Beloved Mr's. Lecturers
Chapter 72: The Most Painful Thing
..."I wasn't ready, to lose you. Not being able to get away from you that is always in my heart."...
...Stevan Pasaribu, Not Ready to Lose....
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How can Aurora stop shedding tears and feeling pain after hearing how the true story of the Pact of Dikta is ?
Aurora did not know at all even realized that her husband had been suffering from a weak heart disease. Because it always looks healthy and fine, Aurora thinks that everything is the same as it looks.
If she knew she would lose like this, Aurora would have tried to love her better than anything she had done yesterday.
Aurora was really made to be self-absorbed, she felt very sorry for everything she had done to Dikta. His attitude is not good and always like a child who likes to bother him.
If only time could be turned, Aurora would certainly be better and would certainly take care, provide support to the Dikta Pact in order to recover quickly.
Regretting also because when Pak Dikta breathed his last, Aurora was not there to accompany.
"Mother..." Aurora was sobbing in the arms of her mother.
The news about the departure of Pak Dikta has also been heard by Aurora's mother. Like Aurora, her mother was also surprised by this. It was not thought that his favorite son-in-law would leave so soon.
"Patience, dear." There was nothing significant that the mother could say but to calm her daughter.
"When Pak Dikta promised to keep Rara going but, why now go ?" Aurora still can not fully explain the departure of her beloved husband.
"Dikta sir really likes to break promises ? Why did the Dictate leave ? Rara's not ready for this." Reveal it again with tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Everything is God's destiny. If Nak Dikta denies it's not his wish either." Said the mother who still hugged her daughter.
"Now what should Rara do ? Rara's son how is it ?" I asked him what sounded quite frustrating.
"Mother believes you can certainly take care of and educate your child well." The mother replied while looking at her daughter with a smile.
Aurora's feeling is not okay right now. There were a lot of things he was thinking about and it became his fear. Especially now, Pak Dikta is no longer on his side. Aurora's confidence is constantly fading.
"You're going to be a great mom. A mother who can always be proud of her child." Aurora's mother said this again because she understood very well her daughter's feelings.
Caring for a child, especially for the first time and alone is so difficult. But, no matter how hard Aurora still has to go through it. No need to worry even though the Pak Dikta is gone, Aurora still has her mother and her three friends who are still loyal to her side.
"At least if you want to leave, Pak Dikta must say goodbye properly." Aurora protested while staring at her wedding photo which was clearly displayed on the living room wall of this house.
Still with feelings of sadness and tears that never stopped, Aurora also moved from her place and slowly stepped up the stairs.
Aurora felt like she had to go to her room and rest. Who knows, later after waking up all the nightmares over the departure of the Dikta Pak could end. Aurora still hopes that this is all a dream. Pak Dikta, the person he loved the most was still alive and living by his side.
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The bedroom door was opened by Aurora and there was no need to waste much time, the girl entered and positioned her body comfortably on the bed.
When Aurora's eyes were preparing to close suddenly there was a notification of incoming messages on her phone. Aurora quickly picked up and read the short message sent by Gilang.
| Chat Mode |
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Millstone :
What are you doing ?
^^Aurora :^^^
^^^You sleep.^^^
Millstone :
When the sun has not sunk ?
^^Aurora :^^^
There is nothing else I can do but sleep.^^^
Millstone :
I was in front of your house.
Actually, want to get out. Those streets...
^^Aurora :^^^
^^^Where to walk ?^^^
Millstone :
Any place that makes you smile again.
^^Aurora :^^^
^^^Gue wasn't sure there was such a place. I am still confused about how to smile again.^^^
Millstone :
Well, then we don't have to go out for a walk.
I found you and tried my best to turn that smile around.
^^Aurora :^^^
Millstone :
It was already in front.
I brought a lot of chocolate for you.
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Reading the message, managed to make Aurora immediately move from the top of the bed and open the window. He just wanted to make sure that outside the gate there was indeed Gilang.
When he opened the window, he clearly saw a Gilang standing near his motorcycle, wearing a black leather jacket and smiling kindly to Aurora.
Knowing that Gilang came to visit, Aurora also looked a little excited again. The girl quickly walked out of her room intending to open the door for Gilang.
Can't make Gilang wait too long, Aurora must hurry to let the man who has long been a close friend of her in.
"Say..." Call Aurora who then opens the gate.
"Hi, Ra..." Sapa Gilang was still with a wide smile that was beautifully painted on his handsome face.
"Gue thought you were still home." Aurora.
"Udah was here from earlier. His intention was to take you away but, not so." Her speech.
"Why not be ?" Aurora looked confused.
"They don't want to be invited." Answer Gilang.
"I said I didn't want to go ?" It seemed Gilang was wrong to understand Aurora's intentions.
"Yes no heck," Gilang looks to be scratching his nape which is not itchy. "But I feel like you still want to be home."
Aurora smiled at him. Either this includes a genuine smile or just a pretense to cover up the sadness.
"Get in first, I want to get ready. Couldn't he have gone wearing a gini cake shirt ? Later I was mistaken for a maid." Aurora invited her friend to stop for a moment at her house.
"So, really want to be invited to go ?" He asked again because he wanted to be sure.
"Yes..." Aurora replied briefly while nodding her head.
Hearing that made Gilang feel happy. It turns out that his arrival here succeeded in producing results. He did not come home by just giving Aurora a box of chocolate that had been bought on the way.
Because it was welcome, Gilang also put the motor and parked neatly in the garage available in this house. Shortly after doing that, Gilang followed behind Aurora into the house with a box of chocolate in hand.
According to Gilang, this afternoon the atmosphere in the Aurora house felt so quiet, as if something important was missing. Apparently, the departure of Pak Dikta can change everything to this extent. Perhaps, only time can bring everything back as before.
"Mother is home, Ra ?" Ask Gilang.
"There's." Answer Aurora briefly.
"Regular ? Sleeping again ?"
"Maybe."
"What's the matter, Lang ?" Ask Aurora.
"It's okay to just feel this house is a little quiet." Reply honestly Gilang.
"Someone important doesn't exist, the atmosphere is like this." Aurora said with a forced smile.
"Sit down, Lang ! I'm gonna change clothes in the room." Aurora asks permission to leave Gilang for a while.
"Oh yeah... I also bring the chocolate to put where ?"
"Just put it on the living room table." Aurora's orders, which then returned up the stairs to the room, left Gilang alone in the living room.
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Everything that happens in life is set in destiny. The meeting and the farewell were like that too. Destiny likes to surprise the unexpected.
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