blame me I do not deserve much with the doctor Anjar and do not expect our relationship will start like the toll road I want we're just friends if we might not be able to have a more serious relationship like this."
"Understand what you think already then Do not think about men we focus on the lesson alone is much more important."
Although what was said by mana was true but until now what was in his mind was that there was no way he could focus on the lesson while his heart was still clinging to the mistake that he had unintentionally made do so.
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"Grandfather has come home I've been waiting at the cafe next to the campus You just come here, sorry can not pick up."
Erva reads the message sent by Rico's doctor, yes quickly replies to the message and says if it's okay too soon he will follow to the cafe.
"You want to go to the cafe or just here?", Erva bargained to Mona.
"If I don't come along how dare you be alone right there?"
"It's okay, but I borrowed your car, and you know for yourself that I didn't have a car."
"Wear, wear, sorry yes I did not mean I do not want to accompany you to meet with doctor RICO but it should be just the sea and also Doctor Rico who met later if I was there the story it won't be as Rico's doctor imagined"
"Okay Mon, I understand it doesn't matter if I wear it."
After getting the car keys from Mona, Erva immediately exited the class and headed downstairs she quickly drove her car to the cafe next to the campus where Doctor Rico had been waiting for her there.
"Sorry, you've been waiting a long time?"
"No deck just had you better order first sorry I'm not a participant for you because you don't know what your taste is."
"It's okay to order first, Brother Laper too."
Food is already in front of each and they also started this chat do not wait until finished eating even on the sidelines of eating was chat so because given the short time and also impossible to talk too long.
"I'm sorry if I came here to ask you a personal question you don't mind telling me what really happened?", said doctor Rico asked permission to Erva he was afraid that erpan would later be offended by questions that are personal.
Erva smiled then she nodded. "It's okay Kak indeed we met here to discuss it seems to be a problem Between Me and Doctor Anjar and I'll be happy to tell you the details of what really happened."
"At that time I was in the hospital to hang Kinan's doctor and Anjar's doctor also knew that he even drove me there......"
Erva continues her story as fully as she asks until a very personal matter is told to doctor Rico.
"So the point is you and the doctor don't have to reverse it again, right, deck?"
It knows what was thought by doctor Riko, it turns out that given by doctor Lego was the same as thought by doctor Anjar.
"I will not turn with Doctor Keenan though in my heart there is still a little taste for him but to turn again I do not want to."
"then what about Doctor Anjar how do you feel with her do you also love my friend deck?"
Erva smiled again if she was asked this kind of question not knowing what to answer.
"Aduh asked even this smile later I'm the baper loh.",
"Once, I was just confused to answer what.", through erva again which is really confused whether what he felt was love or just simply amazed
"Well that you feel that how the hell why do you doubt whether you've fallen in love or not?"
Rico's more experienced doctor in romance issues tries to dig into what erfay feels like it's very interesting and he won't stop and leave here before listening to Erva's own explanation.
"I didn't know I was confused, too, brother..."
dr. Riko considers it understood that the age like Erva is still in the labile-labilnya stage can not distinguish where it falls in love and which is just amazed.
"Then answer the question Brother and you have to answer honestly must not lie according to your own heart."
"Okay as long as the question has an answer, I will answer it honestly as long as it is not difficult and I do not answer for sure I will ask Mbah Google is okay if I ask google Mbah?"
"Hahaha you're so funny that Anjar's only interested in you."
Erva was embarrassed when she heard the remark from doctor Riko that Anjar was interested in her, which may not be certain it was only the sense of the doctor Riko who wanted to make herself happy and smile.
"How would you feel if you were close to Anjar?"
The question posed by the doctor was very scared Riko why there is not a little sweetness or how flat exactly like a highway that has no obstacles at all.
"Glad I'm comfortable even that I feel more comfortable than I was next to Doctor Keenan yes maybe at first I was a little afraid if faced with doctor Anjar brother knows alone how the first time I met with him and our first meeting was really uncomfortable but for a long time I have known doctor Anjar I feel comfortable he was engaged not cold even if I can be honest doctor ajar the most understand my heart best understand what I want even though she is not romantic at all."
Doctor Rico transports and smiles one answer only he can already know what happened in Erva especially later some questions that he deliberately wanted to ask by Erva
"If you're away from Anjar's doctor right now how do you feel?"
Erva smiled she put her two hands under her chin looking straight ahead maybe her mind is currently endangering the face of doctor Anjar who is so flat but very much missed.
"Honestly, brother, if it's far like this, my heart feels like there's something missing, something different, even we didn't meet three days, eh wrong, instead of meeting each other, not greeting each other for 3 days, it feels there the weird one doesn't know it's somehow..."
It is certain that Erva has fallen in love with doctor Anjar and at this time all they need is to understand each other and explain the misunderstandings that have occurred between them so far.
"OK I understand and I can already deduce what happened."
"Alas what can you guess instead of brother is a surgeon like Dr. Anjar and not a Psychologist?"
"Hahaha you don't know yet if I'm the expert in the business of falling in love you want to know my girlfriend is already more than 30...."
"Serious brother crazy how did the 30 can be sister's boyfriend?"
"Not 30 directly I went out but yes the only photos so break up looking again and as long as I have not found a match I am still looking for and looking for a woman who is suitable for me."
"So, that's why Brother has memorized exactly how the characteristics of people fall in love and not."
"You're right and you want to know what conclusion I've come to from the answer you gave me?"
"Yes, that's .. I'm not going to ask you a question I've answered and I want to dong what's the conclusion."
"I'm pretty sure you're in love with Dr. Anjar."
"What can be with my answer Brother can know that I am in love with him and if so does Doctor Anjar also fall in love with me?"
"Do you want to know what the honest answer is?"
"Yes, I want to be thrown away and how do I know that Doctor Anjar has fallen in love with me..."
Doctor Rico took the cell phone in his pocket he opened a gallery where there save the video of doctor Anjar who is also again intrograted just like him.
It turned out that the question that Rico's doctor had given Erva was the same as the question she had given for sustainability and also the answer was the same.
Again a did not believe what he had just seen and he was convinced that this was not engineering.
"Then what should I do, brother?"
"If my advice is better if this is all first nothing I just want you both to know both to explore whether it is true that you feel it is in love or not at least if you are really love 2 to 3 days will never be able to not contact let alone not meet just try my words this must have a point."
If you do not meet or do not communicate with Anjar doctor when he had planned before after meeting with Riko doctor he will also see a doctor and talk about everything so that it is clearer but the magnitude of the doctor This Riko does have a point as well he also wants to know how the man feels whether the cold man still has love for you or he or the doctor Anjar is also just amazed with himself it is different to fall in love.
"Well I understand Brother and I understand what you mean thanks brother I'm now much calmer."
"Not only you Er who is calm I am also calm during this last 3 days I have been made difficult by doctors and who are always angry and angry it is not clear that like this I can be sure I misunderstood you."
"But it's true that you can't go back to Dr Keennan?"
"I've been steady I've been thinking carefully there's no way I'm going to turn it back on him."
"Then and so on you must learn to love doctor Anjar and forget doctor Keennan if you want to seriously step up to the level and then more seriously with doctor Anjar."
Although he was not entirely sure of the feelings that the doctor had for him but at least the words of Doctor Riko were true he had to destroy the name of the doctor in his heart and replace it with the name of Doctor Anjar.