
Honestly, it feels like Yuniar is not willing to share a husband with another woman. Yuniar has heard and seen many other people's life stories, that in polygamy or mixed it is not sweet. But bitter. It is more suitable to say in poison than in combination. Because in fact combined not as sweet as the word itself.
"Why? You jealous? Didn't I say from the beginning, if one day I marry another woman, you have no right to forbid me" Aiden tested Juniar.
Aiden wanted to know whether Yuniar's answer would remain the same as it used to be or not. Aiden wanted to convince her heart that Yuniar really loved her. Despite the attitude that Yuniar showed, Aiden felt that Yuniar loved him. But, the memory of Yuniar kissing Dikra on campus at that time makes Aiden doubt if Yuniar really loves him.
Given that Yuniar is a very responsible girl, Aiden is afraid, if what Yuniar has done so far is only as a responsibility and obligation as a wife.
Yuniar smiled getting the question from her husband.
"Yes. I remember that. It is clearly written in our pre-wedding agreement. I'm not going to forbid Hubby from marrying anyone. Because, if hubby has healed.I'll look for another man younger than hubby,"sahut Yuniar smiled cheerfully.
But, is it true that it is in the heart of Yuniar?
"How could I not be jealous? Of course I'm jealous. I just don't want to look pathetic in hubby's eyes or anyone else's. I don't want to be considered weak, helpless and self-respecting. Although my heart would not be willing if Hubby remarried, but I must still look strong," said Yuniar's heart.
"Deg"
Hearing Yuniar's reply, Aiden felt his heart as if it were in a sword stab, but it didn't bleed.
"Oh, so, huh?"said Aiden carving a smile, but his hands seemed clenched tightly, "He really loves that man? And want to be with him? If he finds out I'm cured, he'll leave me soon" Aiden muttered in his heart.
"Hubby wait here, yeah! I'll prepare the hubby toiletries," said Yuniar still with a smiling face as if without burden, then rushed down from Aiden's lap.
But once he turned his body and stepped away from Aiden, Yuniar's cheerful face instantly turned sad.
"Did hubby not love me all this time? What sweet treatment did hubby give me this as well as what hubby gave to other women? I was too baper. I feel loved by Hubby. I shouldn't have fallen in love with her. I should've realized, if Hubby really loved me, hubby would have destroyed the marriage covenant. Hubby didn't have to threaten everyone in this house so as not to divulge about our marriage. He acknowledged me as his wife in this house only because he did not want me to refuse him to sleep with him, "the Yuniar murmured inwardly, smiling bitterly, without tearing.
But a moment later the girl's eyes flashed sharply, "No! I cannot be weak. I can't give up! Although Hubby is only my husband in the eyes of religion, but he is mine. I fell in love with Hubby. I'm not just gonna let go of hubby. I'm gonna fight to make hubby love me. I will make him unable to turn away from me, let alone leave me. Hubby can only be mine. Only mine," muttered Yuniar while wiping away her tears.
Having already loved Aiden, Yuniar is determined to make Aiden fall in love with her. For Aiden to not be able to turn away from her, let alone leave her. Yuniar doesn't know if Aiden has been in love with him since the beginning of their relationship. Aiden also did not want to part from him.
As for Aiden, the man looked at Yuniar who disappeared behind the bathroom door with a sad look. Hearing Yuniar's reply earlier, made Aiden's chest feel tight.
"You really want to be with him? You stayed by my side just because of my legs? Can't you just love me a little? I already love you. I'm not gonna let you go. Either way, I will make you love me, and forever you will remain by my side. Forever, you can only be mine. Only mine," muttered Aiden softly with a heavy voice and clenched hands.
Two people who love each other, but feel unsure of the feelings of the loved one. Both feel clapping for the reason they were married and the pre-marital agreement they had agreed.
Yuniar feels doubtful about Aiden's love because until now Aiden has not admitted himself as his wife in public, and did not destroy their pre-wedding agreement. While Aiden doubted the love of Yuniar because he had seen Yuniar kissing with Dikra.
*
The night was getting late, Yuniar was already lying next to Aiden and putting his head on Aiden's chest as usual. The couple kept behaving as usual, even looking more friendly because they were both afraid of losing. In their hearts they both think about how to make their partner love them. In fact, they actually love each other. It's just that, because it never speaks from heart to heart, the couple became a miscommunication.
Perhaps out of love and fear of loss, the couple thought too much that the edges only gave rise to seeds of suspicion.
"Baby.."call Aiden softly while stroking Yuniar's head gently. The man's eyes looked at the ceiling of his room with a blank look.
"Hemm," said Yuniar who hugged Aiden and closed his eyes while hearing Aiden's heartbeat.
"Hubby wants to talk what?"asked Yuniar who felt astonished after seeing Aiden's expression that looked dull.
"It's okay. Give me a good-night kiss!"pinta Aiden came from with a faint smile, "I felt my thoughts erratic after our conversation, "Aiden muttered inwardly.
Without thinking for a long time, let alone refusing, Yuniar inched closer to Aiden's face. Whatever Aiden asked for, Yuniar must have given it, as long as Yuniar can give it. Yuniar gently kissed Aiden's lips and of course immediately got a reply from Aiden. With Aiden's face below and Yuniar above. The couple frowned, sipped, boasted and twisted their tongues. Finally, Yuniar ended his kiss.
"Already," said Yuniar smiling faintly at Aiden, "If it can make you love me, whatever you want I will definitely give you. Is love not a sacrifice?"juniar murmured in the heart.
"We're sleeping!"said Aiden smiling faintly stroking Yuniar's cheek.
"Hum" Yuniar put his head back on Aiden's chest.
"I want to be like this forever. Put your body in my arms. Have you forever. Only mine. I'll fight for you, "Aiden muttered in his heart. Aiden clasped onto Yuniar's body, then closed his eyes.
*
On the other hand, Austin is seen sitting in the private room of a restaurant. The man sat opposite a man.
"Are you able to do this task quickly?"tanya Austin looks serious.
"If the honor is appropriate, everything can be arranged, sir,"
...πππ...
...Fight for what you want, don't cry for every loss....
...Waiting, surviving, and fighting, is a testament to the seriousness in a relationship....
...One must know, when to progress, fight, or retreat slowly....
...Love requires struggle and sacrifice....
...But, if you keep fighting and sacrificing without getting happiness, it's called suffering....
..."Nana October 17th"...
...πΈβ€οΈπΈ...
Notebook :
The term "polygamy" comes from the ancient Greek word "polygamos" which consists of the word "poly" meaning "many" and "gamos" meaning "marriage". So, literally "polygamy" means "many marriages".
In Indonesia, the term "polygamy" is then added the word "honey" or "honey", which is thought to be derived from the term "polygamy with honey" in English. Although the term reinforces the symbolic meaning of happiness and harmony in polygamy, it has also caused controversy because it can be considered harassing women as objects of biological needs.
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To be continued