Binar, I'm Missing
Still As Usual
The atmosphere of the school is still as usual, quite fun because many lesson schedules are empty because today is the day of the meeting of the guardians of the twelfth grade but what is lacking today is the presence of Nino. The man had not shown his nose since morning at the school gate. This is already a very common thing for him because not entering is the habit of Nino if even the previous day he cut off the phone connection unilaterally.
“Mos.” The owner of the name turned to him with a look at why.
“Nino ngabarin where ga?” Ask the girl to the name owner. Before the owner of the name answered a shiver from his pocket made the girl's gaze switch on her phone.
Nino : I'll pick you up at Bi Surti's shop.
The girl was confused, not usually the man was like this. Usually it will disappear all day and will appear at school the next day. The girl quickly replied to the message.
Binar : Ready boss.
“It seems lo deh who was reported first with Nino.” Said Ramos who felt neglected.
“Hehehe.” Neglect the girl at him.
“Where is Nino?” The girl just shrugged her shoulders a sign of not knowing. “He'll pick me up later at home at Bu Surti.” There was a different look from a Ramos. He knew what his friend was hiding was just not his right to tell Binar.
“Kok that's his gaze? Something weird with me?”
“Since when you are not strange si Bin.” Said Ramos while pinching the cheek of the girl who made her best friend fall in love.
Not long after, the bell went off. It was so good for a Binar.
“Pak, bell soundiiiiiiiii.” The great-grandson of Binar from his seat but can still be heard by the teacher who still faithfully writes math problems on the board.
“Iya Binar, I know.” Answer the middle-aged man from the front of the blackboard. As if already memorized how he behaved when the bell was rang by the middle-aged man.
“Pak, home is still a long time?” The girl's question made several eyes look at her including the middle-aged man who had just finished with his activities.
“You're really impatient, the guy.” The girl just smelled innocent.
“Alright, until here first our meeting yes children.” Almost everyone in the class breathed a sigh of relief. Before Mr. Jo came out, Binar had already dabbled from there without greeting the middle-aged man.
“Woi bucin.” Ramos shouted as Binar passed through the main gate of his school.
“Anjay, I ga bucin. Just the advantages of micin doang.” Answer the girl.
“Samely ****.” Regardless of Ramos, the girl walked towards Bu Surti's stall which was right next to Bhakti High School. Right, it's parked a motorbike that he knows very well there.
“Eh neng Binta, it's been a long time ga here.” Said Bu Surti the owner of the shop. In the past this shop was included in the list of the most comfortable places for him only this end he rarely visited here due to the busy bimbelnya.
"Hehe, yes bi." Answer's clumsy.
"Do you want to go to Mas Nino?" Asked the middle-aged woman to him, that question was enough to make his smile fluff up.
"Auntie knows it."
"Well, yakali mba Binar nyari aunty." The girl smiled then headed towards the corner table where the man she was
love sitting with his face. The girl sat there unceremoniously and Nino immediately leaned her head on the girl's shoulder. It was quite surprising, but Binar understood this situation.
"A further ten minutes we'll just walk." Binar smiled faintly hearing that sentence. There will be complaints that the man will tell him. After ten minutes passed, now Binar had been piggybacked by this beloved man. The girl won't ask why or where this man in front of her was last night.
“We go to cinema yuk Bin.” The voice reached Binar's ears but the girl pretended not to hear it.
“We go to the cinema yuk yang.”
“Hayuk.” The question was answered cheerfully by the girl, Nino could only shake her head. While the girl behind him was smiling indistinctly.
Finally they reached the destination mall, where they would watch a movie. Binar did not hesitate to hold his lover's arm, as long as there was a chance. Quite a lot of students/schoolers are watching today because the long-awaited film already aired four days ago.
“What do you want to watch?” Nino asked the girl.
“You?” The man lowered his shoulders.
“I nanyanya you dear.” Nino said as she pinched the girl's cheek.
“Ihh, Nino likes to pinch. From the pinch of the cheek I'm good halalin me.” The sentence from the girl's thin seedling made Nino even more furious at the girl.
With a smile that expands and hands form the letter V “Iyaiya, we watch minion aja ya” Tell the girl to get approval by the man in front of her,
The man looked at him in wonder, “I think you'll choose Dilan lo.”
“I'll have you, why choose Dilan. Ntar you're jealous again.” Nino finally ruffled the girl's hair. He was lucky to have such a cheerful girl despite the many things he had covered up from her. The positive energy is in the girl making her mood improve. Binar is the only cure for a Nino this past year, since the house is no longer comfortable for him to live in.
Today the cinema is more crowded than usual, the theater room of their choice is filled with many students and high school students like them. The movie is fun and exciting. Binar looked at the empty-looking laughter of a Nino, it seemed like this time the guy's problem was getting heavier. I want the girl to hug the guy who is still faithful staring at the cinema screen.
The screening of the film was completed, Binar was still loyal to his grasp. He still did not have the courage to ask the guy, already the last six months Nino likes to disappear like this and Binar does not need to know what the reason is. Because he understands not every smart person stories things that might hurt him.
“I know you are curious.” Nino said after arriving at the parking lot. Binar shook his head slowly while noting that his curiosity was not as big as Nino's thought. The guy replied to her with a faint smile while
put a helmet on the girl's head.
“Later yes I told you, we find a cool place first.” The girl nodded again. Nino is grateful to get to know the girl he is boning this girl who is quite patient to deal with it although sometimes annoying as well.
One of the beautiful outskirts of the park at the choice of Nino, Binar seemed to take a deep breath because rarely he could enjoy the cool air like this.
“I don't know where to tell you, only I feel tired to live Bin.”
Deg. Nimar's heart was racing hearing that word again. For a long time Binar has not heard the despair of the man in recent months. Binar ventured to stroke the back of the man who had now joined to sit beside him.
“The name is also life No, not all according to our wishes.” The girl sighed to continue her next sentence.
‘We also can not selfish, sometimes receive more soothing.”
Nino was silent for a moment without a word, digesting what the girl had just said. Then he held his head up and turned it towards the girl. He found a sweet smile on the girl's lips. Finally the guy started his story about the incident last night, Binar listened carefully without cutting off the guy's conversation.
“Why should you go?” finally the girl made a sound after the guy in front of her finished.
“Pusing.” Short answer. A sign that the guy no longer wants to talk. The girl just nodded slowly, she knew the guy wouldn't listen to her if he continued this conversation. They kept quiet, busy with their own thoughts.
“Sometimes I'm confused, why do I have to live something like this?” Binar knew the sentence just now was not a question that he had to answer, he just needed to listen to the man's complaint.
“It feels like death is the most appropriate solution.”
Again. That word. Binar moved from his seat and did not forget to clean his skirt that was a little dirty because of the dry land he was sitting on. He was always upset that Nino was discussing death with him.
“Binnn...” call the guy from behind him, Binar sped his way up to the sidewalk on the south side of the park. The girl waved her hand calling the taxi driver who was relaxing at the intersection not far from there. Nino was no longer able to chase after the girl, she just let out a rough sigh. He was wrong, he realized the girl did not like what he was talking about just now: despair and death.
