Between Me and Him
eps 11's
Rendy remained silent, though,
"Then I go to sleep.....". Dinda put down her scarf and lay down on her bed. Rendy stood up, and left Dinda. Dinda mutters.
"Good night, brother Ren...."
On the other side.
"Night, Dinda...". Rendy's on the rooftop. And lean to see the beautiful stars. Rendy thought about whether Dinda loved her or not.
"Dinda loves me? Why am I thinking about this? I love Miran".
Rendy decides to get off the rooftop and return to Dinda's room, Rendy sees his sleeping wife, but still with an uncomfortable face and not soundly, as usual Dinda also mutters 'my son' while sleeping. Rendy just looked at Dinda and then kissed Dinda on the forehead,
"sorry...". While apologizing Rendy slowly fell asleep next to Dinda.
The next day Dinda woke up and saw her husband who was sleeping very fast.
"Morning... Brother Ren....". Dinda sat her body, then moved from her bed. Dinda went to the window and looked out the window.
"The warm spring sunshine..... Makes me remember someone...". Dinda closed her eyes thinking of someone.
*In Dinda*'s mind*
''When I was a kid.....''
Dinda was 6 years old.
"*Hei Dinda look, I brought something!". A boy's voice called out to Dinda.
"What are you carrying?". Dinda stared at a cage the boy was holding.
"Look! I bought a cat!". The boy opened the cage.
"What a funny cat!". Dinda carried the cat.
"This is a gift for you". The boy caught Dinda.
"Eh? For me? Whyyyy?". Dinda put her cat in her lap.
"You forgot that? Yesterday the day after you saved me from that planned collision, my parents are so grateful that you helped me!". The boy smiled very broadly at Dinda*.
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"*DINDA! WATCH CAR!". The sound of the cry of a stranger made Dinda turn her head.
"Haru.....". The boy's name is Haru.
He was the child that Dinda saved back then. Haru who saw the car speeding towards Dinda pushed Dinda until Dinda bounced away from Haru. Dinda watched with her eyes Haru her first friend get hit by a car so horribly.... Thereafter.....
Tok,tok, the sound of Dinda's room was knocked down by her mother.
"Son..... Haru will be buried soon.... Let's see it**......".
"Dinda don't daydream....". There's a hand being waved in front of Dinda's eyes right now.
"Ah-sister Ren.....". Dinda looked at Rendy and looked at Rendy closely.
"Is this just my feeling? Why does Rendy look like Haru....". Dinda clenched her hand.
"Din, let's have breakfast, you haven't eaten this morning". Rendy pulls Dinda's hand.
"What's wrong with Rendy? His attitude is very strange..... From yesterday, what I felt Rendy's brother always looked at me....". Dinda just stared at his hand that was held up towards the bed.
"You wait here, I'll order breakfast". Rendy hurriedly ordered breakfast and left Dinda. Dinda nodded, saying Rendy. A few minutes later, Rendy returned with a few nurses.
"Are you hungry, son? From earlier mama's stomach sounds lo, hahaha". Dinda said in a heart that chuckled with a hold of her stomach. Rendy who saw that became worried.
"What's wrong with Dinda?! Why laugh while holding her stomach?". Rendy thought for a while and asked Dinda.
"Minda... Are you still thinking about our son?". Dinda was shocked to hear her husband's words.
"W-What does Ren mean? I'm not thinking at all...". Dinda's face showed a sad expression.
Rendy who saw his wife like that told the nurses to come out. Rendy could not take it anymore, she poured out all the words in her heart.
"Let's start a new life, two together, laugh together, sad together, anxious together, let's start a new life..... I can't see your crying involving your child, I want to see you happy with a child you love... Suppose that..... If only I hadn't forced you..... Maybe you'll be happy now..... I was wrong, completely wrong. I don't want your hopes ruined because the past about our son, it's enough for you to be sad always. I hope, really hope.... Never show a sad expression with me, I know.... If you've liked a kid before....... But... But....". Rendy cried and said that for the first time Dinda saw her husband crying. Dinda just kept quiet after hearing Rendy's words just now. After a while passed there was only a silence Dinda decided to speak first.
"Sir Ren, why are you crying? Breakfast can be cold, let's eat". The words that Dinda just said were like never hearing the outpouring of Rendy's heart. Rendy decides to leave Dinda.
''I'll go first".... Rendy left Dinda. Dinda only saw her husband's back drifting away. Tears of Dinda began to flow. Dinda cried holding back her sobbing voice.
"Why? my heart feels like this?". Suddenly someone came knocking at the door. Dinda wiped her tears and let the man in. The one who came was Lucas, with the little boy?
~TBC~
