
I patted my cheek. But I didn't wake up either. My eyes are still the same, in this world. No, it turns out this isn't a dream. It's a reality, it's just that I don't really believe it.
The world feels too fast for me. As soon as I was still a Junior High School child, I was a high school boy who liked to read fiction books, just a moment ago my parents and my relatives died, I was married. I really wasn't ready. If time could turn back, I would have chosen to go back in time, in my childhood. A time where responsibility has not weighed on my shoulders. But it is not my world anymore. The past is a lost world. Now, that's what I have.
The most beautiful night is the first wedding night. Many dream that the first night of marriage will be the most beautiful night for someone compared to other nights. Why is it like that? The answer is simple, because it is a new night for our lives. At that time we were no longer alone. Companions are ready to accompany us to build a small kingdom that we call family.
That's what I experienced with Briyan. Briyan is now my husband. The first night of our wedding was spent relaxing on the roof of my house. Things I used to want to do, but I'm too afraid of heights. Spreading out a thin mattress or floor mattress, we looked at the night sky scattered with bright stars. And the moon that has been two weeks more hiding behind the cloud.
“Darling, you know, how different are you from a star? “
“Ndon't know, Mas. What emang? “
“If the stars are far in the sky. If you are, deep in the eyes close in the heart. “
“Masa anyway? Since when have I been away from you? “
“When you go shopping, can't I see you? When you take a shower, take a long shower again. “
“Yes, I was wrong. From now on and forever I will stick with you, wherever you go I will be a dress for you. “
“Ciye, so sweet really. Don't just talk about doang, dikakuin dong. Usually when invited out of the house do not want to. “
“Iih, Mas Briyan doesn't know me. “
“Ndon't know. Who are you? “
“By the way I'll push you, let it fall. “
“Yes, sorry, my dear. “
“You know? “
“Know what? “
“Actually in my house there is a ghost. “
“Masa? “
“Yes, he said my home used to be a murder site. “
“Hii, how about a serem? “
“No, the killer is in front of my eyes. “
“Hah? Me? “
“Yes, you who have killed the hatred in my heart become the love of you. Iyaaaa”
“Dieh, hilarious. Haha. “
The point is that the first night only contained the chatter of a married couple. If I tell you everything, I feel sorry for the author. “Aaan anyway? “ Sorry yes, I do not insinuate Bang Author single, but it is single, so Fiana should how else? Yes, that soul mate can be sought. If you have not met, it is postponed. Because all creatures in this world are created in pairs. “Udah, you don't make me add ngenes. “
Like people have said, something that has been around for a long time will definitely be ignored. That's what I'm afraid of happening to my relationship with Fiana. Is this marriage too soon? I think this decision is very appropriate so that I do not get too drawn out with a relationship that is not serious. I have made this relationship serious. Although in the eyes of the law has not been taken seriously, but in the eyes of religion my marriage is legal.
A few days later, the midterm vacation will end. I will go to school with family status. It's okay, about that matter I've been trying to hide it.
The house Fiana is now home to me. Even though the residents are now almost non-existent, we still take good care of the house. My sister-in-law also now never came home. Once I looked at the supermarket, it was nowhere to be seen where it was now. I thought when I became his sister-in-law, he would be able to go home and get together with his only family. But I don't know, maybe he wants to find his own way of life.
It's been a week since our marriage, we haven't been given any children. Because we haven't done yes, sorry forgetfulness. Lha continue to do marriage if not “gitu-gitu”? I'm actually interested in getting married fast because in my religion, I don't allow dating. So soon I married Fiana, my father had not changed his mind. You see, if you have changed your mind, the business can be long for the future.
As usual after work, Fiana and I hung out on Fiana's roof. It seems to have become a habit that has always been cherished by us. While hanging out, while we greet people passing by on the street or greet the stars in the sky.
“Eh that, you know not what the same highway equation you. “ He who began to fight this time.
“No idea, what is it? “
“Sama-sama rame in my heart. “ Ih, so sweet really.
