
"Is that my son?" ask Eliyas. Instead of answering Sanas just getting sobbing.
"Jawab Ayashaa." Eliyas.
"How do you think?" sanas said back to asking.
"So he's really my son? and he's gone?" ask Eliyas in frustration. Sanas grew sobbing, however he greatly regretted his carelessness, even though the child was the result of an illicit relationship but still it was his flesh and blood.
"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant with my son Ayashaa? it's a disgrace to me that you think I don't deserve to be the father of your son." Eliyas said.
"Who said? a few days ago I wanted to tell you this, when I met you you told me to talk on busy grounds. Then today I insisted on forcing me to talk, but I saw that you were having fun with a woman" Sanas said. Eliyas was fixated, it was true the last few days he kept his distance to shake off his feelings for Sanas. He did not expect if the consequences of this fatal.
"I'm sorry, I can't take good care of our child" Sanas said between sobs. This made Eliyas even more nervous.
"Forgive me who is insensitive to your condition of being pregnant with my child, let me make up for it all" Eliyas said, hugging Sanas.
- Eliyas POV
A baby? Contents? The bleeding? what is this, why can it be like this. Is she pregnant with my child? that means it's a sign that I just lost my baby, my son, my flesh and blood, and all this was caused by my reckless behavior.
"As a result of the bleeding that Miss experienced, only 20% chance Miss could get pregnant again" said the doctor. That means Sanas will have a hard time getting pregnant, it's all because of my fault. I saw that he was very frustrated to hear this, I was confused as to how it all happened because of my selfishness.
"I'm sorry, I can't take good care of our son." Those words really make my heart feel good, how can he apologize when it's all my fault. I clenched her in my arms, I saw that she had calmed down a little.
****
Sanas was finally allowed to go home after undergoing treatment in the hospital for 3 days. He returns to the apartment by Eliyas and Kelvin.
"Well sir." said Kelvin.
Eliyas followed Sanas who was standing on the balcony of his room, looking as he was daydreaming while staring at the buildings that towering. Eliyas hugs Sanas from behind while kissing the niche of Sanas' neck. In his deep breath - in the scent of Sanas' body that he longs for so much.
"Let me make up for my mistake Ayasha." Eliyas said as he stroked Sanas' flat stomach.
"You're not wrong, I'm wrong, if I had followed my ego at that time maybe our baby would still be here" Sanas sobbed.
"Hey... Stop that!!! it is Ayashaa's destiny to stop blaming herself." Eliyas said.
"You heard yourself, didn't you hear what the doctor said yesterday? I'm going to have a hard time getting pregnant" Sanas said between sobs.
"Ssttt.it's just a doctor's verdict, as long as you still have a uterus you can definitely get pregnant.. God's destiny is more beautiful than we can imagine" Eliyas said, To which Eliyas said there is a truth.
"Married to me Kreyasa Anastasya.' said Eliyas, whether this is my invitation for how many times. Clearly Eliyas was not bored - his boss said that.
" I don't deserve to be your wife Eliyas Anggara" Sanas said.
"Who said you didn't deserve it? you're everything Ayashaa." said Eliyas.
"I'm not the perfect woman now El." said Sanas back to tears.
"Ssttt... no, forget it!!! calm your mind first." said Eliyas holding the body of pineapple into his arms.