Betrayal Marriage

Chapter 34 - that memory!

Since the departure of ervan arini always spend time in the room ervan, in addition to avoiding nico arini also trying to learn to accept the departure of ervan from him. Not a single second did the arini blow such a huge regrettable ervan make him feel so guilty.

Nico went into Ivan's room because he saw arini sitting dreamy in it.

"Honey." nico stroked arini's shoulder.

Nico looked at all the baby equipment that should have been used by Ervan by now..... Nico snorted and turned to look at arini." We better get it sorted out now clean all the ervan equipment. "

Arini looked towards nico cynically, "clean up?.... You told me to unload all the items - things ervan that I have arranged neatly? Is it mas?..."

"Not unloading, I mean we keep neatin we keep it simple. Because when to take in a kayak gini?"

"I don't know until when.. You can't give me a breath!.... I just lost my new son!. I can't possibly move on fast."

"Yes if we don't settle you won't be able to move on. You will continue - a sad canal kayak gini.every time you see this room look at these items you will be reminded of ervan you will not be able to move if this room is still there. " nico clear.

"MAS... You can understand the feeling I did not, a little bit. I just lost my son, the child I was very much looking forward to his presence. You won't know how sick I am about losing the child I so desperately hoped for you don't understand!"

Arini breathed a rough breath." If I had known that ervan was leaving, maybe I would have gotten ervan, kissed him as much as I saw him in the ICU at the time. If only I had known that it was the last time I squirmed ervan maybe I would not have left him at that time mas. If only I had known, I might not have allowed him to leave.... "

Nico shook his head, "not only you are sad, I am too. I lost my son too. "

" But you didn't get sick so I did. You don't know!. "

"So I have to rin. I have to go so I can understand you.? "

"How do you want me? Do I want to be happy again or do I want to be sicker than this because of you? "

"Yes I want you to be happy again, you can move on from this and start a happy life. "

"How can I be happy if all the sources of my happiness have been taken away. Alasaka, ervan and soon what mas?.."

"What remains now is a pain, a pain that I do not know how to heal. And it's all because of you..."

Nico frowned, "you mean ervan died because of me. You're like this now because of me?"

"Yes, everything that's happening right now is because of you. You caused all this. "

"I should have chosen who should die first!.."

Nico shook his head, "I don't think the same way you rin." said Nico who left arini.

"Wait you...! "prevent arini before nico comes out of the ervan room.

" There's one more thing I want to say to you." Arini tried hard to hold back her tears.

Nico turned around and looked towards arini, "Thank you mas... You managed to make a surprise that I will never forget." nico was stunned to hear the words of arini.

" The spectacular birth shock of our son you promised me."

"Printing you. "nico shook his head and slammed the door of ervan's room very hard.

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AAAAAAAAAAKKKKHHHHHHHH.

" Hix... Hix... Hiks.." arini threw all the goods - goods ervan even arini jiga damage the crib he was hard-earned to install.

" I'm waiting for a surprise - your next surprise."

" Oooh want some more?"

"I nodded, "You see, if I'd have thought of the next surprise that was spectacular when our child was born."

"I promise to make a surprise that will not be forgotten by you. "

"Promise yes. "

"Yes, promise. "said Nico who then kissed me.

The memory of nico's speech at that time made arini more hurt the feeling of anger added to the sense of tightness in his chest. Anger that does not know how to express it so that this pain can disappear.

" AAAAAAAKKK... Hix.. Hiks. "arini let go of all the decorations in the room ervan until all the goods ervan scattered everywhere. Everything was a shapeless mess like his current state and feelings.

On the other hand, Nico drives his car to Khesya's apartment. Being at home to improve his relationship with Arini is not a good idea. Arini's selfish attitude and only prioritizing his sadness makes nico can no longer bear to deal with it. Nico needs comfort and tranquility that is with khesya only khesya who is able to make him calm and forget for a moment about his household problems with arini.

