biggest mistake (takemichi)

biggest mistake (takemichi)
the Depa 1



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day after day passes, month after month changes, year after year passes each season comes and goes, and time passes so quickly


December 5th, 2014


a young man was seen reading a book by the open window and in his thin clothes did not make him close the window because of the cold


ignoring the bad weather and cold air touching his white skin, the young man continued reading until someone opened the door


a tall and large person was in the doorway looking at him with a sharp gaze like one who was about to explode from his anger


a person with two-colored blue hair and hands clenching a piece of paper with veins on his hands and face protruding


''HOY.'' The man called him and walked up to the young man sitting by the window.


the young man turned his head, his eyes as blue and as deep as the ocean and with a golden mane and white skin, the hanagaki takemichi was his name


''you should have knocked on the door first before opening it!, where is your manners?'' Ask takemichi


''devil'an with your manners, more importantly what the hell I've been saying I need this file tomorrow, and you haven't done it yet, you know, I told you to do it straight away why you never understood?'' the man stepped in with his chat that was not taken seriously at all


''do you hear me? I'm so tired of telling you, at least if you still want to be here work well! at least be more useful!'' remark again


''come on taiju!!, can't you ease my duties? I am just a child who still needs entertainment!'' takemichi reply


takemichi's words clearly make the person who has the name taiju growl upset to make the veins on his forehead more prominent


''fuckin' fuck!! how old are you now?, 22?, 23?, at least if your body isn't growing, your brain is developing! you're not going to continue being a toddler that I have to keep telling you about, are you?'' ask taiju with emotion


''at least if you want to advise me not to ruin my pride, you're constantly raving about how bad I am


as in this world I am the most useless creature in your eyes''


''it is a fact that you have never really done anything but sit quietly by the window all day, enjoying a cup of warm honey tea with biscuits, and with books entertaining other people's days full of busyness, you should know I'm not your caretaker or your nanny, at least be a little useful! don't just live like a bitch here!'' taiju growl


yes at least he was not expelled directly, but the real words taiju is always very painful if heard directly, he said, for other sane people, maybe they will leave because they do not want to bother others


but this is something very different, want whatever taiju said to him he never interpreted it well, to be a shameless person like now


''aren't your words too harsh?, in general I'm about 23 years old but physically I'm still a minor at least speak a little more gently!, you know!, talking rudely to the child will not be good for the mental health of the child!!'' takemichi's advice and of course with a sweet smile that makes taiju really want to hit him


''you are not my son!''taiju


''I'm not your son, who wants a father like you?'' takemichi reply


''it's true that I should have listened to what he said to hand you over to the orphanage alone, I won't be bothered to take care of one such pestle as I am today''' taiju


''come on. I'm your friend don't talk like that, I'm an adult I'm 23 now, you can't take me to the orphanage right now, I'm an adult!'' elak takemichi, indeed who would want to go to the orphanage if he could still live a good life here


''then do the file now! if it's not finished until later tonight I'll send you to the orphanage, the 16-year-old can still go to sala loh'' taiju said with a smile and gave her the papers she had brought and left


''hahhh.in this world it is very difficult to find a free life'' complained takemichi while looking out the window.


'I actually really don't want to be here because of the taiju ramblings, but I can't find anywhere else to live either, I can't live alone because I also have to work hard for my survival, I can't go ask my other friend to help, she said, they knew that I was dead it was very unlikely that I would come to the cifuyu place and say, 'I takemichi I am alive and I want to hitch a ride on you live cifuyu,, hahhh it's a stupid word' inner takemichi


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in the evening takemichi was walking to the taiju room to hand over the files he had been working on and after he got to the front of the taiju room he opened the door without knocking first


there Takemichi sees a taiju who is dressed neatly and looks to be ready to go


''where are you going? where are you going? you didn't take me? though I have done my duty as soon as possible' said Takemichi with his sad face that is very clear as made up


''I'll go to church anyway you never want to come if I invite you'' replied taiju indifferently while taking the file that was in the hands of takemichi


taiju just looked through the file and put it on the table and focused his attention on Takemichi


''want to come?, at least for this time!!, we can stop by the minimarket when returning from there, for this time only at least you you go in and pray Taiju eyes suddenly sedu while saying that while staring at takemichi


''no.... won't, for what? what am I praying for? I don't need anything unreal for me to believe that


I don't need them, and I won't believe them whether it's a god or a god!'' answer takemichi who stared intently at taiju


taiju who heard the words without trying to think again was obviously very angry, takemichi who saw the taiju annoyance immediately moved to leave but suddenly the big hand grabbed his hand and stopped him from his step


''then what do you believe? the devil?, the creature that made you like this? open your eyes they are misleading beings, you can still go back to the right path - before finishing his words suddenly takemichi immediately interjected, put away the hand of taiju and said


''I trust them more than you worship!'' takemichi went from there


''I understand at least let's go outside at least when we go home to the minimarket first' said taiju reassuring and just takemichi then nodded


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while in the churchyard they stopped the car, Taiju said


''you really don't want to mas-''taiju


''no'' replied takemichi briefly and after that taiju just died in the car and went straight into the empty-looking church


takemichi looked at the taiju's back and, feeling that it would take him a little while inside, got out of the car to smoke


takemichi stood by the car he was riding in and took a sip of the cigarette he was burning, until someone approached him


''What are you doing here? at least once you get here, go inside and pray!


maybe it can take away a little of your sin' said the person


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...TBC...