“My turn is yes, what difference do you equal rain. “
“If I'm human if it rains water. I don't know don't know. “
“If it rains to the ground, if you come down to my heart. “
“Garing Mas, “
Yes, my jokes are crisp and crispy. Oh no, I can't accept my joke being insulted like this. I tickled my wife's stomach until it twisted. Unknowingly, the tile we occupied collapsed. Luckily below us was Fiana's not-so-high room. We fell right on the bed and our laughter grew louder.
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January is about to come to welcome us, it's time to return to the routine we used to do at school that is learning and horrifying curhatan people.
“Eh Fiana, I want to confide dong. “ First new enter my friend has invited vent. Her name is Dinda, the fattest girl in class. Not a joke, so be clear.
“OK, please. “
“Yesterday was the middle of the semester holiday, I was invited to walk with my girlfriend. Well, that's the plan he wants to go to the cafe. The cafe that deket same house lo it. After arriving at the cafe he just sat fifteen minutes already permission to WC. Well, he left his face on the table. Someone called, her name is “My Wife” her face is glowing wearing super sexy skimpy clothes Na. Much the same as my appearance. “
“Maybe the time. “
“Udah I saw his chat and the result used call “sayang” all. “
“Maybe his cousin kali. “
“Sepupu what ask “When do we get married? My mother was waiting, when did you come to bed with me? “ I have guessed it turns out that all this time I was just used by my boyfriend. “ His face seemed to be lamenting a miserable fate.
“Lo mah yummy, lo pretty face many like. As for me, already fat face item, who wants to like me the same? “
“Not all guys judge girls by their looks. Sometimes beautiful girls end up cut off with the guy because of what? Mismatch of heart. You're a pinter, someone's gonna like you. “
“Iya too, ah I'm moving on right now. I want to seriously study and then give up Tika. If I rank one, I can automatically like a lot. “
“Well, that's dong. Don't give up easily. Maybe Si Kribo tuh who likes the same lo. “
“Masa? Did Kribo like me? Okay, I'm waiting if Kribo likes me. I want to see him first ah. “ Dinda went to the bathroom just passing in front of his class Kribo aka Taufik. You know why he was called Kribo because of his hair. Indeed the characteristics of my friends since kindergarten to High School, there must be our friends who are kribo. I don't know, maybe the kribo tribe has been around since homosapiens.
The break clock. As usual, the canteen is the most crowded place. This time I did not go to the library because Briyan was waiting for me outside the classroom.
“Where are we going? “ Briyan asked.
“Whatever, you are the captain. “
“To the canteen? “
“Ngak ah, I again this diet because. “
“You are already skinny why use diet-diet everything? “
“Why? Can't do? “
“Nothing anyway. You are beautiful. “
“Ehem ahem. “ A group of people turned out to notice we were chatting.
“Ciye really does. Not yet made? “ A girl with ponytail hair asked us. Only I replied with a smile and a nod of the head. Not just more precisely.
Briyan took my hand to take me away from them. From the direction I can guess that Briyan will take me to the cafeteria. I told you I was on a diet too, still making sure I went to the cafeteria.
It turns out my guess is right. I just found out that his big school cafeteria is almost the same as a restaurant. Briyan took me to an empty chair and happened to be just for two. Immediately he ordered food in the form of rice with side dishes.
“Lho, I'm not licensed? “
“She said diet again? “
“Ih, so I believe it anyway. “
“Yaudah, a plate of dinner together. “
“But I'm ashamed of other students. “
“Ngapain is ashamed, we are married. “
“But right.. “ Haven't had time to talk about playing bribe only husband. Hedeh.
“Tuh, I am so kind to you. “
“Udah ah, than a friendly in public mendingan I just go. “
“No way, you can't go. “
“Don't be so kind as to command me. “
“Husband's government. “ I who was standing, sit back. That's what I'm afraid of, Briyan used the ultimate weapon for me to obey his will.
“Halah, I want to go to Mas library. “ My lips I pursed like a duck for Briyan to obey me.
“Help me finish this meal first. Nought. “ He bribed me again. I was forced to take his bribe while looking around. Fortunately, the students were busy with their conversations. I think our affection in public places will attract their attention. Huo.
