Boyfriend Or Friend

Chapter 105

Zeline eats in silence with Gisa. And suddenly Vindra came to him and brought his own food.

Vindra will not give up. Vindra believes Zeline made the wrong decision because Zeline ended their relationship while being emotional.

“Lo what the hell? Huh huh? This is not a gathering of your friends. Here ‘kan circle my classmate,”

“Zel, I don't care if I'm in a circle. What I think about now is, we can't just break up. I'm sure you made the wrong decision. You sent me when you were again emotional. Plis don't do this, Zel. I love you the same. Please don't break me up yeah,”

“Vindra, you're not ashamed what's the language here? Don't have much drama. I don't want to know, just now you don't take me anymore. We are now both learning to move on,”, Zeline said firmly with emphasis. Although He deliberately made his voice slow so that his friends who were eating did not hear what He was talking about, but He still pressed his words so that Vindra knew that He had made an open decision.

Zeline is tired of eating her liver constantly. Every Vindra, there is Anin. He would rather live alone than be disappointed, be made jealous and think that He is number two.

“Zel, for Christ's sake. Why are you so gini anyway? I'm sad, Zel,”

Zeline glanced at Vindra with the tail of her eyes. He could indeed see Vindra as messed up by himself. But he tried to harden his heart. Vindra deserves that because Vindra hurt her too often.

“Now you remember what you did to me. No more chances for you. Still a sign you've made me number two,”

“Gosh I'm not cheating, don't make you number two. You're kabaoa anyway like that?”

“Yes you don't cheat, don't date behind my back. But your attitude towards me changed a long time ago after there was Anin. You want him more than me. You want me to be okay, but Anin's turn should not be sad. He can blame me as hard as heart, my turn to defend yourself you even blame me as well as he. My boyfriend doesn't believe in me anymore. So yes to what to survive? Yes ‘kan?”

“I don't believe it. I'm just from one side. I admit that it was an ebsar error but I ‘kan already sorry, Zel,”

Vindra would grab Zeline's hand but Zeline immediately brushed it off. Really, Zeline's emotions are still exploding in fact. But it was not as powerful as before when Anin blamed him and Vindra scolded him.

“That was your mistake and you finally realized yes. Not once or twice have you only beaten one side of him. Since there was him,

you are more horrified by him than I am,” Zeline said with a ketus. Zeline remembers once. When Anin was accidentally knocked down by a motorbike, Anin accidentally fell down the stairs, in addition to having to see her lover's concern for Anin must have been Vindra would talk as if he was wrong.

“How are you anyway? How come Anin is alone? You don't know Anin?”

“How are you anyway? Time did not see Anin already floppy should hurry you hold,”

Zeline knew Vindra might not have accidentally thrown those words because she was panicked Vindra, Vindra was too afraid something happened oada Anin. But Vindra shouldn't blame him. Whatever it is, Anin wounds a little then He will hear Vindra's scolding.

Vindra's worries for Anin are the same alias if Vindra is worried about her. It's just that the difference is that there is no Vindra omeli if He is okay, there is nothing wrong in Vindra's eyes. Zeline saw it was Vindra's unjust deed. After Anin was among them, Zeline already felt a quite significant difference. Vindra's attention was completely divided between her and Anin. Sometimes He feels defeated, He feels that He is his friend Vindra, and Anin is Vindra's lover.

“Zel—“

“Vindra is over. I don't want to hear anything out of your mouth. Now we focus on living each other. You ‘kan have moved om, yes udha focus just the same new, no longer need to deal with your ex,”

“Zel, who moved on anyway? I will not move on. Because I'm unfortunately the same as you, Zel,”

Zeline sneered at Vindra with her lazy manner. Negating the words thrown from Vindra's mouth did not make him feel ashamed again. Which is even upset. Because in reality Vindra's attitude or treatment to him is one hundred percent different from what Vindra said. Vindra loves him, Vindra loves him, all that Zeline has considered the past. He has prepared a strong determination to end his love that increasingly makes his life uncomfortable.

