Carin

Carin
Chapter 25



after knocking on the door several times andien finally opened the door of the room he occupied.


as soon as he saw Jonathan's face, his face became tense.


although he had expected that this would happen before, Jonathan would find himself in the end.


"you're named andien." asked jonathan


" yes .., what's the need to look for me." asked Andien putting on an unfriendly face.


" i want to know where Karin is right now.I know you're his best friend"


" i'm sorry I don't have the right to say the existence of karin during the gospel, he wants me to keep it secret especially to you.." andien wants to Immediately go into the room and lock the door, he felt a very uncomfortable atmosphere now .


" well if you don't want to tell me the whereabouts of the karin, but can you tell me why the karin left, I'm sure you know exactly what happened.


andien breathed out.he felt a dilemma at Jonathan's request.


should he tell or harbored the reason for the departure of karin, andien was worried that if he was rash many people would be in trouble .


he then invited Jonathan into his room because he felt uncomfortable talking in front of the door while standing.


jonathan. sits in a plastic chair, the only one there .


they were silent for a moment drifting in each other's minds, andien thought how to convey to jonathan so that neither side was affected later.


there was no point in refuting or continuing to avoid this man, he would not stop until he got his wish


" quickly tell me, why did the karin leave, does it have anything to do with the incident at elina's house..?"


" your kenpa continues to pursue karin, don't you realize your world and karin are different, let karin go, since she knows you she started crying, she even lost her job, she said, he was the backbone for his family, now how he financed his sister's school." andien wanted to vent his mother's feelings to karin for getting bad treatment from the elina family


" what's wrong I seriously want to marry her, I'll protect her why she doesn't trust me."


jonathan said in frustration.


" how do you protect it by hurting or destroying the people who hurt it, because you don't want to do things like that?,


karin's soft heart is impossible for her to hurt others for her satisfaction"


andien said cynically, his heart asked why this man did not give up and left quietly again his world did not disturb karin


" why are you so eager to marry karin.?, is it because of your illness. ..??"


andien asked heartily afraid to offend Jonathan, rather hesitating he asked worried about himself also afraid to embarrass jonathan.


jonathan was a little surprised


" illness!!?, what do you mean by disease? " tanyanya was curious


how the girl in front of him knows he has childhood trauma when only family and some people only know the trauma.


" you have a problem in...I mean a disease that can not give offspring to your wife..?" andin increasingly wrong behavior.he met red so shame.


" what is mksudnya ? don't beat around - tele say it clearly ok.." jonathan snapped in annoyance.


andien so scared the guts. want to retreat already


" you have impotent disease..!!" andien said quickly and hmpir whispered"


because jonathan has been very focused on andien, even though andien speaks in a very slow voice he has already read the movement of andien's lips and can analyze if you were said to be impotent


"WHAT...., I'm impotent!!??, cried jonathan, making andien rush away jonathan wary of the safety of his body soul.he really felt very afraid, jonathan's face flushed


either because he was embarrassed or because he was angry.


" Who told you I have such a disease." asked jonathan annoyed


" k karin." said Andien still frightened


suddenly Jonathan's face returned to normal and even suddenly he laughed out loud as if he had just listened to a very funny joke.


" so Karin was avoiding me because he thought I had a disease.." Jonathan didn't continue his sentence,


how Karin can think like that, if only he knew how Jonathan resisted his desire to touch him, every time they made out, jonathan curbed his lust with all his might so as not to damage the carin, so that it would not be too bad, to get their first wonderful experience after the wedding.


" who spread the rumor that I..have the disease??"


" karin overheard her accidentally while in the bathroom when some girl was talking about you.."


" that's why karin left.fear I can't satisfy her..?


" mom ma'am.not because of that." andien said quickly almost yelling worried jonathan misunderstood.


" karin is not that bad, sir Jonathan..?


andien.


"if there is anything else that bothers me tell me right away, I'm tired since there's no definite reason why karin left" jonathan said back emotion, making andien back alert


" karin just doesn't want to hurt the girl who's been by your side.."


jonathan confronted andien unsure.


" is it because of elina??" ask jonathan


andien did not answer


" did elina do something bad to karin !!?" ask him more about himself


" Do you love karin??" tanya andien suddenly made jonathan silent for a long time


hearing andien's question about love makes jonathan pensive, why should love, jonathan does not know love, when it comes to his feelings for karin, jonathan only feels comfortable with the girl.


many girls are dated jonathan, but they are just having fun with jonathan's money, they show off jonathan at the restaurant, in the mall, and they are, at a party as if jonathan is an expensive antique that can improve their social status, they want to make love to him, enjoy the perfection that Jonathan has without thinking about their self-esteem ,


but Jonathan won't let that woman touch him.


only Karin treated him like a man,


normal men who have shortcomings and advantages, do not display and treat it like an antique, even Jonathan can cry with karin without feeling embarrassed.


But love.he is not sure what his love for karin is.


" why don't you answer, you don't love karin??"


jonathan andien was sure that this man did not love Karin.


" then what are you going to do when you're bored of it ??" andien asked in an unhappy tone,


" i wouldn't have looked up to him, I'd have given him a better life, if I hadn't been able to be with him." Jonathan said lightly to make andien more emotional


" you are a jerk .." maki andien no longer cares about his safety.


" i'll never give you a karin address forever 'cause even if you kill me, you better get out of my room, there's nothing else we need to talk about." andien's out sick of it.


jonathan was somewhat surprised by the change in andien's attitude, how could this girl just throw him away.


" you kicked me out." she asked unsure


andien did not answer, however,


jonathan rushed out of Andien's room.


after jonathan came out andien lngsung berbating the door.


seeing the attitude andien jonathan recalled on karin, these two girls had in common, equally brave and stubborn.


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