Between Him, You, and Me

I'm sorry, I'm,,

[It happened after the lecturer managed to get better from his crying, Kiran asked him to go home and calm down at home, he asked ].

and finally Kiran just help just give a catalog for all her seniors,

then he went back to his room and taught himself.

the lecturer who came home early, a little made Kiran suddenly feel worried about her condition.

(Will that lecturer be okay, well..?! think for yourself ).

while on the other hand Kiran can finally spend time with her friends, it is,

but how many days have we known each other, not making any changes to it,

even Kiran felt that he and the lecturer had a strong bond that made himself confused.

is that a close feeling like a friend,?! but the sense of security and comfort that kiran felt, kiran,

like a father and son, even Kiran feels the relationship is getting stronger when she spends on her favorite Kiran mini cake.

this is what his father often does at home.

" Kiran, hey kiran, Hirohito Kiran,,!!? what's wrong with you,, ?! said one of his friends.

" i'm sorry my friends excuse me, he said, carrying his bag and rushing out.

kiran felt that the feeling was getting stronger towards her,

therefore he ran towards the office room and immediately asked one of the lecturers,

to question the location of the lecturer's house.

and after he got the address, he rushed to the address given.

after that Kiran drove a car that is commonly used, when driving herself to high school first.

shortly after he several times asked the surrounding community, he finally found the location of the lecturer's house,

where the location of his house looks very far from the campus location, plus the atmosphere around the intended address is like ordinary housing.

to make sure that he did not miss the address, Kiran again asked the surrounding officers.

and they said that the house with the blue paint was true of a lecturer.

with a feeling of fear and curiosity finally Kiran ventured to knock on her door.

(Gosh my.. I'm nervous) he murmured inwardly.

not long after 3 times the sound of knocking on the door, someone came out of the house and greeted him gently.

" Yes good afternoon, miss, can you help me? said it.

" Look bi, I'm kiran a student from sky high campus, happened to be looking for my lecturer named pak jimi, who was,

is this really his home, I happen to be his assistant

" yes, no, this is his house please come in, please sit down first, let auntie call her mouth.

Thank you so much bi, he replied while waiting, he looked at the collection of photos displayed around the walls of the house.

" well, what a beautiful photo, this must be a photo of his parents.

it turns out that people from abroad are indeed impressed more youthful, well.

even to the point of not being seen if you have a family,.

as Kiran looked around, suddenly a female voice that had just entered the house sounded,

along with Jimi who came out to the living room.

as Jimi greeted him, the woman called out to him,

" Pa, papa said he was not healthy, well..!? kena.pa, he said, surprised to see his daughter kiran in the house.

but because Kiran was not so close to her mother since childhood, so she was not so surprised to meet her, he said,

Kiran who saw the two looked confused as well, to the point of not being able to say anything more.

" Hello ma'am, I'm kiran assistant from mr. Jimi. I came here because I want to submit files from my seniors.

then sir, ma'am, I'm sorry he said who walked towards the exit.

" Wait kiran, can we talk for a minute, call him while giving his wife a code to join the conversation.

Kiran, who had been looking at her for a long time, turned to look at her and sat back down.

the real Kiran was shocked because of the encounter as well, covered with her flat facial expression.

without further ado, you must know that you are married and this is a picture of the father's family now,

he said while giving her a photo.

kiran also saw in the photo that there is the mother, mr. jimi, and,

his two sons and a picture of Kiran and Youri were added to it.

" Kiran, it's mommy son, I'm sorry that kid's mom just threw you all away,

actually pak jimi is the one who saved the mother from the mother's dark lover,

the mother is pregnant with the mother's beloved child but she does not want to be responsible for this child,

therefore mr. Jimi entered into the life of the mother and it did not take long for us to get married,

single Mr. Jimi must be forced to marry a cruel woman like mother,

I'm really sorry to you, and to your father for not being a good mother to you.

the explanation from the mother while crying sobbing, did not give any reaction to Kiran, at all,

after the mother finished talking quietly, Kiran took out the money and handed the money to the jimi.

" Excuse me sir, here I am changing the money my father has bought in the campus, thanks for the cake and a glass of warm milk, he said,

then excuse me to go back to campus, because there are other assignments,

oh. yes, for mommy.sorry, but I don't need to apologize to me, because honestly I myself don't know mom, either,

if the mother feels that I am similar to the mother's child, then I represent the feelings of the mother's child,

I can only say that it has become a mother's path, just live what has happened.

I can only reply like this, ma'am, because I never knew what my mother was like.

then sir, ma'am, I want to go back to campus, he said while giving a bow of respect.

then he moved out of his place.

kiran did not look back at all, and continued to drive her car back to campus.

the mother who heard those words could only be silent,

" Did my daughter ever have amnesia.,?!

there's no way he wouldn't have recognized his own mother, if it wasn't for an accident.

even when talking earlier Kiran did not show any expression,

but the stepfather already felt that Kiran was holding back her anger.

seeing Kiran drive to the campus, the father followed him, but he was surprised that Kiran did not return to the campus,

but Kiran even turned the direction towards the beach.

after a while Kiran arrived on the beach and she could only open the glass window of her car,

while looking at the beach.

jimi the stepfather had also arrived at the beach, but he took some distance so that Kiran did not notice.

he just sat in his car and saw what Kiran was going to do,

kiran who came out of the car could only sit in the sand while still leaning on the door of his car.

kiran who was still imagined by the words of her mother,

made him fold his legs then leaned both hands and bowed his head to his feet,

kiran's cry broke out right then and there, the stepfather's jimi could only fall silent and could not get close to Kiran,

with his anger that has not been released, he did not dare to approach.

and suddenly Kiran shouted loudly, too,

" Ohh....!!!! forgive kiran, shouldn't Kiran be born..!!!

he said as his sobbing cries made him smack his hand on the sand.

you are all jahhaatt...!!!! the outbreak of Kiran's cries made jimi powerless to finally step towards her,

" Kiran..!!? please ever blame yourself, you are my daughter and will never be harmed by anyone.,!!? the answer.

as he hugged Kiran who was trying to hurt himself.