Between Believe and Not
flashbacks
Lutfi told me everything
I used to have heart disease, and then I met a man with cancer who was sitting next to me, we talked about a lot of things .
" have I heard you needed a heart donor ". Firhan approached me at that moment.
" Yes, it's been 1 year I've been looking for a heart donor but until now I haven't been able to donate it". back then I was desperate with this heart disease.
" if you know what your name is "? Firhan is very friendly .
" My name is Luthfi, if you're ".
" My name is Firhan ".
from then on we became close friends, so familiar that one day Firhan told me about his illness and he was willing to be a heart donor for me.
" Lutfi, I'm a cancer survivor who may be a little older than I am, I want you to accept my heart, I want my heart to keep beating in your body ". Firhan said that with a very serious look.
" Firhan you why say it like that, I'm sure you will definitely recover from this cancer , you once told me there was a very special woman in your heart so you had to fight to get well ". I trust him to stay up .
" Luthfi, are you willing to be my replacement as a protective wing for that woman . Firhan grabbed my shoulder.
from then on Firhan started introducing you to me, he told me a lot about you and wanted me to be your protector after he was gone.
until in the end he really left this world , his heart beat back in my body , since the departure of Firhan I always find out about you , where you went to school , where your house , I saw after Firhan's departure you became a quiet girl figure unlike what Firhan told you when she was there you were a cheerful, cheap smiling girl .
Maybe I can't replace Firhan in your heart but I want to treat a little longing in your heart Dhita .
She told me a very beautiful place that can comfort your heart in times of sadness .
At the time of Firhan's departure I saw you always visiting his grave while shedding tears I was eager to wipe your tears back then , but I wanted to give you some space to grieve .
Firhan was so good he gave me his heart, every day I saw him paint your face and tell me his whole heart to the book that is now in my house.
" Han, you're painting who's face ". I saw him paint with great interest.
" you will save this Luthfi painting later when the time is right I ask you to give it to Dhita ". Firhan gave the painting while crying.
" Lutfi I am sure you are a good man who is able to take my place in Ditha's heart, so I ask you please don't make her cry 'please love her sincerely ". Firhan gave me a very heavy message but I'm trying to make it happen .
I'm not sure because Firhan is the best man for you Dhita while I'm not a good man for you.
In the last second I saw Firhan wanting to see your face for the last time, I was nearby and cried so much for Firhan's love for you. After a long time I just realized Firhan deserved to like you You are a loyal woman, very good
I am so grateful to Firhan for leaving this heart for me, I promise to take care of it .
So now let me make you smile again Queena Anandhita Putri is not a substitute for Firhan who can never be replaced in your heart
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