“Vin, don't be forced. Kasian Zeline, if you keep bringing you want. If you do not feel finished talking ntar continued again. Don't eat like gini,”

Suddenly Gisa who had been a good negotiator spoke up. Because he could see Zeline depressed. Zeline's upset, though, Zeline is angry at Vindra but Zeline tries to hold it maybe because she remembers this many people not only the two of them and Vindra is also the man who once filled her heart so Zeline is in the wrong position now it's.

Gisa was able to deduce their problem. Seline feels disrespected again and chooses to leave while Vindra does not want her lover to leave.

Vindra nodded her head understandingly. After that he chose to leave from Zeline's side, and he returned to his group of classmates.

“Zel, my advice anyway, you think again yes. It's nothing, the decision taken in a hurry can finally not be good. Maybe you'll make the decision to kill Vindra again in an emotional state. Try it later if your emotions are gone, you think again yes. Because I'm sure you're the same Vindra tuh maish love each other. I can see that in your eyes. After all, your relationship has also survived. This is probably one of the many great trials that will come in your relationship,”

Zeline shook her head. He sipped drinking water before answering “Gue is sure, Gis. I don't want to be number two. He is not always, he is not dating in my singletons, but free if he is more attentive, more desirable other women than me yes even if it is his own friend. I have a heart too. Is he a friend who has a heart? We are both human, and we are both female. You should be able to take care of each other's feelings. Not like he who is very difficult to price my platform as his girlfriend Vindra,”

Neglecting Zeline's explanation, Gisa immediately blinked both eyes. His forehead was also confused.

“So mean lo—-this lo again talking Anin ya?”

“Yes, Gis. I know you already,”

“Sorry I haven't yet heheheh,”

“Nothing,”

Gisa had finished eating and he immediately drained his water. Then he looked at Zeline who was still enjoying his lunch in the form of white rice, potato sauce and fried chicken.

“So you are again jealous of Anin huh?”

“Duh if jealousy udha not counted actually, Gis. And you have to know me all this time just quiet, I understand because I consider him as a friend too. Only the longer I get the more there is no price in the eyes of both of them. I'm often a scapegoat if he's okay, he's more careful, even though I'm his girlfriend. It is based on what I saw and what I did. If you don't believe, there is no spa. I also didn't ask you to believe. Consider me a more beautiful woman, a little jealous, whatever you want to consider me what. I no longer want to eat my heart. It is difficult if you have to be close or even friendly with women from our partner,”

Gisa immediately grabbed Zeline's shoulder and she gently tucked up a few times. He understood Zeline's feelings. He can position himself in the position of Zeline when maish became Vindra's lover.

“Gue believes in the same. Yes, it is difficult if you have to deal with a close friend of the couple. Jealousy must be there. The same friends who are not very close sometimes our partner forgets to appreciate our feelings. They are too familiar have made us jealous, udha make us feel unappreciated, well let alone like Vindra same Anin who everywhere together, most to the bathroom doang tuh two not together. Where there is Vindra there is Anin. And you're kayaking between the two of them huh? Though your status is clearly superior to Anin,”

“Luckily you understand my feelings, Gis. Thanks a lot, you pagam and you don't talk about me. Although I know this decision might make people think badly about me,”

“No dong, I'm not so much. I know what it feels like to be you. I was at that time too, almost the same thing happened like lo. At that time, I was not dating this guy. So the guy deketin me, and finally we pedekate tuh. But it turns out that this guy has a decoction girl, yes you can say best friend of the time huh? I am not yet a boyfriend of this guy just feel jealous every time they look together, I also sometimes feel that I am dicuekin. That's when I haven't become a girlfriend but the feelings of women are as sensitive as that. I have not been his girlfriend aja udha feel jealous, pana smulu innannya if you wriggle them together even though just chatting or laughing both so. Since then I do not want to be teretin the same guy who has a girl bestie that is really close to want to be considered a brother, whatever, still I do not want. I'm really jealous because,”

Zeline chuckles now replace the one who rubbed Gisa's shoulder. It turns out that Gisa was once in his position but the difference was that Gisa was not yet a lover.

“Luck hasn't been dating yet?”

