Breaking the Boundaries of Love

Rejection of Mother (Again)

"You're bad, Ra. You consider what I am"

"Jean... Please open the door. Listen to my story"

"Other one you want to tell?! Are you just trying to persuade me?"

"Janna, please ... Unlock door. Let me tell you everything. Everything that happened to me. My life. I didn't mean to just forget you. You're still my best friend. And I'm still the old Rara"

Czechosweek ....

Janna peeked out from the slit of the door.

"Promise yes, tell me everything. Don't lie to me, Ra?!"

"Yes ..."

Janna opened the door. For a long time she had been locked in her bedroom door after seeing Rara come to see her. Janna sat on the bed. Rara was next to him. Rara sprinkled her gaze around the room. The bathroom is pink. Janna's favorite color.

"Nothing has changed from this room. I miss this pink atmosphere"

"You're in town already an artist. Surely you have a room that is much prettier and nicer than this room"

Rara just smiled. Yes, the house he occupied was more than enough for him to live alone. The room is pretty and neat. Air-Conditioned and certainly very comfortable.

Janna listened clearly, and as seriously as possible all of Rara's stories, starting from her expulsion by mother. A kind-hearted mysterious master who always spoils him, who he does not know who and where he came from. Never met either. Even his silly friendship with Joe the idol was.

"So...Joe shot you, Ra?"

"Yes"

"And you refused?"

"Hmmm..."

Plaaac... The pillow hit landed on Rara's pudak.

"Stupid you. Why don't you take it, Ra"

"But I don't feel anything about him, Jan. I consider him just like you. Only friends. Not more"

Haha ... Start this child, thought Rara.

"Then what about that Mysterious Master? He's a human or an intangible angel anyway?"

"Come"

"Then what about you, Ra"

For a moment Rara's heart seemed to stop when Janna asked about mother. She's quiet. Only his tears were crying.

"Rb ... I'm sorry"

"Emak, keep rejecting me, Jan. I met him before I came here. Mom was cold. He seems to hate me so much"

"Patience, Ra. Mommy might need some time"

"Jan.."

"Yes .."

"How about you try to persuade your mother. Maybe mom will listen to you. I beg you, Janna"

Janna actually did not dare to do it, she knew very well who mother was. Obstinately. But for the sake of her best friend, she made Rara's request.

"I don't want to give you hope, Ra. But I'll try to talk slowly with my mom. Hopefully I can change my mother's mindset"

"Thank you, Jan"

Rara hugged Janna tightly. She desperately hoped there was a bright spot for her to reconcile with mother.

There are so many things she doesn't know about her mother. Mom is very secretive and over protective of him. Even so, he was sure, must have a strong reason behind all that. Just like the strong reason my mother did not want him to ask about his biological father.

Mom always said that if she didn't need a father, she could live without a father. My mom seems to hate my dad.

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