Brondong's Lover My Choice
The eps 46
Before Latifha's footsteps completely disappeared from her sight, Rizky immediately sat on one of the park chairs while taking out a guitar from inside her bag. He seems to start singing a song that actually wants to be intended for latifha.
*I am weak without you
I am vulnerable because
the love that is missing from you
Who can flatter me
As long as the eyes are open
Until the heart doesn't beat
That was as long as I
able to flatter you
From you, I found my life
For me.. You are the true love
When the... It is written for me
it's the best for you
I'll make you a memory
the most beautiful thing in my life
But it won't be easy for me
forget the traces of your life
Which is etched eternal
As the most beautiful memories..
I am weak without you
I am vulnerable because
the love that is missing from you
Who can flatter me
As long as the eyes are open
Until the heart doesn't beat
That was as long as I
able to flatter you
From you, I found my life
For me.. You are the true love
When the... It is written for me
it's the best for you
I'll make you a memory
the most beautiful thing in my life
But it won't be easy for me
forget the traces of your life
Which is etched eternal
* Samsons - Most beautiful memories *
As soon as the song ended, there was a clear liquid flowing profusely on Rizky's cheeks.
Latifha as well. Tears that have been in her weirs since a short meeting with Rizky earlier, now finally flow also without permission.
Actually latifha was not really going home earlier, he wanted to make sure what would be done by his former lover was after his departure.
Apparently this is what happened, Latifha felt like seeing the incident seen by her just now. Rizky cried because of the circumstances that befell him, true destiny is not in his favor when.
But it is not denied that the taste is still there for Rizky, even though he actually has dared to like other men. However, his heart still hurts, the wound that was scratched by Rizky in his heart still feels sore.
Latifha did not expect, that Rizky still holds a deep love for her. That love can still be felt by the latifha heart.
From a distance Latifha still wanted to pay attention to what Rizky was doing. He seemed to be trying to wipe away the tears with the back of his hand.
Latifha is very curious about what really happened to the relationship between Rizky and Virly. Rizky used to stay away from her and hurt her heart just to be with Virly.
But now why does Rizky seem to be trying to get close to her back. Maybe their relationship ran out because of a third person, maybe Virly had an affair with a guy at that time.
A lot of things Latifha is thinking at the moment, while her head hurts a lot from thinking so hard.
In the park, Rizky appears to throw his guitar on innocent grass.
" Aarrrgh... Why is this so, why should I bear all this burden myself. The person I love is happy with someone else. Why tuhaannn... Why ?? " Rizky was crying so much without caring about the people who were starting to notice her.
He finally decided to leave the place. He planned to go to the beach to calm his heart and mind that was in turmoil at this time. Perhaps that way, he could also momentarily forget his fond memories with latifha. The woman who had filled her heart a few years ago.
Latifha who watched Rizky cry for herself, could only resign. She never expected that her problems with Rizky would be this complicated.
" What should I do now. I don't know which way to take. " Excited latifha while trying to drive away the sadness that was engulfing her heart at this moment.
" Should I come there. Should I help her forget this sadness. " Latifha also seemed so confused as to what to do. While Rizky is also the one who causes her heart to be as painful and as sad as this. Rizky who chose to go away from her life, why should she feel sorry for Rizky.
A lot of things are going through Latifha's mind right now. He who feels like he is looking at the guy, maybe because he is still in love or just because of humanity.
So far it never crossed Latifha's mind to re-establish a relationship with Rizky. But for some reason after seeing Rizky cry for herself, the feeling resurfaced. Latifha also does not know for sure, if this feeling is a feeling of Love or just a feeling of pity.
After some time was exhausted by the beautiful woman, she finally decided to go home. Maybe by going home, his feelings will be normal again.
... ... ...
In the modern minimalist house that is very luxurious, looks a woman who is pacing back and forth thinking of something.
" You're why, I'm like a confused person. " Mama went straight to her firstborn.
" Tifha is not papa kok ma, just confused again. " Obviously to mom.
" You're confused as to why, baby.. What makes this beautiful mother feel confused. Tell me about it with your mom, do you know she has a solution. "
Latifha seemed to tell all the events experienced by her this afternoon. Starting from Vina who died with Rizky in the park and the same road Edo, until finally he saw everything that happened to Rizky who cried for himself.
Mama Indri seemed to nod her head in a nod to understand the story of her son.
" Try my mother to ask you, you answer honestly yes. You still love Rizky or just feel like you saw her. You don't have to answer now, Mama will wait for your answer. But mama's message is only one, don't leave the person who fought for you for the person you fought for. Mama is sure that your child will be able to make his choice wisely. " Mama Indri seemed to rub the head slowly of her child.
" Remember !! Do not make decisions when the mood is not good. You know what mama means. "
" Yes ma, tifha knows what you mean. Thank you ma for all your advice, now latifha's heart is starting to be a little relieved. Even though I still feel a little sad. " Reply latifha answered with conviction. Latifha seemed to directly hug her mama so tightly and mama Indri also returned the hug of her child.
" The spoiled child. I am still spoiled like a child. " They also seem to laugh with their own feelings.
