
A girl with large glasses perched on both of her brown eyeballs stared ahead doubtfully, she squeezed her fingers feeling very nervous. Today he has ventured himself to ask a school idol to come on the basketball court, who would have thought if the guy had brought some of his friends to witness what he is doing now.
"What do you want to say?" Ask a teenager sitting in a chair.
"He wants to confess times," chuckled one of the friends beside him as he looked at the girl in front of him dismissively. The people who gathered there also giggled feeling that the ugly girl was bold enough to want to express her feelings.
Fairli Anggellina full name of the girl whose heart is racing, she wants to say her feelings just this once because she has been saving her feelings for two years. Fairli closed his eyes firmly, maybe this is the right time.
"I like you! I want us to date!" Fairli said loudly to make the atmosphere of the field quiet. A gust of wind hit Fairli's face along with the sound of laughter that gave a deafening ear. Fairli opened his eyes, grimacing as someone threw his rotten egg which the unpleasant scent suddenly smelled.
"Bad girl who doesn't know herself!" Snapped a pretty girl while staring at the cynical Fairli.
"Have not been jealous so dear dong kasian his face," the sound of laughter was quite loud it sounded painful. That voice was the voice he had pointed at his words earlier.
Fairli looked up at the guy with the messy clothes in front of him. It was ordinary in fact yet somehow he liked her but the feeling seemed to have been lost seeing the disdainful aura clearly visible in both eyes of the man he had liked for so long.
"Arkhn..." Fairli cried out in pain when his hair on the crest was so strong.
"Lu shame, right? your face looks like a gini! how dare you like cave boys!" The girl who was yelling at him is now tightening her trap to make Fairli's scalp as if to get off. His tears flowed profusely, he never got away if it turned out that the man he loved had a girlfriend. Fairli covered his face, embarrassed and sadly mixed.
"Lola, what an ugly ass that you're a crest," a girl who was none other than Lola's best friend stared at the cynical Fairli. His hand was raised against Fairli's hand so that it was clearly visible that his face was not shaped.
"Pretty gini kok covered anyway," Lola smiled cynically with her face made-up sad. "Although your face is flat," continued with a loud laugh at the cheers and loud applause by those who saw the rare occurrence today.
Bukk!
Fairli's body was pushed from behind so that he fell right on his face to hit the ground, fresh blood flowed profusely at the temple, his lips quivering as he opened his eyes he saw someone's shoes plastered in front of him.
The srekk!
Fairli's chin was in a strong grip, his head was forcefully puffed up so their eyes clashed, the girl's tears flowing down her eye sockets.
"Lu see him!" Said Lola who is still faithfully clutching her chin even longer the stronger until it hurts. Fairli's lips trembled he kept staring at the most beautiful girl in the school. His eyes were silent, there was a clear smile of attenuation to him, the man he had loved secretly all this time turned out to have a girlfriend. Fairli grimaced as his hair was pulled back in a tight pull.
"He's a cave girlfriend before you love him see whose girlfriend he is! so you read before you shoot that handsome!" Lola slammed Fairli's head so that the tiny body fell back on the floor, the temple was very painful. He had been used to being treated like this until the pain that Fairli felt now was no longer a shock to him.
"I don't know if Ar-kan has a girlfriend," said Fairli stammered, his eyes reddened, his ugly face getting out of shape.
"Cave kasian same you, but gawk you gini cave seneng!" Kekeh Lola's friend who was also aware of the first bully weak people like Fairli now, ugly duckling girl whose life is really crowded. The people who witnessed it laughed freely as if seeing Fairli's current state was a joke to them.
Fairli tried to stand up limping, ignoring the pain and blood rushing down his forehead, the stench was very unpleasant to smell on his body making others close their noses because it felt very smelly.
"Heh monster girl! back there the smell of the cave can not stand. Caves may not like you with the shape of a kayak face? anjir serem really don't look at that goddamn cave!" Men in messy clothes shouted loudly while glaring in horror as their eyes clashed.
Fairli's eyes turned red, his tears flowing more and more. Inexplicably hearing the words that came out on the lips of the man he loved was much more painful than Lola physically crushing him. Fairli ran away from the crowd as soon as a thunderous laugh accompanied his steps all the way to the school gate.
Running as hard as possible to leave the school environment, carrying his feet towards the streets that look lonely because in the neighborhood around here a little vehicle passing by, Fairli closed his eyes, and he was very happy, suddenly the rain fell on his body.
"Why is my life like this! why wasn't I born beautiful!" Fairli shouted loudly, the rain water was unable to stop his pain. He was tired of being born ugly like this, had a flat face not formed, known as a monster. Can't God be kind enough to turn her face into a beauty.
Fairli is tired of being bullied, he also wants to be appreciated like everyone else. Being ugly is not his wish not his ungrateful intent he just feels the world no one loves him with a face like this, maybe if she is beautiful she can feel appreciated and loved by others.
Fairli's body slumped down, cupping himself, crying out in vain, feeling the gusts of wind and sky covered in black clouds, the sound of thunder and flashes of lightning made him even more visibly savage.
"I hate myself" the body trembled, the cold began to possess him but was unable to shake off the tightness and sadness he was experiencing now.
Fairli was silent when someone put on his jacket, he did not feel any rain on it. Puffing, seeing which good person did something like this to her. He could see a man standing in front of him with a black umbrella in his hand.
Fairli stood up from his seat, lowered his head slightly to hide his face, walked backwards to the back "Thank you for the jacket, I'll give it back when we meet again," Fairli bent his body after running away leaving the man who looked at the girl's departure with a hard-to-art view.
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Brakk!
