Can I Lose You's?

Chapter 4_Theology of Love

    “Maybe it's just me or indeed the journey of a human life is always inseparable from the trinkets of this mortal world.” I thought while looking at the blue sky.

    (Tringg..

    “Hwaa Tiaa, to the canteen yukk..” Invite Riska to me when the sound I always wait for has arrived. From that tone, I also knew that something bad had happened.

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    (After arriving at the cafeteria and sitting together while waiting for orders to come)

    “Tiaa, the Kevin lohh. Turns out to be lying to me all this time.” Next after he found out that Kevin who had invited him to go to the beach at that time, had said the same thing to other women.

    “Lohh, how can you bebb?” I asked curious while eating snacks from the stall of Pak Danang.

    “So gini Tiaa... You know Gisel temen my class right?!” He answered while holding back the annoyance.

    “Ohh that yesterday nantangin girl class 12 for the front dance battle of the class is not it??” I answered when Riska asked me to Julid together.

    “Nahh yes, that's Tiaa... He's fretting that way.... in front of the class again! What a annoyance I have!” Reveal it while clenching both hands on the table.

    “Yes, I understand. Patience with beautiful neneng. Sabarr...” I said while trying to lower his emotions.

    “He said... If Kevin ngajak him to go to the beach also next month.” He continued, beating his hand to the table.

    It was only then that I realized that all the contents of this mortal world felt endless as it continued to be put forward. Whether it should be expressed in words or only thought through hope.

    But what I do know is that history has written that love has existed since the beginning of man to set foot into this world. Starting from the journey of a pair of humans through the distant world there, to the separation that predestines the two to reunite.

    Since then, humans began to assume that love is a condition in which emotions and thoughts clash with each other to position themselves as the best in a person.

    Therefore, if both are unbalanced will bring the psychological condition of a human being to be unstable and tend to be easy to be destroyed from his heart.

    This is what happens to some people if they are too hopeful for humans themselves. Fear, anxiety, even despair will be experienced by him. Anything will be given when it comes to love.

    “Love can make you strong, sometimes it makes you weak. Like two opposing sides.” I muttered in my heart when I saw my friend Riska become helpless after seeing her loved ones turn to betray her.

    “You better not try to be someone like me Tiaa..” He said while holding my hand and began to shed tears.

    I know, my best friend Riska is the most gentle person when judged by matters of the heart. Maybe that's what made him understand the pain.

    Moreover, worry if his closest friend also experienced the same thing someday.

    From that moment on I began to round myself and believe that I would never know what love is. Enough of my friend to go through this kind of suffering like what he wants from me.

    “Sure Ris, you still have me..” Reply me while hugging her tightly.

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