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Chapter 5 changes and advice

With the death of her father making vanice's life drastically changed, vanice is no longer a big miss Steven, all of Steven's family's possessions and assets have been confiscated by the bank.

Vanice doesn't know what to do and how to live her life. He was desperate and his life was chaotic.

But Mr. Sobari and Anyya still accompany vanice by giving advice and persuading her to rise again to be her former self, a cheerful woman with full motivation.

"Vanice Xiao Steven Princess until when do you have to be like this, if you know you are like this, she must be very sad

"Vanice papa you are happy there, he no longer feels pain (said Pak Sobari who approached vanice)

"iya Vanice you must be sincere with the departure of uncle yes, yes,

"you are not alone vanice me and the father is still there to accompany you, we are Vanice family. (said Anyya)

mr. Sobari who sat next to Vanice by explaining slowly so that vanice can still accept the reality

"life doesn't always go up, so let's get through the obstacles and storms

"we pass this slowly

"sometimes every day your papa feels pain but he never reveals it to you,

"he in front of you always looks fine, your father doesn't want to see you sad so he keeps it from you,

"then you're like this and it must make her there unsettled

"so vanice please for your father's sake, you must be sincere with his departure, and do not be too long with this sadness yes

"sir instead I don't want to make my father unsettled.

but why is it this big you are still keeping it a secret from me. (asked vanice in a tinge that was painful and sad)

"actually from a long time ago I didn't want to lie to you, but this is your father's order.I can't do anything vanice

"yes.., I know this is very disappointing for you, I also regret to keep it secret from you

(reply to Mr. Sobari feeling guilty and helpless)

"but it still really took me a beating, it hurts so much sir, why God is not fair with me.

"why God should take away the most precious thing in my life

"i just have my dad, keep doing what I'm doing to keep all this, without my dad, I'll never be happy again

"vanice let what has passed be passed, you must continue to live your life without your father, you can do it vanice.

"whatever we want to do it all starts with us, if we say we can, surely we will

"so as long as you know vanice.., who controls ourselves it is we ourselves not from others

"and one more thing you should know, God is very just, he never differentiates and compares his servants.

"let's get up again vanice prove to your father, you can be an independent woman and make your father proud

"you who fall like this must be your father will be disappointed with you

"it's like you told me once, 'You want to make your dad proud.

"have you forgotten vanice with those words you promised,

"or what time was you just as an excuse so you can still enter vanice class.

"you were just playing me vanice

(said Mr. Sobari with disappointment)

"not that time I was serious, I never played the father (answer vanice)

"yes it is because you are serious, but why do I see now only vanice weak woman, who easily despair.

"she said you used to be a strong woman, who was full of many tricks so that you could do whatever you wanted, it turns out I was just over-assessing you

vanice replied in a weak tone.

"i also still want to continue living my life by living the days as usual again

"the dream that I had designed and promised with my father, I did not expect, turned out to have ended up here, and I had to bury it deeply sir

(vanice is desperate)

"why do you have to bury as deep as it is, instead of vanice you have not tried to rise again

"try to accept reality and be at peace with your heart

actually, Vanice still has a little desire to start his life again

from zero but he was still doubtful with himself whether he could still get up again starting it all by himself,

vanice's day outpouring is still doubtful to Mr. Sobari

"but I know my life is different

"i can probably start a life again from zero, while I just don't have a penny sir

"then I want to start a business just need money and especially if I want work is also not at all possible sir

"no one will accept me at this young age

"and so on I have to what sir, (vanice who feels confused)

"and plus the house and all the assets that my father has will be confiscated sir

"ahh.., yes, the van is true whether your father has told you.

mr. Sobari was shocked to see that vanice had found out about the economic problems of his family's assets, who had told him

"sorry vanice, I don't want to keep it a secret from you, but I just want to find the right time

"especially when you see your condition is down like this, I still can't tell you I don't want to see you getting worse, sorry vanice

it's not my fault, but I'm useless (vanice in a weak voice)

"no vanice you are a smart woman who is full of achievements proof that you are in school still able to get the best champion, the best,

"trus who's trying to say you're a useless woman, it's just people who b*d*h vanice he's up to see you always get achievements, it's just people who always get achievements,

"but if you are weak like this, you will likely become useless people as well as vanice,

"from that, if you still don't want to get up now, you'll always be in this dark cage that will hold you every day vanice