
My mom kept spinning in my brain.. Makes me unable to just scratch. Tilt to the right, Tilt to the left. Forcing the eyes to close.
Ishhh!! Mama is the most obvious if the problem of advice advises. I immediately stepped up, erecting my body. Sitting upright on the edge of Bed, looking at the clock on the Wall.
It was ten o'clock at night. Mama's advice is right, from I was worried until morning and curious.
Whatever it is, how God leads me. I'll be holding Dada. Dating for years and running aground, I can get through it too.
Cook just because an Aditya Sasmita I don't know so clearly should make me like this. I am Kamidia Radisti bint Tanjung Gunawan a great woman!.
Immediately take Water for Wudhu, then I cash Istikharah prayer. I solemnly chanted the Tan verse of the holy verse invoking the best path to the Power.
For some reason, without me realizing these tears just fell down my cheeks. I keep reading the Dzikir,
I feel peace in my heart. The wind blowing through the vent felt cold greeting my body wrapped in Mukena.
At this very moment, Tristan Shadow suddenly appeared and smiled in my mind. Immediately I stopped reading my Dhikr.
Is this a sign??? I don't think it should be Aditya who shows up, not Tristan. I continue to ask for guidance from the Power.
My eyes are getting sleepy.. I decided to stop my worship. My heart is calmer than it was, and I believe in myself Fix Aditya Sasmita like he is not my soul mate.
The clock was pointing at half-time, the air was getting colder. I pull the blanket and get ready for bed. Slowly start to close the eyes and finally fall asleep.
"Oh my God!!!!" I immediately sat down from my deep sleep. Isn't this really a hint from you???? Though just now, I believe that Aditya is not my soul mate.
Again I saw the Clock on the wall. Time is at half-time three in the morning. My head wants to break.
Then I scooped my face rough. I dream the same thing as last night. Is Aditya my soul mate????
Is it possible??? I just don't know him very well. How'this????.
I decided to go to the kitchen to get some water. And back to the room.
Morning dawned, Rese Rizal's voice already disturbed my ears. This kid is so noisy.. Want to go jogging with friends just his exorbitant style like an Artist.
"Tea tuh! This hour just woke up! It's not morning prayer, is it???" answer her while looking in front of the mirror
"About!!! Wanna where?? This blind morning is already in style???"
"Jogging is Tea!! While washing your eyes.. Let the chicks on that nempel??" Rizal cengengesan.
"God! A real school! Don't keep going.. Just Graduated! His style is exorbitant! Learn atuh!! Let's get a good campus! Here's an example of your!!"
"Hedeh!! emang Teteh doang sinter! Ask Papa! Adek received at Mana campus.. itb coy!! IT!!" She said arrogantly, Then I Snapped her head.
"You guys.if you meet always noisily!!" cut Papa.
"The Pa!" I said defend myself.
"That's why Pa started!!" Rizal did not lose.
"Have it!! It's already!! Papa's dizzy.." said Papa glaring at us.
"Yes Pa.. I'm saying yes!!!" Pamit Rizal, then stick out his tongue to mock me. You brash little brother.
Then I told her all about my dreams to Mama and Papa.
"Everything goes back to You Tea.. You can still retreat, Actually Mama sure Mr. Adit your soul mate.. But it will come back to you." said Mama.
"Mids.. This is when you make a decision.every one who comes and goes must be the best for you.be it Elgin or Mr. Adit. Many things you can take..now how are you staying??? If Papa is the important thing you are happy".
"I've been thinking all night Pa..Ma's.. I'm sure to accept Aditya's good intentions.."
"Are you sure about Tea???? If you are sure..You must be ready to take all the risks. Everything there's a risk?? Mama said she reassured me..
"Tea sure Ma!!" Just escaped from my mouth.
I can hardly believe it myself.. Why can I be so sure.