Between You and My Parents

Chapter 9 patience to be your wife

Grey night, my husband and I were silent without a word sitting in the room, married to that simple man should be able to accept his circumstances. Whatever I accept, but I don't accept that I'm being yelled at.

Two days at the husband's house is like years.

"When are you going to quit your job?". The son took my hand and hugged me from behind.

"don't know. If I don't feel at home with your attitude or your family's attitude toward me, I'm forced to stop at nothing".

"You're still angry !! I'm sorry deck".

"I'm just still traumatized".

I am packing my handphone.The son hugged me very tightly.

"Look at me, I promise I won't get those words back." My pierced cheek he held and suddenly my tears dripped. My husband wiped my tears.

"Dinda, son. Let's go eat first."

"Let's go out, we'll have dinner with Dad and Mom !!".

"First off, I'm not hungry yet".

"If you don't eat, I won't go out either!".

"Give up. I want to go to sleep, I'll work tomorrow".

There was regret on my husband's face, he couldn't make me remember what happened two nights ago.

It seems my husband is hungry, he was forced to take his own food served by his mother in the living room. And taking her to the room, she ate in the room. I closed my eyes, but there was guilt in my heart. Because no matter who my husband is I should be able to take care of his food. I can't be his wife yet.

"Punish me God, I let my husband eat alone, without accompanying him, my heart still feels sore". In my heart there is great regret.

I saw my husband devour the food in his hand by shedding tears of guilt.

"So why cry?".

He stopped eating his food. And take drinking water because it chokes.

I looked into her eyes that were red from crying. "I'm not crying." Avoiding my gaze.

I hugged him and kissed my husband's cheek. There is no shame in me.

"I'm sorry brother. I can't be a good wife to you yet".

"I haven't been a good husband deck, I haven't been able to love you, we just got married I've hurt your heart.I really regret it."

"I shed my tears on her face, from tomorrow I will learn to cook. I'm gonna learn to be a wife".

"Thank you deck,"

I cleaned up my husband's ex and went out to wash it. My sister-in-law and my two in-laws are already sleeping in the room.

"Sister, I'm working tomorrow, until the mail comes out of the head office."

"Yes it's okay. I will also go looking for the materials for the effort I am working on".

It just so happened that my husband tried a used bicycle that was converted into a bicycle like new again. And that's because of his hobby. He's a BMX kid, so my husband is used to the effort because of his hobby.

I woke up early in the morning to prepare breakfast. I hesitated for fear that my cooking would fail again, and made my summation angry.

"Sir.anuu.u".

"What's the deck"?.

"Sa..saraapan is done. I'm willing to go to work". Half dead I doubt it.

"I want you to accompany me to breakfast first, then I can leave".

"Butiii...."

"Please".

I finally accompanied my husband to breakfast, I was so scared that he ate his breakfast, I closed my eyes. And my husband saw it which he then stroked my cheek, I was really shocked.

"I won't be angry anymore." My husband smiled as I opened my eyes.

"Taste you good." Whether she's lying or not I feel like a real wife.

I'm really happy to hear that.

After I finished cleaning the food, and left for the office.

I got happy news. If my resignation letter has come out, so I don't have to work again from that second.

I just got a paycheck, and the next month I get my last paycheck.

I went to my mother's house as usual, I gave my salary.

"Assalamualaikum, ma'am !"

"Waalaikum salam." I then kissed my mother's hand.

" Dad, same Safia where's mom?".

"Dad used to go with his friend, if your sister goes to school, you're not the same son?".

"No ma'am, he said work."

If Roy and Ani go straight back one day after my show is over. Because my son and I don't make weddings.

"Mom. Here !!! I gave you my last salary.

"You keep it. Last pay, right? While you get a job you better keep it just in case."

"Buuu, I can already have a husband, so he'll make a living for me".

"Mom knows son. Yes, if your husband has money later".

"Yes already. That is. Mom take 1,500 me 2,000,000., so mom can shop too. Mother save.

"Well son, have you eaten?".

"Alhamdulillah ma'am, what mother?".

"Not yet son, I'd love to go check on my mother's health, but I'm scared too."

"Mom relapses a lot, huh".?

"Yes son".

"Well, I've metemenin mom, I'm calling aunt Raya make a listin schedule check up mom."

"Yes son. What about the cost, son? This money you love is like I'm a transfer to eat your sisters.

"That's it, you don't have to think, I'm going home mom! Tomorrow afternoon I'm anterin mom".

I came home after I called my aunt.

