
Along the way home, Fika keeps shedding her tears, her burden is really heavy, she can't possibly tell her mother that she was fired, she doesn't want to make her mother feel guilty again.
"Lord.why trials will not stop, I'm tired, I'm tired of God, hiksss."
Fika stopped at a crossroad, her legs felt limp, she sat at the bus stop. He bent both of his legs and drowned his head between his legs.
Really he does not know how else, somewhere else he will find work to sustain his life, mother and sister.
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Justin, who saw Fika come out of his room, rushed to change his clothes and put on the clothes he was wearing from home. He walked quickly towards the special parking lot and instantly turned on his car.
She saw Fika walking with a shunt and occasionally wiped her spilled tears. Eagerly her sense of Justin clutched her back and calmed her down.
"Please wait a minute, I'll investigate all this."Justin said slowly.
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After feeling a little calm, Fika continued her journey, she should not be weak, in her clean face by patting her gently with her face to look fresh again.
Arriving at home he immediately cleansed his body so that it is not visible to his mother. The food this morning was only a little, he did not intend to eat it, his appetite was gone somewhere.
"Mother.Will mom sleep?"
"Eh.What's up, son?"
"What's wrong mom, you've eaten?"
"Dad, you eat, you must be tired and hungry, right?"
"Fika had eaten earlier ma'am at work, so she is not hungry anymore, have you tried her stick, how is mom comfortable wearing it?"
"Mom's already tried her and that stick helps mommy walk faster."
"Yes mom, I'm sleeping again."
"Don't sleep long yeah, so that tomorrow wake up fresh."
"Yes ma'am."
Fika again thought about how her way so that tomorrow her mother did not ask why she did not go to work.
"Huh.tomorrow I must go as usual, I will find a new job, ease God's sustenance, Amen."
Fika slept on her mother's left side and Fael on her mother's right. They slept soundly without anyone bothering them.
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"Mom...I go first huh?"
"Yes, heart of heart.
"OK mom."
Fika started to leave her house at 07.30 am, deliberately doing activities as usual so that her mother did not suspect.
Fika skimmed through all the grocery stores, malls and various restaurants, offering her energy, but no one received a single one.
There is even a bright light invites Fika to become a butterfly night only. Fika resolutely refused, let her live by the eggs and know as long as it does not touch the night life like that.
After a day he went around looking for work and his results were nil, he was finally home around 7 pm.
"Who's home, son, what's up?"
"I.iya ma'am today didn't do much work, so getting home can be quick."
"Oh so, what do you think is going on."
"Not really mom."
"Sorry Fika yes ma'am, Fika was forced to lie, Fika does not want me to be sad."Monologue Fika
"Sister..I'm not at school, my friends are all at school?" Ask Fael
"Oh.iya sister almost forgot, later yes brother asked to the school section, it has not opened his registration."
"Yeay.bu wants to go to school."Fael said while clapping.
"Yes ma'am."
For 1 week every day Fika went from the house early in the morning and came home late at night to look for work, no word tired for her, no word tired for her, sweat sweat that flooded his forehead did not shake his desire to continue his spirit.
Crane...kring...
"Hallo Rin, how are you?"
"Hallo Fik, where are you?"
"Still on the road, why Rin?"
"You're working yet?"
"Not yet, I've been working for a week without 1 person receiving it."
"It's I got a locker, as a cleaning service, but in the famous Tama Corp company, you want to?"
"You.I want Rin, when can I enter my proposal?"
"I contacted my cousin who worked there, later if the news is definitely I text you huh?"
"Thank you, Rin."
"Same, I closed ya."
After waiting for a while, enter the SMS from Rina.
"***Besok anterin your application to the company Tama Corp, and wait in the security post only, tomorrow cousin I will wait for you there, his name is Ilham, Ilham, he's also cleaning service there, okay."
"Okay Rin, thank you very much."
"C***."
Before returning home, Fika took the time to make a job application at one of the cafes. He typed in the cover letter he used to do, then kept it in his bag.
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Fika was already waiting in front of the security post of Tama Company, she was dressed neatly and brought her proposal. He waited almost 10 minutes.
"Fika huh?"
"Yes sir."
"I'm Lina's cousin."
"Oh.iya mr. Ilham."
"Did you bring your proposal?"
"Bring it up, sir."
"No need to call my father, I'm still young to call me ababg or mas aja."
"Oh.iya bang."
"Okay.lamaran this I bring, make sure your phone number is active, so it's easy to contact you if you are later received."
"Thank you, bang."
"Yes, I went in first."
"Yes bang."
Waiting for 2 days, Fika also told her mother that she was off work. Her mother believed it because Fika had never taken her work holiday.
***Ting..
"I Word the head of HRD Tama Corp, told Fika Christiani to come to the Tama Corp company at 08 am tomorrow to conduct an exam session and interview session, please dress modestly and wear shoes, thank you***."
"I hope tomorrow I will be received, God bless me, Amen."
Fika also began to learn a few books about cleaning service that Rina borrowed to her. He should be able to enter work at the Tama Corp company because he heard the salary received was quite large.