Nico's tangled face and unkempt appearance make khesya know if something has happened between nico and arini. Nico sat on the sofa with his face twisted.

Nico kept quiet without saying anything to khesya. Khesya approaches nico she sits next to nico and strokes nico's face. Khesya leaned her face on nico's head without saying anything. A warm bath from Khesya was able to calm him. Nico held khesya's hand and looked at her. The glazed look of Nico - glass makes khesya also sad for him.

Khesya had her forehead to nico's forehead with a gaze that was still there.

"There I am here... You are not alone.." whispered khesya slowly.

Nico blinked his eyes at Khesya's words. Nico kisses khesya's lips and hugs her.

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Finished meeting he stopped by the house of arini to see the state of arini after the departure of ervan.

" Where is the arina, bik? "asked mia as the coach opened the door for her.

" It's on the top of the mbak, in the baby'''' show practice to direct the mia to the top floor.

Mia nodded then went upstairs to Ervan's room. When he arrived at the room ervan mia saw a sleeping arini with a sitting position leaning against the wall. Mia looked at the messy ervan room as in random - random.

"Rin.... Oye! "mia wakes arini up by hitting Arini's face slowly.

Arini blinked her eyes a few times, then looked towards the mia who was looking at her.

" My.. Hey" arini smiled at Mia, with her eyes still glazed over.

" lo why rin?.." asked mia who was in the glass looking at arini.

"i don't papa mia, I semalem abis sorted - done but so gini.." explained arini showing off a row of teeth not true.

"rin says the same cave lo why do not what - what is it in the store itself. Lo it again no good - well, pliase the same story cave, there is ap?!" kekeh mia on the old arini covering the mass of her household.

"I'm not papa mia all good - all right, nothing and that needs to be told" replied arini who continued to lie.

Mia shook her head, "lo it's not good - just fine rin. Lo's broken, fragile and this is not all right - done, this is purposely out of order. Why rin? What was?the same story cave!.." urged mia because her best friend was always harboring his own problems.

"Hiks... Hix... Hiks.." Arini's tears were unbearable anymore his current state was indeed not good - fine. Arini just pretended to be strong in front of his friends but apparently he could not.

Arini brushed off her tears, "i don't know if I'm good anymore - good or bad, I don't know... Hiks." again - again arini brushed off her tears.

"i don't know now, I don't know, I don't know myself. How yes.. Clear way?I'm now it's like it's broken, sick messy hikss... Yaaayak this room is not shaped, destroyed, screwed up.. Hicks."

"When I used to not gini loh mi, my life used to be good - well not like gini hyks.. Hicks."

"Is this my fault, huh mi?... Is everything that happens now because of me yes, is this my fault huh?.. Hix.. Hix"

"Did I wrongly want to keep my household the same mas nico? But I just want to go back to my life like that first. A happy, cheerful comfortable life is just mi, is it wrong?.." arini stared at mia full of sadness, arini felt if what happened at this time was because of her.

" I'm just kayaking first, is that wrong?... Hix.. Hicks."

" No... Do not rin lo not wrong, you do not admit it all because cika. "answer mia denied the speech arini.

Arini mrnggeleng," I think not mi... I do it all to menuhin my ego just not because cika..hiks.."cap arini who is getting sad.

Arini held her head, "it all hurt.. How yes it all seems to come - arrived at the same time. I can't stand it, I can't be strong it's all so heavy for me.. Hic.. Hix... Hix"

"Lo can rin lo can thenin this. You can definitely! "mia hugs Arini while stroking Arini's back so that the arini can calm down.

" I'm tired of mi, I'm not strong, I'm not bus hiks... Hicks"

"There's a cave, there's an image there's a knight that's always there for you. You can't alone we can go through this the same - same! "

"Hiks... Hix... Hiks.. "arini crying that is getting broken because of all these problems is like endless for him. So tangled - tubi until he felt unable to face all this.

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