
Allena shouted loudly as if announcing to the inhabitants of the ocean that she was feeling pain.The pain was never faded, constrained by time, displaced by energy and erased by busyness.
But, it turns out that Allena is mistaken.Salah interpreted, she thought with her busyness the pain will disappear by itself consumed by time.But, it turns out that the pain has been transformed like a black shadow haunting her life.
Lucky Allena because she screams in the open even though there are people who pass by there is also a group of people who are fishing, not making her screams heard by others.
Different things with last night, Allena shouted there was a prohibit.In forbidden by a mother of two small children, her angels, her solace and became an encouragement in her life.
In this sea, he can freely shout without anyone forbidding, without anyone being disturbed, and without fear of reprimand.
It was enough for Allena to pour out all her feelings by shouting.She, walked up, to the edge of the ocean.
In a way yelling still not panned in taste by Allena, he took a pack of cigarettes in his pants pocket, took out his and then sucked it.
Smoke filled the air for one month, he who had not touched the object that became opium to him, now he could freely consume it without anyone watching.
The more Allena remembers the pain, the more puffs of cigarette smoke come out of her mouth, the more each puff of cigarette smoke represents her feelings.
"The cigarette that best understood my feelings".Said Allena, increasingly sucking the tip of the cigarette continuously.
No matter the gaze of the people passing by and had whispered about his appearance and habits.
"Still young, but the appearance of such an affair".
"Smoking girls".
"The bad girl must have no future".
Comparable to the attitude of Allena who did not care about their babble for her their babble like the wind before, even she was lazy to reply to the people's rant.
"Hina I am as you please, but remember never judge a person by his outward appearance".Said Allena, on the sidelines of her smoking.
Although he seemed to be unconcerned, but actually Allena noticed the faces of people who whispered about his appearance and even insulted him.
Not for him revenge, or two grudges.Only, Allena does not like if others only see the behavior of others by looking at his outer appearance alone.
Not felt, Allena had spent a pack of cigarettes, without remaining and without any spare cigarettes available in her pants pocket.
"Here, have you ever done it with just one pack of cigarettes"?Allena Umbat.
The pain is still there, but the cigarette is up even though he still needs the cigarette to be able to neutralize the problem, make Allena look for cigarettes or objects that can at least reduce the pain by continuing to stir the heart of her pants and clothes.
But, it was not the cigarette that allena found under her shirt pocket, but rather a kind of yellow medicine, with a round shape encased by a small plastic.
"This_". Allena's mind drifted back to the memories of her moments with Andre."This is the ecstasy pill that Andre loved back then?".Allena.
Well, the yellow drug is an ecstasy pill given by Andre during Allena in Landa heavy stress.Before Allena took, but the drug was always carried by Allena.
Allena looked at each curve of her medicine, weighing up her decision on whether or not she should take the drug.
Again, Allena's mind was upset, no cigarettes, no beer to make Allena desperate to take drugs that she later knew were ecstasy pills.
As soon as Allena's body collapsed down after taking the drug.Allens no longer felt the pain, there were no cries of excitement that turned out to be a hallucination because Allena was already in another realm.