Between Widow and Widow
PILGRIMAGES
In front of her daughter's headstone, rania's tears never stop flowing, a mother's best do'a do'a strands on her baby who has not softened from her lips that vibrate to hold the taste of the chest.
Lama rania hugged a small headstone bearing her son's name while rubbing a small mound in front of her, where the son of rania had slept in eternity.
Rania's tiny body trembled her heart wailing to hold such a deep longing for her little son.
"forgive me dear mama..!!" rania whispered between her tears.
"sorry mom who just visited you here.sleep son.sleep in eternity.wait mama., wait for mama there baby.mama misses you very much.mama will always pray for you from here baby" said rania lirih.
At home ikram baby arina ceaselessly crying, milk bottles that have been filled with asian still half left, almost three hours already the tiny baby was crying, bik hijah, sobri,and two other housekeepers and security guards at the house panicked, taking turns to calm the baby arina who was sucked in her tears.
Bik Ijah who works following the doctor since the late little arin decided to contact ikram who was busy in his office.
"hello..sir..sorry.., here..non arina from now on cry continues not to stop.I became binging sir.must be how again..!"the word bik ijah nerocos when the number is connected to the ikram phone.
"crying why bik? usually arina's just a henchman?" sahut ikram also felt anxious and astonished.
"rania's home bik?" ask ikran,
"yet mister.that's my mangkaya this confusion.., non-arina fussy continued mister.soal non arina rarely dikasi baby pacifier, usual directly nyusu same mbak rania mbak master" obviously make a hijah while trying to silence baby arina.
"try sending her mobile number rania bik.let me call her!"
"aduuhhh sir.mbak rania kan do not have hp sir.kalo he had already from earlier I called him sir" continued bik ijah, continued,
"astaga....digital security now does not have a mobile phone????"
"yes tuhhhaaannn!!!" triak ikram held back his annoyance while slipping his palm between his hair.
Hearing the voice of his boss echoing in the connection, a moment of silence kept the phone from his ear.
When you can master his frustration ikram indeed bik hijah back, "yes already bik, I will go home now!",
"sir.bik..?" call ikram, call ikram,
there is no word at all from the bik ijah, then the pledge to close his phone and then ordered his personal assistant to hurry to prepare the car because he wanted to go home immediately.
After the gate of the house opened, the village hurriedly got out of the car driven by his assistant named Hardi, who also went straight into the house to find out the condition of his beautiful baby.
When you want to go to the baby arina room, Ikram saw the hijah bik was busy cleaning the family room.
"where's arina bik?" ask ikram, please,
"sama mbak rania in her room sir" replied the hijah bik did not expect his boss was already at home.
"when's he coming home?"
"half an hour ago sir", sir",
Ikram let out a long sigh of relief when he heard that rania had returned.
"he's been eating a bik?"
"not yet tuan.tadi when he arrived at home mbak rania directly shower trus nyuin non arina tuan" explained bik ijah on ikram.
"oohh.please prepare food for him, trus between his rooms yes bik!" ikram's orders,
"well sir" replied the bik ijah obediently,
Ikram decided to return to his office because soon there will be an important meeting with his business partners.
while in the car to his office, Mikram said,
"har.after you drive me to the office, buy me a new phone for rania!.don't forget to hand it over to you!" ikram's orders,
"get ready boss" replied hardi obediently.
In the evening rania sat waiting for her boss to come back from the office, she wanted to say thank you for giving her a new phone.
When he heard the sound of a car engine from outside, he hurriedly stepped towards the main door to open it.
"good night sir" said Rania as Ikram entered the house,
"night" answered a short sentence and a little surprised by the existence of Rania who was seen waiting for him to come home.
"sir" called rania as Ikram began to step on his feet, then stopped when rania called out to him, saying,
"what's wrong?" tanya ikram turned around and looked at rania with her sharp eyes.
"sa..I want to say thank you for hpnya tu.tuan.saw sa..i please cut every month sir.to pay for it" said rania with bowed.
Ikram was silent for a moment, and he said, too,
"take it so you can be contacted when needed!" answer her flat and then continue her steps towards her room.
"ta but sir??" rania still wanted to ask.
"had I tired.want to rest immediately" said ikram as he passed.
"thank you sir" said Rania accompanying the departure of her boss.
