Bismilah Mate

remorse

Anggara brought a car with reckless even many who cussed himself for carrying a car naughty. Anggara's mind is really chaotic now. he chose to return to the apartment.

with the emotional state Anggara entered the apartment unit.he slammed the apartment door very hard, Anggara threw goods that were near him until his apartment unit was completely destroyed.

Anggara can not think clearly there is only about regret and also jealousy in his heart.he really chose wrong this time.

Anggara continued to throw things even until his hand was injured by broken glass from a flower vase he ignored, he continued to throw items that he could throw.

"AKHHHHH BANGSAT." cried Anggara frustratedly.

Anggara continued to shuffle his hair in frustration and grabbed him. He did not want Ajeng in the possession of others, he walked into his room he looked at himself in front of the mirror.

anggara's appearance is really messy. shirt that has come out of pants and glasses shirt that is open, a tie that loosens and also hair that is disheveled.

at once Anggara cried when he pegged himself in front of the mirror.really he really regretted having chosen Foryn rather than Ajeng his own lover.

bugh

crackling

Anggara punched the glass and the wall alternately even the blood that kept flowing from his hands was completely ignored which he now thought how to get Ajeng back with him again.

he does not want if Ajeng is owned by one of his friends who he knows is still single. and suddenly fenghara remembered if satria already has a fiancee.

he quickly smiled but his smile only briefly and then faded back when considering how disappointed Ajeng to him and the two Ajeng parents who certainly knew about the breakdown of their relationship both.

"do you want to come back with me again? will Ajeng forgive me? are mom and dad going to take me back? will Naya ngizininin me the same Ajeng again? " ask Anggara to himself.

he sat down and leaned against the wall, not one of the questions was answered. He was truly sorry if he had not cheated and stayed with him.

Anggara raised his face staring at the ceiling of the room, he smiled blandly when remembering his beautiful memories with Ajeng. Ajeng cheerful laughter that made him happy.

and now there are only memories. Anggara cried bitterly when he remembered it all, considering Ajeng's disappointed face when they were passing while on campus.

"sorry I'm sorry! hiks" Anggara said continuously.

Anggara got up from his seat and staggered to the balcony of the room not forgetting he took a pack of cigarettes, honestly Anggara has never touched a cigarette since with Ajeng.

but now he returned to smoking in order to relieve his stress.one cigarette in tucked between Anggara's lips and then he lit the cigarette with a lighter gas.

puff after puff of smoke released by Anggara, he continues to smoke cigarettes that does not remember how happy Ajeng when in the night market. He laughed not with her but with others.

and he continued to smoke even a pack of cigarettes he spent but his mind remained muddled thinking about how stupid he was and how hurt he was when he saw his loved ones laughing loosely with someone else.

Anggara chose to go back into the room, when in the room how surprised he was when he saw his two friends were already sitting in a henchman on his mattress and smiling mockingly at him.

"why are you both here?! " ask Anggara not like it.

"want to see someone regretting having chosen wrong! " answer Zaki and laugh.

"i told you not to suck! " said Satria coldly.

"is your love the same as Floren?! " asked Zaki after stopping her laughter.

"mending you take a shower first answered. You look like a crazy person knows! " satria circus.

without much ado, the fencers immediately sauntered into the bathroom to bathe and calm his mind, while Zaki and Satria looked at each other and shook their heads.

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"my feelings for Floryn are as different as my feelings for Ajeng! " said Anggara after billowing cigarette smoke.

while Zaki and Satria continue to listen to what is said by Anggara and understand Anggara's speech yes even though sometimes there are things they do not understand.

"and now how do you feel when you find out that Foryn likes to play as much as men do? and what do you feel when I walk with Ajeng? " ask Satria in her cold tone.

Anggara stared at Satria fiercely, he recalled how happy Ajeng was when he walked with Satria.he steamed cigarette smoke into the air.

"gue was disappointed with Floren who I already considered him better than Ajeng, and the pain of his seeing Ajeng laugh off is not the same as me but with others! " said Anggara while staring at the ceiling of the room and back billowing cigarette smoke again.

"lo confused, " said Zaki suddenly, who had just listened while eating a snack.

"meaning? " ask Anggara not understanding.

he raises one of his eyebrows staring at Zaki who continues to be cool with his snacks while Satria who understands only to be silent to let Zaki continue his own speech.

"you worry about your own feelings... on one hand you start to fall the same Foryn and want to have him and on the other hand you can not be happy Ajeng with the other but you realize gk can belong to both, you're worried about the two girls, "clearly Zaki whose face turned serious.

"i don't have a fiancee..I already applied in front of his parents directly Ajeng! " catch Satria.

and it immediately arouses Anggara's emotions, Anggara gets up and pulls Satria's shirt collar while Satria just smiles mockingly at his friend who is easily provoked.

"lo think carefully... you sure your feelings are the same Ajeng how? there is still a chance and I see from Ajeng's eyes that he still loves you. Don't waste time before Ajeng is taken by others! " satria said, releasing a grip on the collar of her shirt.

"mending you wear clothes. I'm afraid of khilaf! " said Zaki who did not know himself.

"gue's gonna think about it and let you guys out of my apartment! " excuse Anggara.

"had been in the love of enlightenment even ngusir again.yeah bai carefully there mbak kunti, "said Zaki then immediately run before. exposed Anggara rampage.

Satria patted Anggara on the shoulder and after that he followed Zaki who had come out of the Anggara apartment unit. Anggara sat back and thought about what Satria said earlier, he smiled and returned to billowing cigarette smoke into the air.

"gue will fight so that Ajeng can come back to me and will forgive me again and about Floryn tomorrow I take care of!" anggara's determination to himself.

and after that Anggara saw the whole of his apartment that was very messy maybe he would take a leave to clean up his apartment and also think about his feelings are worried.