"You be careful, son". Greetings to your mother-in-law."

"Yes mom". I kissed my mother's hand and put my bike on

A few minutes later, I arrived at my husband's house.

"Assalamualaikum."

"Vaalaikumussalam".

"Yoh son, where have you been?".

"I'm office. My letter is out. I don't work anymore".

"Oh." I went in and kissed my husband's hand sitting in the room. Like something he thought.

"Sister...."

"Ah. You're home".

"Yes... sister why? Did you go home and buy the stuff?".

"Not gone yet."

"Yoh, big brother?".

"Ah. Tomorrow, I don't have enough money to make stuff".

"Just buy what you need." Son gave 50 thousand.

I took it "Alhamdulillah ". My son smiled and listened to me shave.

"Oh yes brother. I don't work anymore".

"I'm grateful, now you have more time for your husband".

"Yes, I took a shower..!!!! Oh yes..nih sister for sister." I gave 1 million to my husband for his business. With my intention to give up.

I smiled, "now go buy the things you need, brother."

"Yoh but ".

"No what. I'm ikhlaas kak help you".

"Alright deck. Thanksnothanks". The son stroked my cheek and stood up.

"On the motorbike!, use my motorbike only".

The son immediately departed after taking the conci from me. I go to the room and get a towel, I walk to the bathroom.

In the bathroom I heard the neighbors in front of the house chatting with other neighboring mothers.

"Why do I look around and see that Dinda looks older than the Son. Son since marriage is getting younger".

"Yes . How the Son would marry Dinda, know where else."

"Maybe it's the job that makes her older than her husband, but I don't care, most importantly she's kind, polite, and obviously she's like my own son". My mother-in-law responded to the words of my mother-in-law when at first glance my mother-in-law heard the rumors.

"Eh... Ma'am saodah ! Sorry we just told you the truth."

My mother-in-law entered with an irritated heart. But I was in the bathroom crying. And start cleaning my body, finish the shower I go in the room. I took the powder glass in the bag to see my face.

"No, sister why would you marry me?".

"Because you are the soul mate God has prepared for me".

"Why can you ask like that?. My husband holds my cheek.

"I listened to someone talk to me earlier".

"Deeek, I ask you one thing, one thing is okay?".

"What?"

"Never listen to anyone's words, and put them in here!!".

(Your heart). "If you are consumed by the words of people, you are not the only one who is injured. But our household will be broken."

I nodded and hugged my husband.

"Little by little God my love will come to you, so don't spoil it all".

I took a nap with my husband, and many of my sister-in-law's friends gathered outside, when my husband was asleep.

"Eh Rin, where the hell is your sister-in-law? Tell dong to come out we want acquaintances."

"She's resting with her husband,".

"iiih.. during the day like this he took a break. Not break her kebellet. After feeling the pleasure, the desire to continue, hahahaha".

I want to go out and slap those people.

"Let's just, I don't care."

Ririn's second sister from Putra, since marriage she never wanted to talk to me what else to ask when cooking together in the kitchen. Ririn is married and has one child (girl) is still in 1st grade Elementary School. He was one house with me and his parents, his husband was forced to follow his wife, because he did not like his mother-in-law who he said was too clean. Can't see what dirty floor the kitchen and bedroom are anymore.

While Linda is the third sister of my husband's son, she is also married and lives in her husband's house one house with her mother-in-law, she also has one child - (girl) is only 2 years old.

Only three brothers.

"He was always on the number of the same mother and father. She was never asked, clothes and****************** always the mother who cleans it."

"Haha. Your mother was his maid? It's so good to be your mother's daughter-in-law."

"That's it".

"God, when I never asked my mother-in-law to do any cooking, she took the clothes in my room and she took over the cooking duties ."

I turned my back to my husband and cried, shedding my tears. Because of the words of his brother-in-law and his friends.

Before Azan ashar arrived I went out to fetch water. I don't know what else they were talking about when I was in the bathroom.

Ririn and I haven't talked since I married her sister. I don't know why, and I don't want to know.

Azan has been said, I began to pray. In every prostration I ask that my patience is always extended by the SWT god.

"Right my husband says if I keep listening to their words, my household is a threat".

I started trying to strengthen my heart. Seeing my husband still sleeping when after I finished praying, I woke him up.

"Sir, pray".

My husband started to open his eyes and saw my eyes swell. He pulled my hand until I fell into his arms.

"What else are you listening to? You have to be my strong woman. I told you about my neighbors when I proposed to you, and you were able to.

