
As usual the senate room looks deserted and only filled by 5 humans, who else if not Andra, Hendra, Nuras, Gita and Bram. They are still busy making accountability reports for the Sarasehan event yesterday.
“ Darling si Naya where the hell? I haven't seen him in a week, he's been out of the hospital
from a week ago kan.”
Nuras turned to his heart. “ Gw also did not know. No news.”
“Lho you don't know? Naya is going out.” If this is Andra talking.
“Hah?!” if this is a trio of Gita, Nuras and Andra who together tereak.
“Serious?!” Gita stood up and approached Andra.
“Serious flue darling…. I come from a very reliable source. He said some
the day before Naya's brother came here asking for a certificate to move the campus for Naya. And what I don't know yet is what reason an Naya moved campus.”
“Naya never told me anything. To elo Ras? She has a ga?” story
“ Not even Git.”
“Udah. You guys are very rame. If he ever get out of campus this is good dong. That means there are no more killers on our campus.”
“Bram. What do you mean lo?” Gita has started to get emotional.
“Naya is not a killer and it is impossible for Naya to kill.”
“But in fact he is indeed a killer.”
“Bram lo do not make because of me. We all know that you don't like Naya, but you shouldn't accuse anyone carelessly dong.”
“Gw talking actually Ndra. Naya is a killer. He killed my sister. Because he's my sister died.”
Everyone in the room was silent. Trying to digest Bram's words.
“Wait a minute Bram” Andra start talking again. “So your sister knows Naya?”
“Iya”
“Sorry but can we know the name? Who knows we know.”
“Bimo. His name is Ariyo Bimo Prihambudi.”
“You mean Bimo's deceased girlfriend Naya?” Hendra stood up from his chair. Walk memorizing table Bram
and stand leaning against the wall next to Bram's desk.
“Iya”
“And therefore you hate his half *****same Naya?”
“Iya”
“Serious lo Bram. Very bad for Bram!” this time it was Andra who walked over to Bram's desk
and sit in the chair that's in front of Bram's desk.
“Severe why gw?” Bram asked innocently.
“Bram. Hendra knows Bimo. We knew him well, we were friends with Bram. I n't
tau it turns out that Icak mas which has always been in Prominin Bimo it turns out lo.”
“Eh wait deh An, instead of the first Bimo said that his brother studied in Ausi huh?”
“Iya bener lo Hen.” Andra thought for a moment. “Eh but seinget gw Bram is also a transfer student right? And you moved in the same year that Bimo died. Really not?”
“Bene. I went to college in Ausi. But after Bimo no I moved here and I accidentally
move to this college. I was willing to downgrade college so that I could be the same age as Bimo so I could ngerjain Naya because it was still in the ospek period and if I was a senior Naya I could take revenge
for the death of my grandfather, I can make Naya kayak live in hell. But it turns out that right in here the Naya is not even there. He was born 1 year later. But it's okay lha, at least I can still make her life difficult even if it's just a moment.” Bram told me casually, but every word that came out of his mouth was filled with a tone of hatred.
“Hah you have Bram.” syntax With a calm voice Nuras said that from his bench.
“Enak aja lo say I'm crazy. The crazy one is all of you, already know that Naya caused Bimo's death, but you still want to be friends with him. What kind of friends are you? Or maybe you do not know the problem so you still want to be friends with him”
“Lo wrong Bram. Precisely because we know the real problem so we still want to be friends with
Naya.” Nuras remained calm in his place.
“Tau what are you guys? Even at Bimo's funeral, Naya did not come. I thought I would
I'm sorry Naya that she came to the funeral. But what's real? He's not coming. He just sent a courier to deliver a flower arrangement. What is the flower arrangement, I can buy 100x
fold flowers like that. Our family doesn't need that.”
Bram's tone of voice was no longer relaxed. It was high and full of emotion.
“And I told you earlier if we know everything, lo budeg what bolot anyway?” Nuras began to get emotional.
“What do you say?” Bram stood up from his stool.
Hendra held Bram's arm and held him back onto his stool.
“ Come on baby, don't make it because of it. All the more emotion here, so don't go along. Certain all of them let the eyes of Bram MEREM open and he did not misunderstand again Naya.”
“What do I mean I misunderstood?!”
“Udah lo dengerin. Later also you understand yourself” Hendra nodded towards Nuras.
All was silent for a moment, Bram started to feel uneasy. What really happened that he didn't know.
Is it true that he was wrong all along. What is so good Naya until all her friends defend her even her family is so defending and loving Naya. If Naya was as bad as she thought,
why his family still defended Naya. So much speculation came to Bram's mind. And all of that was only thought of by him at this moment.
“Bram. You must have thought that Bimo died because he was shocked to learn of the affair
between Naya and Radit. That's why you blame Naya for Bimo's death. Absolutely not what I said this.”
Bram just looked at Nuras and nodded his head.
“At first it was so Bram. Bimo misunderstood him thinking the same as you currently think,
that Naya has betrayed him by cheating on him with Radit. But the problem is over. Bimo knew the truth before he took his last breath. Before Bimo died, he regained consciousness for a while. And I think you also know that your sister is conscious. Bener ga?” again Bram just nodded his head.