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Briyan and Fiana are finally united into a marriage. Although they are still high school students, but with a strong love background they decided to get married at a young age.
Living a married life is not easy. On the other hand there are responsibilities and trials that unceasingly haunt the bride and groom. Jealousy as the most market of family problems. Including economic problems, attention, even about satisfaction.
Problems also did not escape from Briyan and Fiana. Sometimes Briyan feels jealous if Fiana is approached by another man, and vice versa. Jealousy is evidence of love. But, sometimes the heightened jealousy will actually produce destruction in the household.
One day Briyan was relaxing on the second-floor balcony after school. While waiting for Fiana who was in the bathroom, he saw a green school garden with flowers blooming and two palm trees. Without him realizing it turned out that a pigtail-haired woman who yesterday reprimanded him came and kissed him on the cheek. Briyan accepted the kiss without rebelling. At that moment Fiana looked with an inexplicable feeling the word.
Fiana ran to her house. If she was usually hugged by her husband, now she only rides both shoes. Actually, Briyan had tried to rebel when kissed by the woman, but whatever the power of jealousy had come first.
Fiana went home, locked her bedroom door. He sleeps all over his body including his face with a thick blanket. Usually he sleeps with a Briyan hug, now he sleeps with a bolted hug. It was different in taste, but at least the bolster could not hurt his heart.
Fiana looked at the window. In front of the garden gate he saw Briyan standing guarding the locked gate of the house. Like someone who mourns his mistakes, apologizes but fears wrong. But Fiana didn't care at all. Even if Briyan is overheated or struck by lightning, let it happen. Jealousy this time completely darkened his heart. He never felt this jealous in his life.
Little by little the shadow about the events of yesterday afternoon began to gnaw Fiana's mind. The regret of being married to Briyan began to appear. He should have known that Briyan was a playboy, but he had fallen in love for no apparent reason to Briyan. It has not been logically thought that marriage is not a game. It is true what Pakdhe said that getting married is the only way to be in love, but we are just teenagers who are still in high school. We still have to go to college, pursue a career, build a business, and much more.
Regret Fiana says “Iya” without consideration goods for a second. His head was dizzy with tears flowing nonstop. He hugged it with his hands and feet. Overflow all sorrow and anger. He hit the bolster and slammed it hard on the floor.
The clock shows right at midnight. Besides the bear-shaped alarm clock, there is a photo at Fiana's wedding. The photo where Briyan wore a white cocoa shirt and black peci, while he wore a white shirt and a white veil. Gently kissed her husband's hand in the photo. Sometimes it is heartache to accept the truth. But that is what we have to face.
Fiana went down the stairs of her house to the yard. It was raining heavily at the time and only then did he realize. When in front of the gate, how surprised she saw her husband who was still in front of the gate of the house. Briyan slept in front of the ground gate in the rain. He feels guilty. Her husband was brought into the house. He put Briyan to sleep on the living room's long sofa, then changed her clothes and covered her. Briyan shivered and mentioned the name “Fiana” even though her eyes were still closed.
Fiana felt that this blanket was less thick, she collapsed her body. He put his head on Briyan's chest and hugged her tightly. The hug was also reciprocated Briyan by wrapping both hands on Fiana's body. The two couples fell asleep in warm embrace.
Regarding the kiss earlier that afternoon, it turned out that he was Briyan's brother. More precisely called a different brother mother. Before marrying Briyan's mother, her father Fauzi first married a woman named Asma. From that marriage was born Farida. When Farida was one year old, Asma filed for divorce from Fauzi due to economic problems. Farida is treated by Asthma. After that Fauzi married Ruqayyah, and Briyan was born.
Farida had known since childhood that Briyan was her half-brother. Therefore Farida always hated Briyan. However, all that changed when he was almost hit by a train. Briyan swiftly pushed it off the tracks. Briyan also visited her mother secretly in the hospital as she fell asleep, bringing her favorite lily flowers. Farida who was sleeping in her mother's bed glanced a little. Since High School, Briyan and Farida's relationship improves and peaks when Farida kisses her stepbrother's cheek. From then on he will consider Briyan like a sibling.