Bule Ku's Husband

David Reno or David Bryan

I don't know why my mouth was locked, I can't say what, just tears and sobs that describe how scared I am.

A tense atmosphere enveloped these three handsome men, waiting for the sound that came out of my mouth, but again only sobs they heard.

Raka, who was sitting next to me, spoke up,

"talk Put, cry is not an answer and will not solve everything, be prepared not to like you have to speak firmly and make decisions, be wise in choosing and follow your heart, say,which you think is best for you."

Hearing the words mas Raka, made me make a sound,

"Well I'll talk but on one condition, if you can fulfill it then I'll decide the answer..

David Reno, Raka and David Bryan furrowed their eyebrows, asking what conditions I wanted.

Bryan who did not want to, trapped in question marks also let out his voice.

"Tell me what your terms are" said Bryan, still in his back to the three of us.

"Whatever my decision will help you do not hate each other, do not relate this matter to work and others, considering you are partners".I said as I wiped my tears.

David Reno also responded to my shrarat,

"Alright Put, I accept the conditions from you" he said softly.

David Bryan was still silent, what did he think, I who had not heard the answer asked again??

"How's David Bryan???, do you accept my terms???"I asked him to look at his back.

Then David Bryan turned his body around with a cynical smile and said

"Alright, I won't be linking this matter to anything else."

I was also relieved, because I did not want them to be hostile, because of me

because coming back is all my fault.

I fell silent again with tears.

David Bryan, who saw me just crying, said

"So.."with a bent face.

With a long sigh, I began to open my mouth

"I love you both so much, I don't want to be separated from you two either, if I could have both then I would devote my life to both of you, but unfortunately it is impossible because I have to choose one of you.

"Sorry one thousand sorry I'm going to stick with David Bryan, I chose David Bryan" My tears plunged uncontrollably, even as my lips trembled.

David Bryan who heard it was relieved even though he did not show his pleasure, instead David Reno felt very devastated to hear my decision, but what power is the way and this is indeed my decision.

My tears never stopped, the sensitive Mas Raka gave a tissue to wipe all the tears that wet my face.

David Reno who did not accept my decision also issued a word

"I know why you chose Bryan, because I know better who you are than everyone else here" David Reno quipped a bit.

"As early as the deal I will accept whatever your decision may be even if it is difficult for me to accept it." - David Reno.

"I'm sorry mas, in my stomach has sprouted the seed of David Bryan,maybe now you can accept me for who I am but not necessarily later in life if this child grows up because I know for sure every second, minute, people's minds will change."I said while sobbing.

Bryan who knew Reno would answer was given the same code David Bryan to keep quiet first.

"I know what you're going to say Reno, let me do the talking because I don't want this to be over for one-sided reasons.

Now I ask, suppose in your stomach there is no seed, will you still choose me as your companion???

I don't want a child who doesn't know what you're making an excuse to live with me that will make your heart depressed, because it's useless I have your body but your heart for others.

I've thought things through carefully, assuming you don't choose me I'll accept it, but I can't accept if you choose me because of the seeds in your stomach,because I not only need your body but I also need your heart, so Reno will definitely say the same thing to me, we both want you to be completely your heart and your body." - David Bryan.

Raka who heard the explanation of David Reno and David Bryan made him go awry, and chimed in the heart of the words of both

"I will also say that Put, because I also do not want to have one of them, better not at all than to have your heart or body alone" Inner Raka while standing up and saying"I'm thirsty boz" Raka took one beer that was on David's desk and drank it while approaching and staring out the window in a position that turned his back on us three.

Hearing David's explanation made me even more confused and depressed, I had to answer what..

"In fact I can't take them both off, whether or not this baby is in my womb, but this baby needs his biological father figure" I said.

Now my mind and my mind are getting more confused, no matter what else I am going to say,

"Why silence???"david Bryan said it made me more depressed, with a little annoyed I replied

"I have answered and chosen, why do you have to question the reason, whether I need to choose both or not to choose at all, not to support this baby myself I still can"I said in a high tone irritated and depressed with them.

No one said anything, neither David Bryan nor David Reno,

because no one spoke, I took out my uncle again

"I'm fully aware that this is all my fault, if I had faithfully waited for David Reno to heal, I probably wouldn't have loved David Bryan,

and if only yesterday I hadn't seen David Reno I probably wouldn't have created this problem.

To be honest I've forgotten about David Reno and comfortable living with you David Bryan but I'm sorry that my meeting yesterday opened up my old story that finally returned a little bit of my love,I'm like a suspect who must give an answer that can satisfy all of you, even obviously I have chosen you are still doubtful.

Then what should I do?????

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