“Iya, if you've been dating, beuh I will eat heart mulu deh like,”

****

“Vindra, are you quiet? You why?”

After taking a shower, Vindra decided to get out of her room and sit alone by the pool. There are no friends around because they are always in their respective rooms. Some are still resting, some are taking a shower, some are busy with cell phones.

If Vindra himself is ready for the bonfire tonight. Therefore He amndi on time as well as the habit at home after that He sought fresh air near the swimming pool. The atmosphere of the villa rented by ekolah pihaks for scout activities is really beautiful. Vindra is comfortable there.

When Vindra was daydreaming staring at the pool, suddenly someone approached her and immediately sat next to her. It was Anin.

“Vindra,”

Because he did not get any reaction from Vindra, Anin immediately called the name Vindra

again while touching Vindra's elbow with his elbow.

“Why, Nin?” Vindra asked without turning her gaze away from the pool.

“Why you? How come you're here anyway?”

“Nothing, I'm comfortable here again. Don't bother me,”

“That's what you are? I ‘kan wonder why you are alone here? Any more problems huh?”

“Now cocoon,”

“Certain why dong?”

“I told you not to bother me, why are you still here?”

“I ‘kkan your friend gotoa I can not know what else you think?”

Vindra clucked softly and immediately looked at Anin with annoyed eyes after that sitting away from Anin, precisely at the very end of the chair that had been the most comfortable place.

“You don't bother me first, Nin. I want to be alone here again. Please understand yes, Nin,”

“Oha I know, surely you again think of Zeline huh? Are you the same Zeline Maish broke up? My max, has Zeline really killed you, Vin?” Anin's question was instantly answered with a nod of the head by Vindra. Anin blinked both of her eyes. He thought Zeline was just messing around, or not seriously ending her relationship with Vindra suddenly.

“Hah? You're serious, Vin?”

“Do I have to talk to Zeline, Vin? I'm helping you talk to him. Maybe with me talking—“

“Neventless. He's not okay with me or you anymore,”

“He's angry with me too?”

Vindra shook her head then looked at Anin. “He wants to be angry or not with you, everything ‘kan already happened. This is to be ajdi business akus ama Zeline aja. Kanu no pelru interfere. I'll try to get Zeline again. I'm not ready to lose Zeline. I love her so much,”

“Yes if oak Zeline does not want to be with you anymore, maybe because he has already hurt very much with you, please find his successor Zeline hehehe,”

Vindra immediately squinted her eyes and her jaw hardened upon hearing Anin's words.

“Not funny huh, Nin. Joking you are not to entertain me,”

“Lho, rather than you are upset mouth ya ‘kan, I as a friend yes support-support if you are looking for another, I am sure on the outside as many girls who are queuing up to you. So you're not worried about being single, Vin,”

Vindra immediately stood up and looked at Anin who was surprised to get a spontaneous response from Vindra who seemed to not accept his words.

“Anin listen yes, it will not be that easy. I've been with Zeline for a long time, I'm so good with her, she's my first love. I'm really excited to fall in love after knowing her, and then you suddenly talk like that,”

Anin clucked and he grabbed Vindra's hand to sit down again. And after Vindra sat down, he immediately turned his sitting position to face Vindra.

“Gini yes, Vin. Instead of you worrying about continuing to think of Zeline, yes meningan you look for another. Zeoine has a sign that she really does not want to date you anymore, and maybe she can move on. You should also be able to dong,”

“From you talking that does not lighten you not here deh,”

“Yeah, you have so much heart. You combing me, Vin? You're ngusir your own best friend?” Anin asked with a sad face. Vindra immediately clucked and threw away her face unwilling to look at Anin again.

“I'll fight for Zeline. I'm sure he's just an emotion to make the decision to kill me. Actually he didn't want to break up from me,”

“Ya udha that's why I help you if so. So that you do not worry anymore yes ‘kan. I'll talk to Zeline if that's it,”

Anin was about to get out of the chair but Vindra held back her arm and Vindra shook her head firmly.

