Between Love and Lust
episode 8's
sorry for the change in the conversation model
#a year later
"Nan Loe is still dating Riko?" said Vita
"yes, what is Vit?" kinan
"i didn't accidentally meet on the road she was again ma another girl, at first I thought that elo I called it was not elo" said vita
"maybe his cousin kali" (holds chest pain)" Kinan said
"actually Riko emang have another girl besides me and I feel can not be separated from him Vit I really want the same story lo but I am confused" (my words in heart)
"ooo you know ma tu chick?" ask Vita
"yes, I know you, I've met you often" said Kinan
It feels like this heart is very sick but I don't know why I can't get away from Riko.
"My vit to the toilet first yes" said kinan(go while holding back tears)
In the toilet I could not hold back the tears that kept dripping and at that time I decided to go to my grandmother's hometown.
The next day I went to my grandmother's hometown without telling Riko. On the way Riko kept contacting me but I did not want to answer because it still felt crowded in this chest which was increasingly betrayed. While I whose future has been destroyed no longer know how to suddenly there is a message coming in and I read the message.
"sadly I kangeeeennn so much ma you have not met long enough we did not meet me kangen and MR also kangen want to meet with MRS. has been quite a long time ago MR nganggur" (contents Riko's message)
"sorry I'm back in my grandmother's village" (i replied to Riko's message)
"if I don't go home tomorrow I'll sleep with other women all this time I know other women just as my MR game just for you because I love you" (reply Riko)
At that time I did not reply because I was confused about how on the one hand I was very hurt because of Riko's betrayal and on the other hand I loved her very much and was afraid of losing her.
" How come you're back, son, instead of going to Grandma's?" mama said
"Kinan telefonted me ma suddenly the task of the group must be completed" said Kinan
"o that" said mom
" yes, so tonight Kinan nginep at home again yes ma" said Kinan
"barreng Vita?" mama said
"no other Vita group ma as well" said Kinan
"oo so, yaudah if so, you're a real client, baby" said mama
" iyya ma" said Kinan
And that afternoon I also went to see Riko at an inn and we spent the night together like a husband and wife, really life is no longer meaningful, I'm really a cheap woman because of love I lost a very precious future.
"When is our brother married? you have promised me this marriage has been a year we are dating that you are dating the same as I was in love or just because of the impingement of your lust because you have often cheated on me. you think I'm Rik's woman?" kinan
"i love you the same. I actually love you not because of my lust but I seriously love you I'm not cheating dear I'm not serious ma they I'm just joking them but that I actually love same lo, I just sleep with you because all I love is elo baby" said Riko
"when are we married?" kinan
"gue ask for patience you love" said Riko
" i'm not patient anymore" said Kinan
"you can't wait for us to break up again and you please find a stupid man who wants to marry a woman who is not a virgin anymore like you, elo, kalopun no one wants to nerima lo most he will also just sleep lo and then go elo ninggalin" said Riko.
That night we had a fight and I tried to be patient and sincere I tried hard to accept the reality of my life I tried hard to forget Riko.
