Between Love and Destiny

The Part 123

Rima held back his tears that were about to fall when passing Dimas, but Dimas did not look at him at all he was busy paying attention to the direction ahead

"I think my choice is right, Brother Dimas is not worth defending "

"Can be sped up sir, the speed of the car "

"Well Miss "

Dimas realized that Rima's car had driven so fast past him, he lowered his face to the asphalt hoping that no one would know if his tears fell down

"I know you'll be happy with your parents' choice, I know you'll be a classy human being, thank you you can finally forget me even though it's so heavy instead of "

Dimas coughed as the car disappeared from his sight, suddenly nature seemed to understand what was happening in his heart ,

the clear sky was suddenly cloudy and the raindrops fell to the earth very heavily, Dimas hurriedly ran with his motorbike to shelter

" Rain "

Smiling while shaking his head recalling some of the stories he was with Rima first ,although there is no story of rain between them but with the rain brings some memories between Rima and him while on the beach first , Rima who was originally fat and stout with all her clown-like clothing styles always made her laugh

but finally after the girl turned beautiful and attractive he was more afraid if later loved too much because love can kill him slowly and will not be able to make people better again

"Silver Dimas..Brother Dimas"

The more pain it feels in the chest but Dimas knows if he has to do it for the good of Rima, he did not want if Rima married him and had to find a widow at a young age what else the doctor had sentenced his age would last a few months .

"She's happy, I just need to tidy up some important parts of this life so that everything can end up okay, I did go too far ,but I'm sure they'll understand later that everything I do is for the common good "

The rain fell more and more heavy , there was no sign he would stop , as well as Dimas ,Rima shed tears also in the car he was not as strong as imagined , fortunately, the sound of rain did not make the driver realize his sobbing in the back

"It turns out that falling in love is not entirely beautiful, if we get a sad love story then the pain is finally felt also "

Rima held his chest

He took his phone and dialed Siska's number

"Hello Siska "

Siska who was chatting in the family room with her mom, moustache and Arjuna immediately stood up shortly after she got the call from Rima

"Why baby?"

"I'd like to get a call from Rima "

"Do your best "

Arjuna trusted Siska completely

Siska stay away from them all

"Receive what's up ?"

"Sikka ..."

"What's up ? why are you crying tell me what's up ? don't worry me, 'Come say !"

"I just want to ask you, how do you heal wounds and accept Arjuna?"

The question from Rima sontak makes Siska speechless he does not know how to answer, but one thing that Rima must know if until now he has not been able to completely remove the trace of Arya in his heart

"You're why Rima said "

Finally Rima's cry broke out as well "I can't forget Dimas' brother like you who can't break Arya's sister, I lied to my heart I don't love him at all , I can't forget Dimas' sister as easily as Siska "

Siska fell silent and stuck her body on the wall she did not expect that her best friend Rima would experience the same thing to her

"Thank you why you have to be like me, you think it's easy to be me, it's not that easy to be Rima"

"But I'm not like you, sister Arya loves you, and I don't love Dimas at all, I'm worse than you, Siska, brother Dimas doesn't care about me at all , I'm the only one who can't help my stupid feelings "

"Where are you now?"

Siska can not understand why her love story and Rima must be tragically different from Ana who has a beautiful love story married to a man who loves her and finally she also loves her ,

"I'm on my way to the airport, I'm leaving today to leave this city and start a new life there with my mom and my husband"

Siska immediately breathed a sigh of relief "Hmm thank God I am sure by going far away from this city and this country you will be happy, you remember well Rima, it was initially very heavy , but believe me if later everything will be light, you just do your duty as a wife, later I'm sure you will be very easy to forget Kak Dimas"

"Siska that's not what I want to ask 'em, I just want to ask how long you can finally get Arya's sister out of your heart"

Rima's question makes Siska speechless he must be honest or lie to his best friend

"Siska please answer me honestly "

Closing her eyes Siska immediately replied "I cannot remove Aryan from my heart Rima, but I know that I have a duty and a responsibility to my Lord, .my devotion to religion and also to God made me realize that I had to go through everything sincerely, we never know how the story of our lives ends until we know how it ends "

Rima held back her tears from flowing again if the strong Siska could absorb it then what about the weak who was not as strong as Siska

"Thank you Siska I'll try it

later "

"You can erase some memories and stay away from some things that can make you remember them , later if you have calmed down slowly the feeling will not be the same again the magnitude of it will be reduced , to forget spontaneously is impossible but you can reduce the level "

All Siska's words were secretly heard by Arjuna who was standing behind him

But Arjuna knew from the beginning what he had to do and the consequences of everything

"Well Rima you can do it remember you must remember God, if you only think about your feelings there will be a lot of hurt hearts, think of your mama , your mother and your two sisters remember their good names, you will raise their degrees Rima, you must be able to hold on to it all, no matter what, believe me the further you go, brother Dimas shadow will be able to go by itself later