
Arriving at work. Brilliant came early, 30 minutes before changing shif.
"Hi Erlina," said Brilliantly open the glass door of JT Guitar Costume.
"Hi is also Brilliant Brother. Whoa... Tumben came early" Erlin said.
"Take it anyway," Brilliantly continued while looking at his watch.
"Oh yes... I don't know, I think it's four o'clock, hehe," Brilliant added pretending not to know.
Brilliant then went into the locker kariawan, about to put a bag of srempang he was wearing. After which, he walked towards Erlin, who was sitting on the cashier seat while working on something on the daptop.
"Again busy doing this." asked Brilliantly.
"Oh, this is my brother again studying rekpan, hehe," said Erlin.
"Can you, right?" brilliant asked while looking at the laptop.
"Sud-already sis," Erlin replied rather awkwardly looking at Brilliant face close to her face.
"Good," praised Brilliantly.
Erlin was suspicious of Brilliant face. His eyes looked faint, his manner of speaking was not as usual either. Erlin was also startled, suddenly sitting very close to him. They then talk. Erlin, who was getting suspicious, asked Brilliant something.
"Sister, can I ask you?" ask Erlin.
"Could it be, what's the matter?" beilian asked back while looking into Erlin's eyes.
"Embh... Brilliant brother drank alcohol, huh?" ask Erlin.
"Erlin turned out to be beautiful too," Brilliant inner.
"Sister? I'm dumb, "call Erlin.
"Owh. What was?" Brilliant surprise.
"Yee... Substantial. Did Brilliant Brother drink alcohol?" erlin repeated her question.
"Owh... That, why? do I look like a drunk?" ask Brilliant.
"Yes... A little bit, hehe. Tu Brilliant to reddish face like that," said Erlin.
"Ah cook anyway," said Brilliant.
"Yes. Uh the wound is healed, brother." said Erlin.
"Yes this, hehe," Brilliantly continued.
Erlin and Brilliant conversed increasingly familiarly. Because Brilliant is under the influence of d*ug. Erlin kept on provoking questions. Finally, Brilliant admitted that he was taking d*ug. Erlin was just a little surprised, because, he himself was also a wearer. Suddenly, Brilliant was shocked to hear that.
"What's? whatdidyou say?" cetus Brilliant startled a little scream.
"Srstttt... " Erlin covered Brilliant mouth with her clasped finger.
Brilliant then silent for a moment, I saw Erlin's index finger sticking to his lips. With Erlin's spit and took it off.
"Sorry brother, reflex," said Erlin lowered his head.
"Deg,"
"It's okay. I was just shocked earlier," Brilliant continued.
"But don't tell anyone, sister." Erlin said.
"Alas relax, you also keep a secret, yes" said Brilliant.
"Surely brother," said Erlin.
They look at each other. Erlin seemed to blush looking at Brilliant face.
"Embh... "
"Embh... "
"What brother?" ask Erlin.
"You go first" said Brilliantly.
"You are my brother" said Erlin.
"Yes. By the way, you want to wear it too?" ask Brilliant.
"Embh... Emb... Anu sis,"
"Udah... Just brush it," Brilliant said while giving something that seemed secret.
"That's what the hell, brother... Me, I don't dare" said Erlin.
"This r**lona (type p*cotropic, while the consumed Brilliant type n*rkotika )" Brilliant explained.
"Ouch... Gimna yes brother," Erlin hesitated.
"Pocket... Hunt someone see," urged Brilliant to give the item that was in his grasp.
Eriln then accepted it. With a quick wagon he swallowed it. Brilliantly smiling looking at Erlin's innocent expression. A few minutes later, Erlin's face changed. Highlight his eyes are also a little faint because of the effect of the ingredients k*mia contained in it. While working on the recap on the laptop, Erlin and Brilliant did not talk to each other, until Brilliant finally opened the conversation.
"Where to eat." Brilliant cetus.
"Yes, my brother, I used to be given the same patience" said Erlin.
"Owh... If I had stopped for a long time. Just this time it started again," Brilliantly explained.
"Pantesan, Brilliant brother is not as usual," said Erlin.
"Why beggong?" brilliant Surprise.
"Owh, no brother, hehe. Sorry-sorry" said Erlin.
"Oiya, what is your number, how has not been contacted by me," Brilliant said pleasantries while removing his phone.
"Hehe, take notes, brother" said Erlin.
Brilliant then recorded Erlin's number. That day they changed their phone numbers. Not felt, half an hour passed. The time shows at 16:00 pm, or four in the afternoon. It's time to change shif. Erlin then stood up from her seat.
"Where are you going?" ask Brilliant.
"You go to the locker, it's time" Erlin replied.
"Oh yeah," Brilliant as he looked at his watch.
"Just want me to watch a movie." said Brilliant.
"Huh, what movie, brother?" ask Erlin.
"Yes... A lot, this is watching streaming movies on the laptop," Brilliantly explained.
