
Love is a real feeling
However, it is difficult to organize
Many tests will be done
It is the heart that cannot lie
...{Alhusayn}...
...*****...
The motorbike engine is carried quite slow by Arfan. Presumably, he had a lot of thoughts. Therefore, he did not want to be rash. He always dhikr in his heart. When the strange feeling continues to wander in thought.
Indeed, Arfan did not deny the feeling that came to his heart. When the young lady always behaves strangely like, 'bunglon', which is always fickle.
"Yes, Rabb banaa .. What I have experienced is a trial and test of You, the Most Eternal! I don't want to lie to this. I will immediately carry out all the commands, which have been taught by His Majesty Muhammad Shallahu alaihi wassalam (SAW). Forgive me, all the khilaf that I have done ... Robb!" arfan prayed on a motorcycle, which still faithfully accompanied his journey home.
...*****...
Residence Arfan Alhusayn ...
Arfan turned off the engine, then he sat in front of the terrace with his own raft seat. In silence, he was still thinking about the employer's offer.
Not usually an Arfan on the verge of anxiety, anxiety, which increasingly tortures the recesses of his heart and soul. In fact, he forgot to say hello to his mother.
Astaghfirullah hah adzim!
Arfan ... really too!
It turns out, 'love virus', is being transmitted in the chest. So, it makes him a little tortured. The voice of greeting from the mother, apparently can not make Arfan immediately answer it immediately.
"Assalamualaikum, Le ...! Bue was calling you, you know! Kok, even dumbass? What's up, hmmm? Try, the story to Bue, Le ..," said Sanah by holding the shoulder of his beloved child.
"Waalaikumsalam, Bue! I'm sorry, Arfan didn't say hello, Bue. Today ... Arfan has so many thoughts, Bue! Arfan's confused, Bue. Why is this heart so hard to understand, Bue?" asked Arfan innocently.
Sanah smiled when she saw the wrinkled face in a frown, which Arfan showed in front of her at this time.
"This is the name, the love virus has ravaged your whole heart, Le!" kelakar Sanah while giggling.
"Now, have you been able to understand what Bue told you a while ago, Cah Bagus?" One question sentence that increasingly makes the heart of Arfan Nelangsa.
"Hhhhh ...." Arfan took a long breath and felt heavy.
"Loh, why? Did you know that already? If that non Fayra also keeps and harbors feelings for you, hmmm?" goda Sanah again, who continues to search for his son quickly realized.
However, Arfan prefers to avoid. He stood up from his seat and walked into the house. Choosing not to answer, a question he did not yet know the answer to.
"Well, where to stay, Le ...?" goda Sanah said it with a happy smile.
"Arfan wants to pray, Bue! Clears minds!" he shouted with a scream from inside.
The sentence successfully made Sanah giggle again, again and again.
...*****...
Nadhifa Room ...
Nadhifa who was still faithful cried in the room. With a whimper while cursing in his cry.
"I .. ndak sincere if until mas Arfan ku ndak to be married to ustadzah Maira! Wong, my mas fits the ustadzah. Iki, because of the Fayra ladies. Obviously, de'e sing failed my application. Huhuhuhu .. huhuhu ...." Nadhifa roared like a man hit by a braid.
Astaghfirullah hah adzim!
Hearing her daughter like a possessed person, Sanah recalls the mist she made. He also banged on the door of the girl's room just his wayang.
"Nad ... Why are you, Nduk? Kok, like a man in a trance, huh?!" sanah screams from behind the door of the princess's room.
"Nad, nothing, Bue! Nad, just need to calm down, Bue ... hiks ...," continued Nadhifa again to cry.
"Eh, don't do that, Nad! Try, you open this door first! Bue, don't want you to be possessed!" she screamed at Sanah from behind the door, which immediately made Nadhifa stop crying.
"Corruption?! Bue this is all-none! Bue thinks I'm playing braids again, huh?" said Nadhifa who quickly stood up from his lying position.
Kvmk ...
The door opened, and the face of Nadhifa was already tangled by a thousand.
Plot ...
"Well, how come Bue's Nad's head, anyway?" he asked as if he could not understand the situation, which he had made earlier.
"Still unconscious, hmmm?"
"Yes, Nad is still unconscious, Bue ...," he whines like a 13-year-old teenager. In fact, at the age of Nadhifa who now should have been able to act mature. But, he was instead acting like a sinless teenage boy.
"Astaghfirullah p thing adzim ...!" growled Sanah while shaking his head.
"Come, come with Bue to the bathroom," pull Sanah with a slightly furious facial expression.
"Come, hunt, Nad!" at the heart of the Sanah, he took Nadhifa into the bathroom.
Agree or not, Sanah doesn't care! For him, the most important thing is that he can educate his sons and daughters with the teachings of religious knowledge that he knows so far.
Even if it's just that. But, it is not important that he can make Arfan and Nadhifa, become sons and daughters who are devoted to him someday with noble devotion.
"Come, take wudhu! Let all the demons lodged in your brain disappear and be destroyed!" tell Sanah in a soft tone of course.
...*****...
In Arfan's room ...
Arfan is performing the Isha prayer. Despite the noise and fuss of his mother and Nadhifa. In fact, Arfan can still concentrate in his prayers.
In fact, he was getting more solemn as if the space and time he was facing right now was very very much different. No longer just on the top. Rather, it seemed as if it was flying into another dimensional realm.
Which dimension he and God alone know, how they communicate today.
The longer Arfan is immersed in his world and his Robb. After he finished praying, he also did dhikr and sholawat. Sayup-sayup he heard the noise of his sister and his beloved mother.
Then he got up and rushed to divorce the heated debate between his mother and Nadhifa.
"Quick, take ablution, Nadhifa ...!" tell Sanah again.
"Nad, don't want to, Bue ... Nad, not possessed, really!" nadhifa's stubborn refusal of Sanah.
"Astaghfirullah azim thing! Sweetie, come on, wudhu soon! I'll wait for you, yeah! Mom, you're not going anywhere. So, let's wudhu," exclaimed Arfan lovingly to his mere puppet sister.
Nadhifa also abluted and performed the Isha prayer. He was upset with Fayra. Thus, he is negligent in his duty towards the Divine Robbi.
Alhamdulillah!
God finally gave peace to the family of Arfan Alhusayn.
In the middle of the night, Arfan woke up to perform other sunnah prayers namely Tahajjud and Istikharah.
In fact, Arfan for a few nights did just that. He also has not contacted the extended family of Maira. Arfan explained, via phone. That, he apologized profusely, to the family of Ustadzah Maira.
He spoke on his cell phone very well to Maira's ustadzah. Finally, it has been agreed upon by Arfan and Maira. That, they can not go back, their relationship to the next stage.
"Assalamualaikum, ustadzah Maira?"
"Waalaikumsalam, Mas Arfan! What's up, huh?" ask Maira who actually already has a premonition before.
"I want to apologize in advance by phone, Ustadzah Maira," said Arfan who would feel very guilty to Maira the good girl and pray.
"Say, Mum! I actually feel the same way. Is this about the proposal between us?"
Deg .. deg .. deg ...
Arfan's heart is beating feeling guilty!
But, how else!
He also asked for guidance from God. And, still his heart said differently to what he really expected.
...*****...
Sometimes we get it wrong
Not accepted it feels haughty
Accepted it feels heavy
Finally, before it's too late
We need to be able to take a stand
In order not to give a wish
Which will lead to the word khilaf
And make us more happy
Only Allah is All-Knowing
What is in this heart
Only God understands best
What is best for yourself
...{Alhusayn}...
...*****...