“Everyone thought that everything would be fine, Bimo will be back healthy as before. Since the first time Bimo entered the hospital Naya always found him, there was no time for Naya to move from beside Bimo, unless she went to the toilet yes.” Nuras shifted to fix his sitting position to be more comfortable.
“Naya just wanted to eat on the day Bimo woke up. That day Radit was persuading Naya to eat in the hospital cafeteria. That was when Bimo came to his senses. Bram lo inget the girl who came with Naya? The girl who brought the Naya infuse hose when Naya prevented you from fighting the same Radit?”
“Yes gw inget. Why the same girl? What does this have to do with the story lo?”
“There is a lot of connection. The girl's name is Rengganis or we used to call her Ganis. The ganis
naya's closest friend. Even closer than us or Radit. Ganis knows all the things about Naya even the things that Radit does not know Ganis must know. Ganis is clear about all these misunderstandings
to Bimo.”
“It could be that Ganis was told by Naya to lie to Bimo.”
“That's impossible because Ganis is Radit's girlfriend. If Ganis lied to Bimo it means he
also lie to himself.”
It was like being struck by lightning while knowing all the truth.
“Lantas why Bimo Naya's funeral didn't come?”
His condition at that time was already like an undead. No reaction, no expression. Stares are always empty, spoken to do not reply. That is why Naya's parents brought Naya to move from Jakarta and cut off contact with the people around Naya even with Radit and Ganis.”
“But after that we don't know. Can only after that Naya dating Radit proof she disappeared 2 years trus nongol with a cheerful face as if nothing ever happened.”
“That's impossible. If they are dating, it is impossible Radit is fiancee with Ganis. Lo inget time sarasehan Naya really insist to go home to Jakarta right?” Bram nodded his head.
“ That's because of the sore Radit application with Ganis, so Naya still insistent even though you have forbidden.”
Slowly but surely the veil that had been closed opened slowly. All negative thoughts about Naya begin to erode slowly, replaced by guilt that begins to fill Bram's conscience. He felt guilty why all this time did not want to listen to the explanation of the people around him.
* * *
Bram was silent, bowed with a wedge in his car. Regret always comes
be late. Bram runs his car with an empty mind, the horns of the vehicles behind him are not heard by him, the mocking voices of people
around him who was upset because Bram was too slow to run his vehicle.
Bram entered the large and magnificent mansion. He got out of the car and entered the living room of the house.
The 2-story house looks very quiet. On the front there are 1 set of brown sofa with victorian style, complete with table. On the wall, there is a picture of a family that looks harmonious.
Parents with 2 sons and 1 daughter.
Passing through the living room Bram entered the family room. Papa and Mama were sitting in front of the TV
while talking. Seeing Bram enter with a lethargic face her mother asked.
“ Abis from where Cak? How lethargic?”
Bram sat down near his mother.
“Ma... Why do you always defend Naya? Why don't you ever blame Naya
what happened to Bimo? Why Ma? Pa?”
Bram's parents are against each other. After a few seconds Surya, Papa Bram stood towards his room. It wasn't until 5 minutes that he was back in the living room. His hand held an envelope.
Without saying anything he handed the envelope to Bram.
“ What is Pa?” asked Bram in surprise.
“ You read it, later you will understand by yourself.” Bram was about to open the envelope
in that seal.
“ You better open in the room, Bram. Let you read it.”
Bram sat on his bed. A white envelope whose color is no longer visible
clean. Slowly seal the envelope. Inside was a letter with the handwriting of someone he knew very well.
Hi Cook Ice Cake,
Always healthy, right? Thank God if that is the case.
I still know this writing, right? I'm sure I remember hehehe.
If you're reading this letter right now, it means I'm not around you anymore
After my departure, I wish I could go back to Indonesia.
I returned the task I once loved to me when I decided to go to college
Ausi.
Come back to look after Papa, Mama and our little sister's flower.
There's one more person I'm really worried about.
Remember about Diya? The super cute girl I once told to cook Icak.
College friends usually call him Naya.
Pramudya Nayaka Utami is his full name.
Beautiful name? Like people.
Diya's my girlfriend mas. He is the light that is present in my life.
Diya can always make my life meaningful, always cheerful and make me forget my illness.
He is always present in every moment of my life.
But I kept this secret about my illness to Diya.
Even though she looks strong but I know she's fragile, that's why I kept my illness a secret
here's her.
After I left, I couldn't imagine what would happen to her.
Maybe he'll be ruined.
Please help me to take care of him.
Don't let the light that's been shining on me fade.
Keep him to keep berdayaa, accompanied so that the light does not fade.
Diya has a pair of best friends. His names are Radit and Rengganis.
They are a matching couple who always faithfully surpass Diya.
Because of their loyalty, I misunderstood them.
I think Radit and Diya betrayed me. But I was wrong
Radit apparently plans to propose to Rengganis
I feel guilty for that.
I have hurt and made Diya cry a lot.
Please help me keep her smiling.
with love
Bimo
Bram bowed in silence. He felt stupid, sad, sorry, confused all mixed into one. Him
like he just woke up from a long sleep. Remembering all the things he's done to Naya. All the veils started to open one by one. The reason why his friends and family are so
protecting Naya. It turns out that Naya has not been a killer, she was a victim. Bram began to remember what he had done to Naya, all the bad things he had done appeared one by one
in his memory, it felt like a scary horror movie.