
The day that was avoided from the beginning arrived. The invitation letter has been spread and the building to hold the wedding has been set by both parties. Reyhan could only resign to his current state. Losing a loved one who had gone nowhere now made a Reyhan speechless and rarely always out of his room and move as usual.
When dinner arrived, Reyhan who seemed reluctant to join his Papah which until now is still silent about the whereabouts of his lover who has been told about Mentari.
"Eat a lot, Rey. Tomorrow is your wedding day with Vina" said Mamah Sarah, who broke the silence of the dinner atmosphere.
Reyhan turned to his Mama after that he looked at the food with a strange look. Not tasteful to eat was Reyhan was actually reluctant to go down to eat the food in front of him. And what Reyhan avoids most is meeting the Papah who still hides his lover.
"Don't keep stirring, Rey. Eat only a little," said Mamah Sarah who begged her son to get out of his bad.
"Reyhan is done" Reyhan said without looking at his parents. He left the place to enter his room.
"Rey..," called Mamah Sarah who was ignored by her son.
"Leave it, Mah. Later also if Reyhan hungry must eat," prevent Papah Bagas who stopped his wife to seduce his son to eat.
"But, Pah," replied Mamah Sarah. Papah Bagas looked at his wife to sit back and continue his dinner.
Inevitably Mamah Sarah followed him, he was like a boy who was obedient to his mother.
"Where are you, Tar. I've been looking for you everywhere but didn't meet, I have to find where else I am" said Reyhan who was frustrated with the situation.
When he wanted to step into the bathroom his phone rang indicating someone called midnight. Reyhan paused to go to the bathroom and deflected towards where his phone was.
He took a rough breath, the name listed was Vina, Reyhan was lazy to lift the call, he preferred to continue to the bathroom rather than having to lift the call.
His phone kept ringing, Reyhan dizzy could only swipe at him violently and lift so as not to disturb him anymore.
"What the hell, call me continue to lack work," said Reyhan who was angry at the person over there who called him was Vina.
"You're the reason, Rey. Never be gentle when talking to me, soon we will be husband and wife" replied Vina.
"That's what you want, Vin. I don't want to marry you" Reyhan replied in a stern tone.
Reyhan immediately turned off his phone. He was lazy to hear those words and slammed his phone on the floor so that Vina could not contact him anymore.
He went to the balcony where he liked to spend time and imagined about being with Mentari at that time.
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The day came, Reyhan was forced to wear clothes that had been prepared far away by his mother who had prepared for the son. Reyhan was pitying when his Mamah begged and to follow the one that was about to take place.
With resignation Reyhan wear it with a sense of annoyance mixed with chaos. He stepped into the locker room to wear kabul hijab clothes which will soon begin.
Reyhan reflected in front of the large glass. He looked at the reflection of his reflection and imagined that today was the wedding day with the person he loved.
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I've imagined the day we'll be happy, Tar. Where I will formalize our relationship in front of the ruler and God who will witness our happy day. But it was just a shadow..