"What happened to you?" Ria asked, she was very confused, why it was raining like this her son had come home especially the clock now still shows the entrance hours of study. Ria brings her son to sit on a chair in aid of Adam, the father of Fairli who is very clearly visible strokes her worries.
"Fairli lu why gosh!" Asked the sister who panicked to see her brother who looked very ferocious right with his temples that looked bloody despite being covered in hair he could still see fresh blood there quickly he stood up to take the P3K box in the closet then took out betadine and began treating the sizable wound.
"Good God, baby, how come you get hurt like this? who did this to you?" Adam asked while gently stroking his son's hair, but Fairli was still silent without making a single sound.
"You're fast medicine, Sa" Aksa turned to his mother with an annoyed look did he look like he was lamenting Fairli's wounds? He was treating earlier even though Aksa still nodded.
"I'm tired of myself like this" Lirih Fairli made the three people who were surrounding him look at him with question marks. What happened why did this girl say such an unusual thing? That's how they think.
"I hate myself which is why it doesn't look as perfect as the others" Fairli cried as he scratched strongly at Ria's face, Adam and Aksa were shocked to see her quickly Aksa held her brother's hand with reddened eyes holding back the anger.
"Lu crazy huh! by the way you lick your face everything will change? you have to think not everyone is perfect there is more imperfect than you!" Aksa jolted firmly on Fairli's shoulders, her eyes flushed red. He was not at all concerned with the change of his brother at this time.
Fairli's lips trembled, he puffed up looking at Aksa with a glazed look, he was hard to see because the flesh of his eyes slightly covered his eye peluk.
"You can say that because you were born perfect, I also want if born like a handsome father maybe I will be grateful or I will be born beautiful like my mother I will not be like now!" Fairli looked at the three people in front of him who were now staring at him with teary eyes.
"But I can't like you, Sa." Lirih Fairli with tears that now flooded his eyes, he draped his hair behind his ears so that his face was clearly visible. A face that is not symmetrical, flat, oversize nose that is not even shaped like a nose in general. He looks like a monster to people.
"I'm different! I don't look like mom or dad! I'm like a monster kid who might just be doomed with a face like⎯"
Ria and Adam hugged Fairli's body tightly, Fairli's cries broke in his parents' arms, and he hated the now ungrateful self. Fairli did not blame anyone he just felt hateful of his unbiased life on his ugly face because everyone always appreciated people who looked perfect.
"Mom knows baby, tell mom everything, you never forget that when you feel the world is not on your side there is still a mother and father who are your main strength now don't forget a sister who is ready to always be beside you," a gentle swipe from her mother made Fairli as unwilling as she nodded. Adam hits the hand of his boy who always talks unfiltered to his brother.
"Now tell me why you're like this, did anyone hurt you?" Adam asked as Fairli let go of his mother's embrace. Fairli looked straight ahead, he began to tell her what happened to him at the school so much that he hated his life. At first he could still accept this bully because in bully every day was to eat it during the school period but now Fairli was not strong.
Aksa was silent unconsciously her tears dripping down her cheeks, she tightly hugged her brother's body, she did not stay away if the brother who had been seen as ordinary was storing so many wounds. Adam hugged his son feeling sad when he heard a story that he had never stayed away all this time.
"Look we're moving now!" Ria stood up from her seat making the three people who were hugging puffed up with frowns.
"We move, I want you to do facial surgery at a specialist in plastic other acquaintances she works in the city sebrang. So we have to move⎯"
"You're nothing! what kind of face? don't be weird you changed my only girl's face!" Adam looked at Ria sharply, because the word that had just come out of his wife's lips made her blood boil.
"There's no other way! that's exactly what we should do. Are you happy to see your son being bullied by his peers? a girl at 17 should have made friends and enjoyed her school days, but her son was destroyed mentally and physically!" Ria was in the form of a hunting breath, looking at Fairli who was now closing his eyes.
"My son is beautiful! she will still be beautiful in my eyes more beautiful than any child!" Adam said he would not give. Aksa who had been silent also nodded his head "Lagian oprasi pelastik not with a little money."
Fairli nodded approvingly to his sister's remark, after all they were a simple family where it might be possible to pay the doctor.
"Whatever I'll do to keep my son from being dropped again, if you think of a way to pay him you don't have to worry. Let it be a mother's business," said Ria looking at her son with teary eyes, her tears fell, followed by Fairli who was now crying violently. Fairli stood up from his seat, hugging the old body of an old man who could still say things he had never imagined before.
"No Fairli away mother has no money, do not force our circumstances, Fairli will stop school so Fairli will feel grateful to Fairli's current self!" Ria shook her head strongly, she let go of their embrace, rubbing her dear son's hair.
"Don't quit school, keep making your dreams come true! I will support your mother. Even though dad did not want to change his beautiful face later but it's okay." Adam smiled softly, he hugged his son.
"Don't forget Aksa dong, "Aksa protests while participating in the hugging session. Afterwards they took a trip to move to their new home in the city. They would forget about this city to take Fairli away from any view and start a new life again there.
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"You ready?" Ria asked while looking at her son who had been crying, Ria kissed both Fairli's cheeks.
"Fairli was afraid of the mother," shrewdly Fairli, Ria shook her head as she cupped her two cheeks, staring at the same eyeballs she had with a blurred look.
"You can! show the world that you too can be like everyone else, have a pretty face that all girls want."
After a long moment of silence hearing his mother's words, Fairli nodded. He must be able to get through this, to be beautiful is his desire from the first, he must be strong.
Ria took her son into the room, let him inside. Ria's body shook, how this was the last time she saw the real face of her child, hopefully this way is able to make her child's life no longer humbled and changed happily.