***
Two days after his engagement with Sintia, Randu decided to return to the capital to meet his wife's rania, but unfortunately when the stretcher arrived contracted he did not find rania there.
The owner of the contract also told the state of rania after the landu left.
The feeling of regret, compassion and anger in yourself is mixed into one especially when Randu knows that the baby born by rania cannot be saved.
With instructions from the landlord of the landlady looking for her baby's grave which is located in a public cemetery not far from the area where ranu and rania contracted first.
Almost two months had left rania in distress without him, a feeling of regret that was too late to feel, and,
now in front of the mound of the mausoleum that reads son of Randu bin randu saputra, the handsome-looking man shed tears.
Seen above the tiny earth mound was sown with flowers that have not been so withered, the sign of the small tomb was visited, and also can be sure if the coming is his wife rania.
The shadow of the difficulties experienced by his wife and their future baby alternately filled the mind of the landu,
did not feel the clear details flowing profusely from the reddened eyes holding back the pain.
A father's strand of do'a, Randu proposes to a child he has never seen or has not been able to hug.
"forgive me papa dik.papa has left you.when you need papa" whispered rogu,
"papa is really evil dik" continued Randu felt very guilty to rania and her son who had died.
Randu spent the whole day impregnating his son to lament his already late regrets.
In the capital almost a month long search for the existence of rania, but the results remain nil.
Not many people who know rania there, only the occupants of the rent and rania used to know them, but all do not know where rania is currently located.
Rand was also unable to find the neighboring contracted ami who always helped rania and ranu when they had difficulties, because the ami mom had returned to her hometown.
Randu still wants to find the whereabouts of his wife who disappeared without a trace, but a phone call from his sister requires him to immediately return to the city B the birthplace of Randu.
Pandu's sister named Mia reported that her mother is currently in the hospital because she fell from the stairs and had to replace their late father to control the family business.
Finally, with a heavy heart, he had to go home without being able to meet with Rania.
***
Arriving at home, Randu felt astonished to see his house was crowded with relatives and neighbors, as well as neighbors,
seeing Randu came one of the men greeted him, "we are the bride-to-be at home" said the man with a sparkling look.
ranu only replied to a word from one of his neighbors with a wry smile while stepping into his house, he did not understand what the words of the person meant.
"mas ranu" called her sister mia running over to her brother,
ranu turned to the voice and asked "why are so many people at home?"
"let's go in first mas.biar mama clearin all" answered mia pulled her brother's wrist.
"what the hell do you mean?" ranu is still waiting for an explanation from his sister while following his sister's steps towards the family room.
"randu" greeted madam novi to her son,
ranu did not answer the greeting from the lady novi, he only saw the wonder towards his mother.
"kemaren Mia said you were hospitalized for falling down the stairs?" sahut Randu waited for an answer from his mother.
"yes but my mother was brought home this morning" answered the lady novi trying to cover up her lie, in the case of falling from the stairs and entering the hospital is only the reason for the lady novi so that the landu would want to go home immediately.
Actually nyoya novi with ivory om has prepared a wedding party for ranu and sindia two days ahead.
"mama's boy come here son" said the lady novi persuaded her eldest son.
Suspiciously, Randu continued to approach his mother who was sitting in the family room, curiously asking "what exactly have you planned?",
"begini randu.eeemmm.om ivory and mama have decided your marriage will degelar two days ahead" explained madam novi as she grabbed her son's fingers to hold.
"WHATAAA???" triyak RANDu was surprised while pulling back his palm from the grasp of the mother.
"do you realize what you've done???",
"why didn't you ask for approval from the palanquin first??why?", why??",
"why do you always decide things as well as your own mom?mama never appreciated my opinion.didn't mama realize?, all that mama decided it was about the life of a stretcher!!",
"courageous to be disappointed with mom!!" randupun expressed his anger to nyoya novi, then he stood up from his seat and wanted to get out of the house.
"anduuu!!!stretcher!!!" call nyoya nivi,
but Randu did not heed the call of his mother,
"mas rowu!! mama mas!!"triak mia to her sister, th,
"mas randu please mas!!" mia returns to the bartering cry, crying,
hearing the cry from his sister then the palanquin stopped his steps and then turned his head.
"mas mama fainted mas!" his sister said in a panic,
without a second thought, Pandu hurriedly returned to his mother lying helpless.
