CAPPUCINO THE AISYAH
(Chapter 8) Hidden feelings 2
I also sat with my mother in the living room, you know?, at that time I was silent and daydreaming, when I realized I also thought to Allah "astaghfirullah O Allah, astaghfirullah, conscious martyr" I said to wake myself up thinking about the departure of Fatimah and Aky Fahri, before long the sound of my door also rang, I immediately ran to open it, I immediately ran to open it, because I know it must be Galang, and it's true Galang
"assalamualaikum his daughter father, greetings know" he said while lowering his head
"wa'alaikumussalam, what the hell is Kak Galang" I said while asking for his entry
I want this to be a surprise for you, because all this time you and your father have lost the most extraordinary figure in our lives, someone who willingly sacrificed his kidneys for my safety, even that is still very attached to my body to this day. After the mother can see the sister Galang again mother shed her tears while hugging the sister Galang, how happy her mother was at that time, until I cry too to see your mother drop her happy tears
"is this really good, God, we haven't seen you in a long time, son, how are you?" said the mother continuously asked brother Galang with a happy tone
"well, thank God Gilang is good, what about mother? Gilang misses you very much" replied Brother Gilang while kissing your hand with teary eyes
"Alhamdulillah we are here is also very good son, mother also miss nak Gilang, have long not seen nak Gilang again, even Aisyah did not tell mother if nak Gilang want to yesterday" continued mother still with tears
"deliberately mother let it be a surprise for mother!"
I said while cutting off the mother's talk
I covered my tears, saw my mother very happy with the presence of Galang, now we understand what true love means, mother is a mother who is very, very loving anyone who is willing to do anything for the sake of her child, for example, Galang who is willing to sacrifice something very valuable in his soul. After talking a lot with the mother, finally Brother Gilang. conveyed something unexpected to me and also the mother, seriousness that I do not understand, Brother Gilang was sitting under the feet of the mother, and also the mother, at that time the mother was sitting on the sofa, sister Gilang looked very serious and looked into the eyes of the mother
"bismilbornrahmanirrahim.bunda, actually Gilang want to convey something that may actually have been Gilang pendam since long ago, this also includes the reason Gilang donated one of Gilang's kidneys to Aisyah, mother permission of Gilang to guard the Aisha of the Hereafter, permission of Gilang to become the Aisha priest of the Hereafter, the permission of Gilang to make mother and father as Gilang's in-laws and grandparents of Gilang children later, mother.Gilang permission to justify the mother's daughter" said sister Gilang to the mother with teary eyes
"the mother can not answer quickly about this, son Gilang, mother thought you and Aisyah like a sister, mother thought you were like brothers, you already think you are like brothers, but if this is the will of God then let Aisha answer her son, because all decisions are in Aisha, mother can not force what you should not force" replied the mother to the brother Galang
brother Galang was silent for a moment, turning his eyes to me, I just fell silent out of words with the message of Brother Gilang to mother
"Aisha... Will you be my wife?"
I was silent to my gaze, a sense of happiness and uneasiness suddenly entered me, there was no way I could force my heart that had clearly just loved another man, she said, I wondered to myself "why new now brother, Why not from the time I have not loved Akyy Fahri" I cried in my heart, without saying to Galang, brother, I shook my head as if saying I could not accept it, Galang immediately understood my intentions, finally Galang sis shed her tears, me and my mother also dropped tears, this is an incident that I have been hard to forget until this second, he said, where his heart has a long but new love expressed when I have loved the other creatures of God, I know how broken the feelings of Galang, I feel that, I feel that, maybe if you know, you will scold me for this, because my father is very, very fond of Galang, especially now Galang is a famous ustadz, a leader who is very desired by Muslim women. But how else love is not a thing that can be forced, the seriousness of Kak Galang is his initial struggle to get me, until finally he straightened his desire on me and mother
"i understand Shah, I was late in conveying my feelings to you, I had been avoiding you to improve myself so that I could be with you, but it turned out I was late, too late, a little woman whom I have longed for now loves other people, so allow me to keep fighting until God says that you are not my soul mate" Galang continued to me, and witnessed directly by the mother
"with God's permission, brother, forgive me brother, but I have considered Galang like my own brother, father and mother also know, I can not accept this brother, brother, I've fallen in love with the man I've been seeing for weeks, brother...Jagan was once broken with my words, God knows how I tried not to hurt Galang's feelings, Even though in the end it happened brother"
answer me while smiling at Galang.
It hurts, it hurts a lot, but it's a reality that must be accepted, it's not easy for me to love, I also need time to forget, so I hope that Galang's brother understands what I mean, and the meaning of my answer.
Seriate...