“I maish can fight by myself. You don't have to interfere. I ‘kan have said so the same you just now,”

“Yes where can I just quietly squirm my best friend—“

“Nin, this is not your realm anymore. My relationship with Zeline is pure so my business is the same Zeline only so anyone can not interfere including you,”

Without them realizing it, there was a woman who observed their interaction with increasingly chaotic feelings.

“Tuh ‘kan, have the most real move on dmang! It was also wrong to leave the room to get some fresh air. There is even a view that boro-boro make seger, which there is also make sick,”

Zeline immediately turn the body. He better return to the room, than his eyes should see the safety of Anin and Vindra who were alone near the pool.

Zeline clucked softly as her tears fell as long as her feet stepped into the room. He quickly removed the wine quickly.

“Sial! I shouldn't cry like this! Can't! ‘And it's broken, why still cry try?! Weak base lo, Zel!”

Zeline arrived inside the room and immediately locked it. Gis ayang saw Zeline suddenly raging again, immediately shrinking his forehead confused. Gida, who was busy with her cell phone while lying down, immediately moved closer to Zeline who was currently sitting on the edge of their bed.

“Zel, why? How come back again? Not that you just said, you will find fresh air huh?”

“Neither, I'm dying here aja,”

“Oh, why not be?”

“Boro-borod get a fresh breeze later,”

“Hah? Mean lo?”

“Yes yes, I can not get fresh wind, which there is also a storm,”

Gisa laughed at Zeline's original reply. Gis doesn't know what Zeline means, but Zeline seems like she's not okay.

Gisa immediately put his phone on the bed and then he grabbed Zeline's shoulder.

“Lo why?”

“Gue is okay, Gis, you calm down,” replied Zeline smabil smilingly staring at Gisa who is currently embracing her shoulder.

“Lo sure?”

Zeline nodded her head and said “Yes her name is also abis break up in love if there is a little bit of her shame please be understood yes, Gis. I don't want to, either,”

“Iya I understand. You can be upset because of a breakup but don't be bego ya,”

“Means lo?”

“Ya don't be bego, you can. For example, you have a round intention, or what it is,”

“Heh! Naudzubillah lo don't mess around talking ah! Afraid I heard it,”

“Yes that's advice for you! I don't want you to admit to something bego. You can be upset, but don't be a bego! Understand ‘do I mean?”

“Iya I know too, Gis. I won't do anything, just sad a little but I'm sure it's healing too,”

“Lagian if it's so bad tannaya lo maish love same Vindra keep why break up di? You're just sorry now, aren't you? Hm? Cieee,”

“Gue is not regretful, even more sure tuh break up from Vindra,”

“Emang why?”

“Yeah, just now he udha chatting with Anin by the pool. Don't know what to negotiate. I think there is a big secret aja beundingnya both, where near the pool. Less sweet what try?”

“Yes is samperin,”

“Ih what? Not important. I want to move on, one way to be able to move on is to stay away,“

“I'm not sure you can, Zel. Two years more, man. That's for sure,”

“Lo don't say so dong, you should be sure I can,”

“Yes, I'm realistic anyway. It's not easy. The new dating a month is sometimes very to move on, especially the first two years is already love. Beuhh her hard to ask for forgiveness deh it,”

“Lo doain aja, I must bsi akok,”

“Aamiin, passion, Zeline! I support whatever is best for you. As a friend that's all I can do,”

Zeline hugged Gisa tightly and rubbed Gisa's back repeatedly as if she was calming Gisa down.

“I should be the one who puk-pukin lo anyway, not lo. ‘Kan abis break up tuh elo,”

“Yes okay we ‘kan mutually strengthen each other,”

When their arms came off suddenly someone knocked on their bedroom door. “Who is it?” Gisa asked who was immediately responded with a headband from Zeline.

“No need to open if I say anyway,” uhar Zeline.

“Well is that?”

“Fear of regretting opening the door,”

Gisa clucking tabby. Guests could not be ignored. After all who knocked on their room door now seems impatient again waiting for the door to be opened because of the rhythm of the knock alone can be guessed. As soon as the door was opened by Gisa, and it was clear who came, Zeline immediately said “Tuh ‘kan I have told you not to open. So sorry,”