
When I was busy with office business ahead of the title of EGMSLB Lely sister who took care of Alex called me that afternoon.
" Hello.. Alex has a high temperature and is delirious calling Bu Soffie continues to pack" he said in a panicked voice.
" Have you given any heat-lowering drugs?." I don't lose my panic.
" Already sir, I've compressed it also seems like he misses Bu Soffie." he added.
I was surprised to hear the words of Lely's mother who said that Alex seemed to miss the presence of his mother.
It has been almost 2 months Soffie did not visit usually never absent every 2 weeks.
" Ok you make sure the temperature drops soon you come home" I said.
I immediately contacted Soffie to tell the situation of Alex our son, up to 3 times my call was not lifted chat was not returned.
I immediately packed the important file2 and rushed home I was so panicked to hear my child was just not okay.
"Ris later if anyone is looking for me say I came home early because my son is sick." I told my secretary.
" Good sir, may the son recover soon" said Risa.
" Thank you."
On the way home, Soffie called.
" Hello..what's the matter.?"
" Alex has a fever and ngigau calls you" I said.
" O God, where are you now?." Ask her in an anxious tone.
" When you're on your way home, help you get home now."
"Yes, please tell Mr. Amin to pick me up, because my car is in the workshop."
I agreed and immediately I called Amin to pick up my ex-wife at his residence.
" Hello Mr. Amin, please pick Soffie up at his house and take us home." My orders are with Mr. Amin.
" Good sir."
I accelerated the speed of the vehicle to get home quickly but the apes stuck in a long traffic jam.
" Where is Soff?." asked me when I called my ex-wife back.
" Where is it at home?."
" It's stuck in traffic so how's Alex?."
"It's the same with me, my heart drives."
I breathed a sigh of relief as Soffie told me that Alex's condition had improved ,
upon arrival at home I rushed in
" How about alex sus?." I said to mbak lely
"When playing with Bu Soffie over the pack."
I climbed the stairs to the second floor where Alex and my ex-wife were playing I was flabbergasted when Alex was so excited about playing with someone wearing his early hijab I suspected that it was Soffie's friend who was involved visiting Alex.
My steps stopped because I did not find Soffie there, I asked where my ex-wife was, did the nurse say that Alex was playing with her? ask me in my heart.
I didn't think that the hijab woman was my ex-wife
Alex who noticed my presence standing on the stairs spontaneously called me.
" Sacs." He shouted while pointing at me. The hijab woman reflexively followed the direction Alex pointed.
I was so surprised when the hijab-wearing woman turned to me, Soffie looked calm and shady behind her beauty hijab.
" Mad." Oh." Sweepings
" Soff, your kabhar pa." I said a little awkwardly.
" Good." His brief voice looked awkward as the big change in my ex-wife's appearance changed completely all her aura was closed now that we last met three months ago.
" Alex is the same papa first, baby, mama wants to pray maghrib first." His word.
" I have permission to go to the guest room to pray." His words as they passed left us I who was still dumbfounded by his change was unable to say a word other than nodding as he asked for permission.
"Mama slept here with alex ya." Whinek our son.
Soffie seemed confused in response to her request.
" Nobody's waiting for you at home, right ?."Sela.
" Not for now but soon." He said while smiling, Akhhh that smile remembered me at the intimacy we had experienced first.
" Not for now but soon?." My words in my heart mean that she already has a candidate for escort?."
Suddenly there was a feeling of jealousy that ranted to hear his words.
While in the room I tried to close my eyes but could not even though the time had gone by in the morning.
Soffie's presence in this house makes my mind confused
I decided to leave the room and go to the second floor where Soffie was.
Tok tok!
I knocked on the door of the guest room where Soffie was apparently she couldn't even close her eyes.
" Who?." Soffie.
" This is mas ...Soffie please open it and want to talk."
Soffie opened the door with a look of wonder
"What do you want to do?." Ask looked frightened she stepped back while her eyes looked at me fixedly.
The graaap!
I hugged her tightly soffie pushed my body but her power was outdone.
" Soffie, I'm sorry, I was in a hurry to divorce you."
He pushed back my body, I was getting closer and closer to his slim body.
" Soffie let's open up a new leaf we start all over again."
because I didn't heed her words Soffie poked her foot up on my soles as hard as I could until I let go of the hug.
Plaque! Soffie slapped me so many times she was really angry with my behavior.
" Don't be rude you're out!!!. " She pointed at the door, she pushed me out the door and locked it.
I went down the stairs with a giant step it turns out I still love him, the sense of it coming back true what Anindya said do not tepesa gesa later will lead to regret.
I slammed the door of my room argggghhh!! My strangulation was frustrated I did not understand at all why this feeling came back, when I used to be so disgusted after seeing what it did .
I went to the bathroom I flushed my head I deliberately used cold water so that the cold water in the early hours of this day was able to restore my sanity.
The next morning when I was about to eat breakfast I could not find any more soffie in this house.
Mbok Minah who knew I was in a daze looking for Soffie's absence told me that morning blind Soffie had already left home.
" Soffie's mom came home early in the morning and asked me to tell Mr. Arya." His word.
My heart was in the midst of feeling guilty about my attitude early this morning but to be honest, suddenly the fear he had of others controlled my heart.
I tried calling her number but not picked up Alex who seemed to have just woken up crying for her mother's whereabouts.
" Yes.maa . " Sunny sister Lely seemed to try to calm down and give understanding to Alex my heart became tenuous at the heartbreaking sight that occurred this morning.
I approached Alex who was still as happy as he was
" Here's papa's hotshot." I said while carrying him.
" Alex still misses mama, baby?."
I stroked his head he was still as unwilling as he nodded his head making my heart slit bitterly.