"Owh... Kirain's at the movies, hehe," Erlin said.
"Well, come to the cinema sometime, hehe," Brilliant flirtatious tease.
"No, brother" said Erlin.
"Loh, why?" ask Brilliant.
"Fear later Brilliant sister gets angry, haha," Erlin replied as she walked into the locker.
"On that... " Crazy to say something.
"I, don't have a girl," Brilliant mind.
Suddenly Sekar reappeared in his memory.
"Ah, Now, I... I don't know how to. Except to forget you, but.." Brilliant murmured inwardly.
"Hey, brother kenpa benggong," shocked Erlin.
"Eh, no. I want to go home... Duh me alone," Brilliant mutter of pleasantries.
"Hehe, yes, I've already done it" Erlin said.
"Eh, no need, if you want to go home, just go home... I'm just kidding, "it's brilliant.
"Yes-iya brother. Oh yeah, he said he'd like to watch a movie, where's the movie?" ask Erlin.
"What movie is it," Brilliantly said as he looked at the laptop monitor.
Erlin then sat down beside Brilliant. Around the cashier table, there were four chairs, two seats were in front of the table, and the other two were in wear seated by Brilliant and Erlin. Since they were both under the influence of d*ug, Brilliant desire for m*cigarettes emerged. At work, smoking is prohibited.
"Sister, you want to smoke?" ask Erlin.
"Sstt... Diem," whispered Brilliantly.
"Later if it is found out Mr. Jonatan can get sp you know," advised Erlin.
"No, sir Jonatan relaxes the guy... As long as the ac is off, the fan fan is on, it's okay smoking it," Brilliantly explained.
"Basak sis," said Erlin.
"Yes. Are you smoking too?" ask Brilliant.
"Embh... " Erlin was about to say something.
"It's okay to take it if you want to smoke, but secretly yes," Brilliant said.
"No, no, I don't dare" Erlin said.
"OKAY. You really don't keep coming back, there will be someone else you know," Brilliant explained.
"Well, really this chick, crazy," Brilliant mind.
"Sstt... Don't be so loud" whispered Brilliantly.
"Ups, sorry brother," whispered Erlin.
On the laptop monitor, an adult scene is in progress. Brilliant occasionally glanced at Erlin, wanting to know his expression. Apparently Erlin's face is funny when it's tense. Brilliant then hump the monitor.
"Eits... Skip first. "cetus Brilliant.
"Ah... That's again, brother... It's just a scene like that, not too vulgar as well" Erlin said.
"Hehe, yes-yes... Seriously watch it," Brilliant continued.
"I love watching movies... What else are films of the musical genre.." Erlin explained.
"Sama dong," concluded Brilliant.
While smoking, Brilian continued watching the movie, while Erlin sat on his chin beside Brilliant. Not felt, it was getting dark.
"Sister, I said yes, it's almost evening" said Erlin.
"Yes, be careful on the road, yeah" Brilliant said.
"Yes, sister" concluded Erlin, shaking hands and sticking Brilliant hands to his forehead.
Brilain was somewhat shocked by Erlin's attitude. Then Erlin exited the shop and opened the glass door, heading to where he put his motorcycle. Brilliant lives alone in the store. As usual, when the state of the store is still quiet, in addition to watching movies, he usually plays music and plays guitar.
Little by little, Brilliant could forget about Sekar. But, in his consciousness, he still loved Sekar. And vice versa, Sekar actually still loves Brilliant. His cold demeanor, it was a form of his affection for Brilliant, so Brilliant could change for the better. But now, Brilliant himself began to fall back into his black world.
In the past, Brilliant had participated in the motorcycle genk. His days are inseparable from d*ug. The money he should have saved for college. He spent it on the hurrah. Once, he was sick quite hard. Until his savings run out for treatment, and his daily needs. Then after healing, he looked for love. For years he lived a healthy life and left the black world, but now, he is back again.
"Drr... Drr... Drr.... "
Brilliant cell phone rings, sign there's an incoming message. Then he opened his phone. It was a short message from Sekar. Instantly his heart was brilliantly pounding.
"Deg,"
"Deg,"
"Deg,"
"What a strange feeling this is, why my heart is always pounding when it opens the message of Secrets," is like a whisper of Satan in Brilliant mind.
"Good afternoon Brilliant. Sorry distracting. Busy again, huh?" ask Sekar.
"Sore is also. Not busy, just work. What's up, Sekar?" ask Brilliantly.
"Oh... Later tonight, can we meet?" ask Sekar.
"Can aja. But after work. Where's Sekar?"
"In the city park, near the tavern of twilight light, what about?" ask Sekar.
"Okay Sekar" said Brilliantly.
"OK, see u," concluded Sekar through a short message.
Although Brilliant is still under the influence of d*ug, but his little heart can not lie. That he still loves Sekar. Yet ego and stubbornness Brilliantly appear. He does not want to be too deep in the opposite view of reality. In reality, Sekar's attitude was very cold to him.
