
Elsa opened her eyes when it was morning, she looked around her seeing Daddy and Henry sleeping on the bed in the room , then his gaze pointed towards the side of the bed he saw Alan sleeping with a sitting position and clenched his hands
" mas "call Elsa softly, while releasing the hand held by Alan, making Alan open his eyes
"dear" said Alan
" where is sick "Elsa shakes her head
" i'm why "ask Elsa
" you don't papa, wait for the doctor to come here" said Alan lying while pressing the button on the head of Elsa ,Daddy and Henry hear Alan's voice immediately wake up they see Elsa is awake
" drink" said Elsa, Alan took the water on the table and helped Elsa drink using a straw
" Elsa why, I could be in the hospital" asked Elsa because she remembered she was in the bathroom, after thinking Elsa saw Alan
" we're okay with it "asked Elsa to Alan
" we'll wait for the doctor" Alan said
" mas "call Elsa again but Alan speaks only a thousand languages
"don't move a lot" said Daddy radit
" dad, we're fine "Daddy radit just nodded weakly
not long after the doctor entered Elsa's room, Daddy and Henry moved away a little from the bed, allowing the doctor to examine Elsa while Alan remained next to Elsa while holding his wife's hand
" his condition has improved "the doctor looked at Alan "for a while the lady in the hospital used to be for a few days" said the doctor confused what to say
" doctor is my baby okay, why should I be in the hospital" asked Elsa
" for now you rest first, do not think much" said the doctor, then say goodbye to them
after the departure of the doctor Elsa looked at Alan who had been silent since
" we go back home first yes, then aunty here a little later deliver your breakfast will be finished from our office here again "Alan just adore
Daddy radit hugs Alan "explain well "mute Daddy radit, Alan exclaims
" we go home first yes son, will be here briefly mommy " said Daddy radit, they just nodded
after the departure of Daddy and Henry, Elsa looks up at Alan
" you calm down first yes, don't move a lot will be aware" said Alan softly while stroking Elsa's hand
" please speak honestly" Elsa said in tears as she remembered the last time she fainted
" i'm sorry for my mistake we have to lose our son sorry " said Alan lirih, as soon as Elsa's body became stiff, Alan hugged his wife
" sorry dear, sorry "sorry Alan said while stroking Elsa's back, Elsa just laughed making Alan shocked
" honey "call Alan while looking at the crying Elsa laughing
" why, why can't I be happy just a little why I'm sincere when my own husband shares with another woman, but why should my son "cries Elsa while pulling her hair, Elsa cries hysterically
" why mas, I don't ask for much just my son mas, but why also he should be taken from me, I just have him" said Elsa weakly while crying
" sorry " said Alan, Elsa just stared blankly at the door but her tears were always out.
"sorry I made you like this, I deserve punishment if that's what you want,sorry can't be a good husband and always renege on promises and again the disappointment you get sorry " said alan kissed his wife's forehead, while Elsa just kept quiet
" eat first son, then mommy who bribe Elsa" said mommy ellena
" Alan is not hungry mom, let Alan aja who feeds Elsa" said Alan then take the porridge that has been prepared aunty
mommy Ellena stroked Elsa's arm "mommy knows it's heavy, but mommy is sure you can get through this, 'cause you're a good, strong kid" said mommy ellena, Elsa crying again
" you know mommy loves you so much "Elsa just shut up "we're here for you" said mommy ellena
Alan approached his wife "please eat first yes "Elsa just silence, mommy ellena Take the plate in Alan's hand
" mommy alone, you eat after that clean yourself up "Alans swag maybe Elsa wants to be alone first
" you eat yes dear" said Alan then he also ate his breakfast occasionally he saw Elsa who did not want to open her mouth, even mommy ellena had persuaded him several times,
" please you ate first "Elsa just shook her head
" you want to take a break "ask mommy ellena, Elsa just closed her eyes without saying papa, Alan can only take a rough breath
" you finish your meal first "Alan praised
after finishing eating alan cleaned himself, when he came out of the bathroom he saw Davin standing next to mommy ellena who was crying
"mom "call Alan, my mommy ellena sees Alan
" mommy's fine" said mommy ellena
" mommy went back to the house was kasian aunt nunggin mommy from earlier" said Alan softly, mommy ellena exclaimed
" if you need papa just call, "Alan adored
" kak mommy back first yes, then mommy bring new food" said mommy ellena
after the departure of mommy and auntie, Alan sits by Elsa's bedside
" Van is not papa since he was reluctant to eat" said Alan mutely
"he'll be fine" Davin said
" Van I'm like a bad guy now, because I'm my wife like this even have to lose our son because I'm too stupid" Alan said
" i'm afraid he'll leave me Van, I'm afraid because all this time I've always made him sick so he's like this" Alan said
" you who are patient, sure that everything will be beautiful someday, you have to believe it" said Davin
" i'm just afraid he'll leave" Alan said in a cry of guilt always popping into his mind
" you can't be like this, I know how you feel but you have to be strong for Elsa" Davin said
" i can't bear to see him like Vin, he just needs our son instead of me, so I'm afraid if he leaves me later, because of my stupidity" said Alan again ,Davin was confused what else to say
Alan saw Elsa shed her tears even though her eyes were closed
" dear, "call Alan while wiping away Elsa's tears
" i went outside first, later if there is a papa call me "Alan adored
after the departure of Davin, Alan again fell silent while looking at Elsa who was still closing her eyes
" please don't leave me, whatever it is I won't let you go of my life, sorry if I'm selfish but I don't want to part with you ,just give me a chance this time I beg I'll do anything for you As long as don't leave me " said alan as he sobbed occasionally he kissed Elsa's hand