
chris POVs
The lunch hour was over and I was ready to go back to struggling with such a boring pile of work in the office.
"chris!"
My other crazy friends welcomed me. Yeah, I don't think someone crazy would be worthy of being my best friend.
The two of us met at the main door of the office then walked towards the elevator that would take us to the 3rd floor, our workplace.
"So, how was your first lunch with that pale man, ana?" I turned to her, I could see Ana blushing at my question.
This crazy girl is really in love apparently.
"vero very nice guy! I thought we were going to have a serious relationship."
"ana's really crazy! A serious relationship?"
"ana, even you guys just met three days ago."chris asked tubi
This is telling me, "chris, we've been in a relationship for two months."
"Two months on social media, remember?"
Yes, ana and her lover named vero itu— who somehow came from (i don't know) first met through a social networking account. Oh, really sweet, two people who are in a relationship without ever meeting even for two months then only first met three days ago and now already take the relationship seriously?
As a friend, of course I disagree with your decision to date someone on a social networking account. I also forgot the fact that Ana is a hard person, she did not listen to my words at all and preferred to continue to live the crazy relationship.
Jeez, I do have a crazy best friend. Felix with his gay lover and ana with his intangible lover— okay, maybe ana can be said to be better because she has met her lover.
"ana, you're crazy."
I sat in my chair, turned on the computer and opened some files I had prepared beforehand. Both my eyes were focused on the screen but my hearing served every chatter of this madam Yamana ana who was in love.
"chria, you're just a sirik! I swear you'll feel like the luckiest woman in my position right now!" And I could have sworn that it provoked the gaze of our other coworkers for just breaking down my desk. Damn this blonde.
ana still faithfully leaned her slender body beside my desk, then she spoke again; "I'll ask vero to introduce some of her male friends to you, we're no longer teenage girls and you should be ready to commit—"
"Stop it, Yamana!"
I glanced at Ana and I saw her rolling her eyes.
"chris" now ana's voice sounds slow, "Forget about hiko—"
I massaged the base of my nose, dizzy to hear the babbling ana who was now looking at me worriedly. And, yes, I hate that look.
"Okay, you might just need some time— but it's been the second year since you decided to be alone after breaking up with your bastard fiancee. Oh, come on, do you want to be a spinster? Don't want a family?"
"I'll form my little family in my own way."
"Don't tell me you—"
"Yes, my plan to have a child without committing is still on my mind." I relax.
ana pulled out an empty chair not far from us, and I began to think she had no other job than to teach me to commit?
"So you and Felix are really gonna do it?" Ana asked with her slender fingers that quoted in the air when mentioning the word do so.
As a friend, Ana clearly knew this behavior plan. I still remember how ana reacted when I said that, she sprayed the green tea that had just entered her mouth right in front of my face, and right in public, of course, because we were at the teahouse. Embarrassing.
This time I sighed heavily, "kelvin knows, and his gay girlfriend threatened to kill herself if she knew Felix would donate her sperm to me."
ana's almost blown up if I don't smother her mouth right away.
"Oh, my gosh,"was she still holding back her laughter, "was she so thirsty that she didn't evangelize her lover's property for a single drop?" ana is really a girl with a frontal mouth.
"Then I'll find the man who's gonna sp-rkan sp-manya for you!"
"felix said so." I grabbed the mineral bottle that was on my desk, then drank it fast.
Suddenly ana smiled slightly, both of her hands on my shoulders. He looked at me inside. "You're really traumatized to commit, huh?"
The trauma? I don't know what happened to me. Since two years ago, ever since that jerk, I have never wanted and never wanted to feel the sweet romance of love. Hearing the word love makes me sick.
I just feel like I've always failed in my commitment. I feel bad, like a loser who doesn't want to try again after a failure.
The problem is, I have failed many times.
I thought, isn't that the purpose of being in a relationship or committing to forming a family? Consisting of their sweet father, mother, and children. It's that easy, right?
Therefore, I have the intention to have a child without having to commit. Can't I still do the goal of committing without committing myself? I can also form my own family. Consisting of me as my mother and children.
Oh, it's so sweet to imagine having adorable boys or little girls around me with their pink hair.