Deck, from tomorrow I don't want to see you cry. Let the people roar outside, the important thing is that you have carried out your duties as a wife. And also you're not asking to eat at his house, why should you think about it."

"Hmmmmm. I'm bored here."

"Yes I prayed first, you are ready, and beautiful".

I smiled, and began to obey my husband's wishes. I was waiting for him outside. I used a mask at the time. I wear a mask because I don't want mothers to gossip anymore.

"Come". My husband and I said we took the bike. We're looking for places I like. I felt like I was out of prison when I got out of my husband's house.

"Second let's go home, it's too late. I'll definitely find us."

"But I don't want to go home yet."

"Can't be like that... Ayook!!!".

Before I went home my mother-in-law had already taken the laundry in the room when I left.

When I got home, I went straight to my room, and looked for my mother's number.

But mom didn't take my call.

The next day I went to the house to take my mother to check up on my mother's condition. Mother always feels convulsions, and tightness when too soybean.

I went to Aunt Raya's house, and went to Deket's hospital with her house.

"Mom come on, the doctor called us."

Then mom comes in and I can't come in, because my mom's body is going to be scanned to find out what's causing my mom to always be.

I'm waiting for my mom in the waiting room. And a few minutes later mom came out. It's just that me and mom have to wait for the results of that doctor.

"Buk Dini, let's go with the results already out." My mother and I followed her doctor and sat down.

"Early Block, there is a problem with the mother's heart, the mother must be operated to attach the ring to the mother's heart".

"What a doc." My mother's eyes glazed over.

"Please do whatever it takes for my mom doc,"

"No doc". I want mom not to be operated. The cost must be huge.

"Whatever is important healthy mother."

"Better mom Early deliberation first with her family. I'll give you medicine to endure the pain of a relapse".

We went home after paying the admin.

"Son, can I ask you something?".

"What mom". While holding her roommate.

"Don't tell your father, and your brothers, about my illness."

"But buuu".

"Promise to mom !!! I don't want to see them sad. I want to see your sisters succeed, son."

"Okay mom... don't be too tired!!! Do not need to follow the field, let later brother Son who help father in the field. Mumpung kak Putra his business is not too crowded.

"Good kid.."

"Mother rest. Dinda go home first, ma'am?!"

"When I wanted to go home, I met my father in the house who had just returned from the fields to pick the grass. His father couldn't be too tired, surely his bring-in was angry.

I've bought a side dish for dad and Safia so mom can rest.

"Well". I wanted to kiss her hand but she got angry.

"Where mom. Why didn't he look for me in the field! Know I can't lift a sack of grass".

"Dad mother is sick, father is still selfish gini, look at the state of mother yah".

"You know what, if your mother is sick you should be the one and your husband came to help here."

"Tomorrow".

"You're not married, it's useless, getting married is useless".

"Dad, this father why he always underestimated me, try my sisters tell him to come home to help in the field".

"You I told you weren't your sisters." The sound of thundering made mother wake up.

"Keep me what!?" Dad's errand?"

"Oh after marriage you dare now argue yes, this is what your husband taught you.?

"I'm your school, don't have your adap. Damn you"!!!"

"Sudaaaah, you go home son. I'm tired of your father's attitude.! Now you're home."

I saw my mother crying in her room. "Mom sorry I'm mom".

I shed tears on the bike.

Dad why your nature is starting to change, you're not fair to me. Or maybe I just felt that my father did treat me very differently from my brothers.

"Sister, good son-in-law, please tell your sister nyuci ***************, while her daughter-in-law went somewhere, she just input kelemari.

"He never asked me, I just don't like to see dirty clothes, I wash".

"Alah buuu-buuu .. do not defend him deh".

They were silent when they saw me standing near my mother-in-law.

"Buuu, don't wash my clothes, let me be holy, I don't want people to misunderstand me. I've heard enough gossip."

"Let them talk, son. I'm sincere about it".

"I know buk, mother's intentions are good, but I beg you, I'm in a lot of trouble, don't add any more ma'am."

"Well son, from tomorrow, I will not wash your clothes and your husband's clothes again."

"This is. make mom shop tomorrow." I gave 2 red papers.

"Thank you son." Tomorrow I'm the same brother Son will go to my parents' house, Mother just agree.

And I went to my room.

I never dreamed marriage would be this complicated, reproached, reviled, until my sister-in-law never wanted to talk to me. I used to dream that I would be happier in my husband's home when I did not feel comfortable.

Turns out I was wrong. Even my mind is more slashed.