
Uti felt failed to be a mother who could protect her child until this situation experienced by her family. All that can be done now is to trade small snacks and sometimes take orders from around. While Arhan is only a odd job that is not necessarily his income. Sometimes it's a hip porters
in the market, sometimes it's a building porter. All she did was to make her little out happy.
Until the desire of Sandra to go abroad, a situation that makes Uti overthinking. Is Sandra depressed about this economic situation and want to leave Arhan and the children.
Uti sighed, behind her face, Uti shed her tears. Late at night, Uti still could not close her eyes that night. His heart was not thinking about his children.
His heart was so broken when one of the police officers came to his house that night. Right after adzan isya. When everyone was waiting for Arhan's arrival, when Dipa waited for the arrival of the father who always invited her to play and joke. Sandra was waiting for her husband to come home, because for Sandra, Arhan was a very patient husband. So also Uti who is waiting for the arrival of his only son. While Dania at that time did not understand anything that happened because it was still a child.
“Right with home Arhan Budianto?” ask a police officer who is still in his uniform. Uti and Sandra stared at each other. Wrestling with each other's thoughts, whether wrong what is being done by Arhan so deal with the police.
“Iya, benah” said Sandra tried to shake her heartbeat and limp her legs. His voice was not as usual. His eyes are already glazed.
“Sorry, this is with Arhan?” ready ask the police, they are still in the same position. Stand by the door.
“I am his wife and this is our Mother,” Sandra really strengthens herself, while Uti is standing still, her legs are limp and almost collapsed. Sandra held onto Uti tightly. While the little Dipa is behind Uti and Mama.
“Good Mom, I'm sorry to say if Arhan died at work, now still in the hospital to be further examined for his death,”
The bad news they really didn't want to hear was like a lightning strike. Uti instantly fainted, while Sandra was crying out loud, Little Dipa was shedding tears without a sound. Dipa looked at the state of this chaotic house. Police officers immediately helped Uti to be laid down. Sandra tried to strengthen herself. He hoped that what the police said was just fake news.
After this uproar, there were some close neighbors who came to Sandra's rented house, helping to care for Uti who was still unconscious. While Sandra in makeshift clothes joined the police to the hospital to make sure the person in question was her husband.
Along the way to the hospital in a police car, tears were endlessly crying. Is what he's going through real? Or just a hallucination or a dream. Sandra wiped her tears with the back of her hand, there was no premonition whatsoever before even if this was the case.
Sandra was accompanied by police officers to the morgue to see the person in question. As the covering cloth was opened, Sandra froze, no tears coming out of her beautiful eyes. She stared, looking at the handsome face of her husband already stretched stiff. Sandra's hands shook as she rubbed her husband's cold face.
“Is this really your husband Bu?” ask a nurse. Sandra nodded weakly.
“Good Mom, please Mom come with me to the room, will be explained by the doctor there. Sandra who was still dumbstruck and with a blank look followed the male nurse towards a room a little far from there. She still refused to leave her husband's body.
“Bu...patient on behalf of Arhan Budianto died suddenly at work around 5 pm this afternoon when he was about to go home from work, according to his co-worker, Arhan immediately limp and fainted. When taken to the hospital was no longer helped alias has died, and from our examination, it is possible that Mother's husband had a heart attack,”
“We are sorry for the incident that happened to Mother's husband, the examination is complete, but if Mother and family want to do an autopsy then it can be submitted to the hospital” the doctor explained.
“Thank you doctor, but I just want my husband to go home,” Sandra replied in a raucous and shrill voice.
“Good Mom, can be taken care of immediately later assisted by the officer,” closed the doctor.
Sandra returns to the morgue, while the nurse helps Arhan, her husband, return. Sandra asked permission to re-open her husband's cloth cover, looking back deeply, rubbing it gently.
“Why did you leave me and the kids,” Sandra groaned while kissing her husband's face, feeling cold. “Am I dreaming? Please wake me up.
Sandra nodded, rubbing her eyes. His head was dizzy, beside him Dipa was crying bitterly while looking at his face.
“Mama.....,” whined and hugged Sandra who was still lying down, it seems that she was already in her room. Sandra stroked her son's head gently. Sandra was trying to digest what was really going on. Is he really dreaming.
Sandra tried to get up, only she and Dipa were in this doorless room.
“Which sister,?” dipa asked, he tried to sit on the edge of the old bed.
“Adik is in the next room,” Dipa rubbed her tears.
Sayup-sayup heard the voice of people in front, Sandra's heart seemed to stop beating, Sandra with all her energy out of the room.
“Paipa keep sister yes..,” the door on Dipa. Dipa also according. Sandra with all her might came out of her room room, towards the front room. There have been many people gathered to pray for the body that is lying stiff with it covered with cloth. It's real, he's not dreaming. It looks like Uti is sitting next to Arhan's body, her tears are still wet, her eyes are so swollen. Rejecting this fact, Sandra came back crying. He sat near Uti, they hugged each other. It hurts this situation they are in. Losing someone they care about.
Dipa looked at it from afar, while little Dania was being carried by one of their neighbors to calm down, like knowing what was going on, little Dania was really fussy tonight.
Dipa rubbed her tears, she already understood what it was to die, a few days ago Mr. ustadz at his place to teach explained about this. That the dead can no longer return to earth, they will live between heaven and hell. Dipa knew that her father would leave her forever.
“Ayaaaah,”.