
...If I am forced to choose...
...Between YOU or MY LIFE...
...Then I will choose MY LIFE...
...Because YOU are MY LIFE...
...- Nesya...
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Nesya who had just come down saw papa Rico, mama Renata and Ravindra walking in tandem. The curious Nesya immediately reprimanded him.
"What wind is this? Rav, you didn't actually do it, did you?"
"No dear, I really wanted to do it too. But, after I think there are still many tasks so I cancel until next month first yes." Nesya.
"Pa, Miss Renata, Ravindra said yes. Thanks for the time."
"There is no need to say so Ravindra. Papa already thinks of you like his own son. Especially after knowing this sweet reality." said papa Rico.
"Say your papa son, go home carefully on the road. And, can you call me mama from now on!" pinta mama Renata's.
"certain. Well and thank you, mama."
"Shya between Ravindra to the front first yes pa, ma."
"Yes Nesya dear." Nesya and Ravindra step side by side leaving the couple.
"Mama still did not expect pa, God brought us together with Ravindra who turned out to be the son of Bagas and Ira our long-lost close friend."
"Yes, God's plan is more beautiful than we can imagine. If they were still in this world, they would be very happy to see the two love each other. Although papa often chat and often discuss Bagas and Ira, but it does not make us think that they are the same person. May they both be happy to see her son who has been close to our daughter, ma. Come on ma, we're going to bed now!" Both of them stepped into his room.
•••
Nesya drove Ravindra up to the car until she participated in the luxury Ravindra car. Ravindra smelled a strange gurgle at the behavior of her girl who was now sitting next to her with a straight face flat.
"Darling, I have to go home soon!" Nesya nodded her head once.
"Are you coming home with me, back to my house?" Nesya shook her head in doubt.
"good. Remember, take enough rest and do not think about unnecessary things for you to think about. Let it all flow like water."
'How can I not think of Ravindra? Someone forced me to stay away from you. Destruction is coming soon, when our love has run aground. We'll both be ruined with our love, Ravindra. I'm sorry I had to give you a wound and let you down. You are my life and I will not let you leave me.'
"Nesya darling?" call Ravindra who sees her daydreaming.
"Yes. Be careful on the road, baby. When you get home, please call me, yes!" nesya's words exude happiness.
"Well, Miss Nesya Adinata. Wait for me, I'll call you later!"
"Bodyguard! I love you . . .. Ravindra, don't risk yourself! Take good care of yourself, for me. I love you Ravindra." Nesya tightly hugged Ravindra's body and kissed her shoulder repeatedly. Makes the man astonished.
'Whatever happens tomorrow, know one thing Ravindra, that I love you so much, Rav.'
"Darling, how will I go if you continue like this." protested Ravindra who felt that Nesya was getting closer to embracing her.
'I really don't want you to go Ravindra.' Nesya took off her arms slowly, she grabbed the seatbelt of Ravindra's steering chair and put it until a click sounded, then she whispered right in the ear of the man she loved. "I love you forever." Nesya kissed the flash of Ravindra's lips and immediately got out of the luxury car.
Ravindra opened the window and smiled at her faithful girl standing outside her car. "I love you so much. See you in the morning, baby. Hye!" Ravindra turned on the engine, waving as the car began to slowly drive away from General Rico's yard.
Nesya stepped slowly following the Ravindra car until it stopped and dropped down when she could no longer reach the Ravindra car. She cried so much, tears flowing profusely soaked her beautiful face. 'I can't see you getting hurt because of me, but I won't be able to be separated from you, Ravindra. You are my life, how will I hate and stop loving you? My breath is now for you only one.'
Nesya's mind collapsed instantly when she heard the sound of shoes approaching her direction. He immediately wiped away his tears, afraid that someone would find out about his chaotic condition.
"No, Mr. Eko, Nesya had slipped. Nesya entered Pak Eko." said Nesya without looking at Mr. Eko and passed away.
"Non Nesya why are these nights outside the house, huh? Mana glengsotan on the ground again. Ehh, was that really Miss Nesya?" asked Mr. Eko who suddenly felt creepy. He immediately ran back to his post.
•••
Ravindra just arrived at her house. He opened the door, turned on the lights and immediately sat himself on the living room sofa. He grabbed his smartphone and dialed Nesya's number. After several attempts and no answer, he finally gave up.
"Maybe my stupid girl is asleep right now. Good night dear Nesya, sweet dreams with me, dear." said Ravindra staring at the screen of her phone showing her and Nesya's picture.
•••
Nesya was now in her room. He washed his face and feet. He also changed his dirty clothes with pajamas. Nesya prepared to sleep and lay down her body. He stared at the screen of the phone showing phone call notifications from Ravindra.
"What I do later, all just because I love you so much Ravindra. At least you'll be alive even if you have to be hurt by your love and I have to be prepared to shut off my heart. I just love you one. You're the only one for me Ravindra. My first and last love. You are my life Ravindra. We're gonna live even if we're gonna get hurt."
"And I'll take all the hate from you. I will accept it as you give your sincere love. I promise you, I won't let anyone hurt you. It's enough that I've always hurt you because of your own love."
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Nesya's phone that was still in her clutches shook. Unknown number on the screen of his cell phone is calling. Even so, Nesya knew very well who the person who owned the number was. Nesya chose to ignore him and decided to just sleep. He smiled happily when he remembered the incident some time ago when he was with Ravindra.
But immediately the happy smile faded, when remembering the destruction before the eyes. He cursed himself and immediately buried his entire body with his white bed cover.
'Welcome long nightmares.' Nesya's inner talk.
•••
In the morning Ravindra was neat and was about to get in the car to go see her lover. But he said, he remembered the figure of a stranger he was looking for. "Om Irfan Adnan's. Where are you at?" he said he then reached into the phone in his pocket and contacted one of the numbers in his contact.
Ravindra waited until her call was connected ". . .."
"Hallo Tiger."
". . .."
"Tiger, find out all the data related to Irfan Adnan who is also the brother of Ira Mayang Sari or in-law of Bagas Arya Adinata! I want all his data right away!"
". . .."
"I don't care about anything! How do I find out the data about that person, AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE! I'll go to headquarters tonight. And I hope you've completed your task when I come."
"Too!" call ended.
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