
That afternoon lyon was like being struck by lightning during a clear day, liyon's body trembled as it held tightness in him over the shocking statement of the lira.
"What's? So you're afraid of me and afraid of the love I've given you all this time? So I've been scaring you this whole time?" liyon asked and stepped forward to touch the lira, but the lira dodged so that liyon's hand held in the air clenched firmly.
"What's going on, why is it all like this?" liyon asked again in great confusion.
"You weren't serious about me from the beginning, you always put a barrier between us, you never involved me in any affairs and problems that afflict you, you always kept everything from me, and you never thought I was there for you, you did all that so you could leave me and leave like now, right?" liyon said and asked sadly.
"You've been planning all this from the beginning so that you can leave me in the middle of the road like this, leaving me helpless and unable to do anything else." liyon walked forward to approach the lira
"Did I not have the slightest meaning in your heart?" liyon asked with a tone of voice that sounded sad.
"I'm sorry, we were partners all along. I need you because I haven't been able to get in touch with a man since I broke up with my boyfriend and you came as a mediator for me, so our relationship is the same - just as mutually beneficial to each other." lira liri said.
"Partner, what do you want to say and what partner do you mean?" ask liyon to lira.
"We are only partners in mutually satisfying relationships, I need stimulation and you have great desire, our relationship only occurs with mutual satisfying lust no more than that. So let's end it all and we break up until here." obviously the lira and it makes the lyon clench its hands even more.
"Lustful satisfying relationship? Lira, so that's what I mean to you?" liyon asked with sedi and heartache.
"There's nothing we have to talk about, let's just end it and break it up" said the lira and began to shed tears.
"Huh, what a smell. My woman was afraid of me and she was also afraid of my love, even now she thinks of me as just a means of gratification" said Liyon enduring her pain.
"Lira, don't be afraid of me because I won't hit you or hurt you so please don't cry anymore, wipe your tears away." liyon said by wiping away the lira's tears.
"You want to break up with me? You just feel your pain, though, but you never know and see what it is about my pain that you always fear that someday you will leave me and go away from my side, throwing me away. I really did not think that my fear was now coming, and so quickly he approached me." liyon rubbed his cheek gently.
"Lira, please don't cry, don't cry anymore. I'll let you go, I'll let go" liyon pulled and hugged the lira's body very tightly.
"Let's break up lyon, let's end it all" lira said while crying in liyon's arms.
"hem, yes. Go and hide well so I don't find you. Because I will wait for you forever and will look for you later." replied Liyon who increasingly tightened his embrace.
"Don't look for me lyon, forget I think I'm just a shadow that never comes true" said Lira unraveling her embrace with lyon.
"Hide well and properly, and lest I find you. Because if I find you then I will never let go of you, I will do everything I can and force you to stay by my side, therefore you must hide properly so that I can't find it." said Liyon with eyes that endured the pain.
"Don't look for me and don't ever remember me, you'll have to forget me for good" lira said and turned away from Liyon.
"Don't find and forget you, how can I do that. I will look for you because you are my only strength to survive here, I will definitely look for you." murmured liyon looked at the lira who ran away from her sight.
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Liyon did not return to the office, but instead headed to Brayen's place. There Liyon wanted to drink intoxication in a vip room, as if she was treating her pain and heart sores that no one could treat.
Yes, Brayen place is a cafe that blends with the bar, but the bar is only for business meetings and special guests. So the bar is like a family bar.
"Bos Brayen thank God the Boss is back, Mr. Liyon is drunk in room 49 Boss and looks very depressed also suffer." Brayen employee fights when he sees Brayen coming.
"What happened, who was he with? And how much did he drink?" Brayen asked as he walked with wide strides towards the room mentioned by his staff.
"Alone Boss, drink about 10 bottles of Whisky" replied Brayen's official who had been serving the lyon.
"Liyon hi what are you doing? Don't drink anymore, do you want to die?!" Brayen forbade liyon to drink again.
"Unfortunately I'm still not dead and I'm still able to drink again" replied lyon without looking at Brayen and staring at the whisky glass he was holding.
"What happened why do you still know it's like this?" asked Brayen who was sitting next to Liyon.
"Nothing, I was just gathering energy because my world had been lost and my life was destroyed. He left me, he's dumped me run. I'm useless and scary to him." replied Liyon and drank the drink to the end.
"What do you mean? What are you talking about, you're drunk." Brayen took the whisky bottle from the front of the liyon.
"Are you also going to leave me and be afraid of me?" liyon smiled "she was hurt because of me and she was afraid of my love." lyon looked at Brayen with a glare filled with sadness and pain.
"Pacify yourself, Liyon, don't be like this. We'll always be there for you." persuade Brayen to stop drinking.
"You guys, yes you're all there for me but I don't need you! All I need is her, I need Lira. But he had left me and threw me away." muttered Liyon after shouting so loudly.
"the lira? What happened, where did he go?" Brayen was more confused by the words issued by lyon.
"Yes he left me, he went away from me. I'm totally useless, I want to finish everything but I've lost him. I'm really a bagok." muttered liyon again.
"No, not completely destroyed. At least now there is no more restraint for me and I am free to do anything. I will destroy them all without rest, I will make them suffer forever." muttered Liyon again by raising a grin to his lips.
Liyon raved in Brayen's place, he blamed himself and regretted all his reckless actions that made the lira go away from his side, liyon looked like a person who did not know his own direction and purpose.