
"You keep smiling anyway, Yang? Don't-don't because you've been given the same ex-kiss," continued Zee who saw the look of Bias's face that was endlessly smiling.
"You jealous?"
"No!"
"Really?" bias said as she grabbed Zee's fingers. He likes to tease Zee.
"Which, his hand! You no longer need to hold on! The danger!" say Zee again.
The smile widened, Bias took off Zee's fingers. "Thank you Yang, I'm really happy to see you as Nasya get along," said Bias. Zee now smiled, he looked at Bias for a moment and nodded.
"I saw from far away Nasha whispered you something, what's he talking about?"
"You kepo, Yang. Sorry but it's a secret."
"You already have a secret both anyway, but as long as you are not badmood like in the house," said Bias, Zee is now silent.
"When will you love me!" said Zee suddenly. Bias smiled bitterly at Zee's words, he rubbed Zee's shoulder and pulled her until Zee's body now leaned against her shoulder.
"Prophey, Yang!" lirih Bias peeked at the top of his wife's head. After that, Zee moved his body back into place. He looked out the window where the rain was beginning to drench the earth.
In silence Zee continues to ring the talk of Dara and Dona's mother. Zee realizes one thing, Mama Dona in fact expects a child from him and Bias even though in the mouth he denies it. Tucked away in the heart of Zee, the mother of her husband was trying to understand her position, her desire, not pressuring and instead pity her who chose not to continue college because of the focus of helping Bias.
Zee is sad why mama Dona feels if she is difficult and tired as a burden bias, even though Zee does not feel it in the slightest. Now Zee was staring at Bias in the distance, the man driving was her husband. Husbands who have not fully recovered since the accident and may forever experience certain limitations of movement. The man who in fact once he loved and vice versa also loved him. She was sad if doing her best for her husband was considered a burden by her mother-in-law. Why can Mama Dona think that way. What makes Zee sad.
"Why ... why?" tanya Bias realized Zee was staring at her.
"Eh, gpp really," Zee replied, turning the body to the window. Now Zee again thinks of Nasya's words. About Bias who once threw want to have many children when with Nasya first. Things he never said to her at this time. There's a bit of a bit of a bit of a zee flavor. At first Zee began to assume that Bias did not want to have children from him. The thing that immediately brushed off his brain considering Bias often catapulted to love him.
Then what's the reason?
A question that returns fills the brain and a sore answer appears immediately. About Bias not wanting to ruin her dream, Zee's dream. Bias that puts aside her dreams in a relationship and prioritizes wanting a Zee. The latter always asked Zee to immediately apply for college and asked Zee to let him live his own activities.
Now one by one the circle somehow continues to force out of the corner of Zee's eye. He was sad because in fact the people around him made their own decisions without talking to him.
Is it my nature to be so hard, that I can't talk about everything with me? I can also hear, I also have a heart that is not impossible to melt. Why am I not invited to talk, discuss, compromise and make decisions. What is so selfish of me in the eyes of others, so they are members of my own family as if so heavy catapulting his desire.
Tears increasingly flooded Zee's cheeks, Zee tilted the body did not want Bias to see him cry, slowly he removed the circle. Zee tried to close his eyes afterwards, hoping that when he woke up he would be better.
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"Yes!" Zee was shocked when he woke up not in the car. It's looking for bias. In fact, Bias was performing worship on the side of the bed that he slept on. Zee realized he was in his room.
"You're up, Yang?" said Bias again caught Zee pensively staring at him.
"Oh yeah Yang, who took me to our room?" ask Zee afterwards.
"You're a freak. Who else if not me!" said Bias took her laptop from inside the bag and took it to the sofa.
"You pray and sleep first, Yang! I still have something to finish," said Bias slightly shouting because the distance from the sofa to the bed was a bit far. Zee nodded and immediately did her husband's word.
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An hour passed Bias was still struggling with a 16-inch screen in front of her. Zee who is also not sleepy looks cool with a cell phone in hand. I don't know why Zee is looking for articles about pregnancy, the priority of women being a mother, looking at pictures of babies, watching amazing videos of newborn babies, etc, also fantasizing about the beautiful baby names that might become the names of his children later.
Zee now did not stop smiling, his brain seemed to not want to stop looking, he switched from one article to another article about the theme he was trying to read, turning to photos and videos of babies. Just seeing and imagining Zee feeling very happy, now he began to imagine the reaction of bias when having children, the reaction of happiness mama Dona and papa Libra, as well as the enthusiasm of his mother and father.
Zee also recalled Nasya's remarks that Bias had dreamed of having many children. Zee stared in the distance the face of Bias, the handsome face of her husband. He began to fantasize again about some children who will be as handsome as Bias and enliven his home, things that were immediately so fun and happy beyond the shadow of happiness when he got the best graduate degree from a college.
Zee closed his eyes afterwards, feeling certain of something. A decision he will make. A decision that will bring happiness to him and many people around him. Zee who was so excited seemed to be approaching in the direction where Bias was.
"Yang ...," said Zee began to hug Bias' body.
Bias. "Not sleeping yet, anyway? I told you to go to bed first, hem!"
"I can't sleep alone" said Zee, spoiled. Bias smile.
"You're so excited to know!" seloroh Bias briefly kissed Zee's cheek and refocused her attention on her laptop again.
"I hope it works!" say Zee again.
"Darling, you go to sleep first! I'll hug you right away" Bias said.
"I don't want it later, hug it now!"
"Yes, you're healthy, right? Tumben anyway!" Bias pointed her hand at Zee's forehead, she looked confused because it was very rare for Zee to bother her while working.
"Hhh you're so bad, Yang. Yes, I'm healthy!" concluded Zee close his body to the back Bias, he hugged Bias from behind and swiped his body teasing Bias.
"Huhh .... Yang, you're naughty bothered me. You're asking me to punish!"
"Haaa .. has Yang ... already, can you!!" Bias continues to tickle Zee at this time, continues and continues, until suddenly Bias fingers infiltrate under Zee's feet and hold the body ala bridal to the bed.
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