Brilliant then consume ob*t-ob*tan forbidden it again. His mind was as if, back fly. A few hours later. Brilliant while serving some buyers. There are also some who order costume guitars. Because of the effects of the d*ug, he did not feel tired or sleepy.
A few hours later, he saw the clock on his watch, the time showing at 20:50 pm. Ten minutes the shop is closed. He was getting ready to close the shop. Then we will meet Sekar. He was wondering and preparing some answers, which Sekar might ask later.
"Brum... Brums... Brums...."
After the shop closed. He then headed for the city park, which was not far from where Brilliant worked. About two kilometers away. Apparently Sekar was waiting, along with two friends, Renata and Ajeng. Brilliant then parked his motorcycle, then walked towards Sekar, who was sitting on the city park seat.
"Hi Sekar, Hai Renata, Ajeng. Been long?" brilliant greeting asked.
"Hi Brilliant, not yet, just now" replied Renata and Ajeng.
"Oh yes, beware yes sis," said Renata and Ajeng to Sekar.
"Where are you going?" ask Brilliant.
"In the meantime.
Renata and Ajeng were about to go to a tavern near the city park, deliberately leaving Brilliant and Sekar together. So that their conversation is not interrupted.
"Yes sis, don't be long, yes" said Sekar.
"OK sis," Renata and Ajeng replied.
Brilliant then sat down beside Sekar. They just kept quiet and looked at the houseplants with a colorful lighting gaze in front of them. Brilliantly glance at Sekar, but Sekar also just silent. Then, Brilliant right hand grabbed Sekar's hand, then grasped his lentic fingers. A little surprised, but did not take off Brilliant grip.
"Strong," call Brilliant while holding the hand of Sekar that feels warm.
"Yes" replied Sekar.
"Do you hate me so much?" ask Brilliant.
"Deg,"
He turned to Brilliant.
"Yes. But I also love you very much" said Sekar.
"Really," said Brilliantly.
"Origin, you want to change" said Sekar.
They looked at each other for a moment. Then shift his gaze.
"Why don't you want to understand my feelings a little?" ask Sekar.
"Deg,"
Brilliant Heart palpitations.
"Sweetie, I don't know what to do. I've been trying to make you comfortable, but it looks like I... I don't want to pretend to you" Brilliantly explained.
"Yes... Maybe I misunderstood you too. I hope, we can still establish good relationships, friendships," Sekar explained.
"Because this is the last time we met. I'm sorry yes, all this time, always bothering you," added Sekar.
"Why are you talking like that?" asked Brilliantly while looking at the face of Sekar.
He also looked at Brilliant face. Their eyes looked at each other. While holding hands, Brilliant could not control her tears. As if, he will not see Sekar again, even though Sekar has not answered.
"Tu right, why are you crying." said Sekar while rubbing Brilliant tears with his right hand.
"You're a guy, " Sekar added, he also shed tears.
"I. I can't be away from you Sekar," said Brilliant, taking off his grip and wiping away Sekar's tears.
"Why? one day we will meet again. I just moved, with my family." Sekar explained.
She wants to move out of town with her family. Because of his parents' business. Sekar and his brother Geofani will also continue their studies there.
Hearing that, Brilliant immediately hugged Sekar's body tightly.
"Why did you go. " said Brilliantly.
"I'm not leaving, Brilliant. Just moving house, because of the work of Father and Mother.." explained Sekar.
Brilliant further tightened his embrace.
"Oh yeah. There is something I want to tell you," said Sekar.
Brilliant then took off his embrace and looked at Sekar's face one last time. She smiled at Brilliant, it seemed like the sweetest smile from her.
"I just told you, take good care of yourself. Maybe one day, if we meet again, I hope, we still have a good relationship. And you should know, you're the first person who ever made me fall in love" Sekar said.
Hearing that, Brilliant increasingly powerless to hold his tears.
"And one more. You don't cry, yes" said Sekar with a smile.
"Dark... Me, I can't.." Brilliant hiss.
"Eh... Do not do so, already" said Sekar while removing tears Brilliant.
He kissed Brilliant forehead for the first time, and last time, as a sign of farewell.
From a distance, Renata and Ajeng are walking towards Sekar and Brilliant.
"Tu, Renata and Ajeng are here. Don't let them see you cry" Sekar said.
Brilliant then clean the remains of her tears. Then put on an expression as if nothing happened.
"Hey friends, "sapa Renata walks with Ajeng.
"Over sis," said Sekar.
"Ah... No, let's eat first sis, Brilliant too, yuk," asked Renata and Ajeng.
"Huh, no, I just wait here," Brilliantly refused.
"Udah... Ayok," take Sekar while pulling Brilliant hands.
"Eh uh... Yes-yes, Sekar slowly," Brilliant ronta.
The four of them then walked towards the tavern of Light Dusk, there, Renata and Ajeng had already ordered food and drinks. Just walking while clutching Brilliant hands.
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