Beloved My Ana's

Dilemmas

Ira feels a little uncomfortable with her presence, what else comes along with her ex-husband. Although Sidharta never thought so. For her Sahira remains his wife until anytime, especially her never touched another woman.

"Have a rest, I'll meet the kids outside." Ira tidied up Sidharta's blanket, herself was about to leave because she felt bad for everyone, especially her children.

"Here I am, I just got out of the hospital. Who would accompany me to the toilet if I wanted to go there." the gaze from the plea-filled bead made Sahira's heart in a dilemma.

"Are you uncomfortable being around me?" Sidharta asked in a pitiful low tone. Sahira sighed deeply before conveying what was raging in her heart.

"I'm not uncomfortable being around you, it's just that our status has changed since a dozen years ago. Everyone knows Seli is your wife, my presence will be considered a thorn in your marriage. Now Seli and her daughter are in jail. It makes me feel like this burden is squeezing my chest. I just want to live a quiet life without blasphemy from anyone.." Sahira sobbed softly while squeezing her chest strong.

However Sidharta used to be her husband, their separation because it was masterminded by someone's bad deeds. The true heart is still loving, the heart still holds longing. Nakun also had a wound tucked away there without him being able to just erase it.

Sidharta grabs Sahira's body full of regrets lodged in her heart.

"We're going to change this status, you're going to be my wife just like before I became a fucked-up family. The world must know the truth, you are my only wife. There is no legitimate relationship without the union of two people, and I never touched Seli during our marriage." The Sahira listened to Sidharta.

"It's his eyes, ma'am.." Sidharta menjwil anxious nose pointed at his wife.

"Sick mas.." whined Sahira involuntarily then immediately clenched his mouth because he felt ashamed of his own behavior. While Sidharta laughed crisply while pressing her stomach which was still wrapped in bandages.

"Udah mas laughs, your stomach can be torn apart. I'm going out for a minute, I haven't told you much about Ana. Still very upset."

"Well, but come back soon. I can if without you.." Sidharta finally relented, she didn't want Sahira to feel fed up with her. As soon as Sahira came out of the room, Sidharta rubbed the corner of her wet eyes.

If he used to cry in silence because he endured the tightness of his regrets also lost. Now those tears are the epitome of the initial happiness that he will knit back. May the universe bless her heart's sincere intentions.

"Who? mama is out? what big baby mama? no more fuss?" cerocos Lukas bombarded his mother with consecutive questions.

Plucci

The pounding of heat on his shoulders left Luke shocked and annoyed.

"You make your mama confused to answer which question first." Advice the father nagging his son. Jorge happened to be passing by the toilet next to the kitchen.

"How's sidhar?" Jorge began to open talks with his beloved cousin's sister.

"So, it's just still painful because the scar has not healed perfectly." Sahira's light on Jorge.

Jorge stared at the bead of his loving sister, his longing never ending. The woman who looks older than her has experienced many obstacles in her life.

"How are your relations? I mean big brother, you have the right to determine how your relationship will be lived. If there is still a sense stored there, then brother will bless your relationship again. Do not always hold anything alone.. Learn to share, we are your family." Sahira was stuck in her place not knowing what to say.

Deep in his heart, the taste was still intact. But he did not want to make a decision that made his children uncomfortable. Especially her youngest daughter Nura. Nura is the most entitled to determine where his relationship with Sidharta will be brought. He will follow it, as long as it does not hurt the hearts of his children.

"Think about it, once you find your heart's answer. Have a discussion with us.." Jorge left his sister in silence. There is no reason for Sahira to return to Sidharta, but he also has no right to do so.

Ana who accidentally heard the conversation between her uncle and her mother fell silent in place. He knows how much he wants his mother to be with his father. But there was something else that her mother was considering. Who else if not Nura's sister. Ana neutralizes her feelings that begin to follow mellow, then approached the mother with a face sumringah.

"I looked at you earlier, your mother looks here. Ana wants to eat in my mama's bribe, okay?" Sahira nodded quickly, Nura probably lived in deprivation all this time. But not with his affection and attention.. Ana, meanwhile, lives in deprivation and gets no love, and protection for two years after her adoptive parents leave.

Obviously Ana is much more difficult life, selling also school. It's not gonna be easy. Unlike Lukas, since the fateful incident. His son was quite lucky, because he grew up with affection. And the person who happens to be his own biological family.

"Papa sleeping ma?" asked Ana in between her meals.

"Yes, I was eating medicine said his sleepy." Sahira's lie is staring gently at her daughter. Ana just rounded her mouth to understand.

"Now that mom will be a granny, she's impatient." One hand gently stroked the child's stomach with affection.

"I also ma, I think they want to be born quickly. As well as deg-degan, what could Ana be the mother of four babies at once." Said Ana full of anxiety that was clearly visible on her round face.

"Mommy's kids can do it, and there's a mama anyway. Mama will accompany you and take care of your four children. Do not use the services of a baby sitter, you can still if you only take care of your four grandchildren. So don't worry about anything." Ana tearfully stared at the soothing shady face before her.

"Thank you ma, thank you for coming back to Ana's life..." Ana very rarely cries, but since the meeting with her parents. Ana became very crybaby.