Believe that...I'm Still a Virgin

Episode 34

Dara was about to leave Raka by the pool, but Raka immediately held Dara's hand.

"I'm jealous...."

Dara was so surprised to hear Raka say a word of jealousy.

"Don't be like that"

"Why indeed?" Raka pulls Dara's arm, Dara falls in Raka's arms.

Raka no longer cares about anything, even he wants all to know, so that they are married.

"Don't be like this" Dara tries to let go of Raka's embrace.

"Raka loose, this is not the Raka I know" Dara shed her tears.

Raka realized that, she immediately let go of her embrace.

Dara slowly sat down while squatting by the pool, as well as Raka.

"Ra.I love you"

Dara looked at Raka, "Don't be like this, soon you will get married, this is just a test for you Ka, hiks"

"No Dara, please tell me you love me too" Raka also joined in tears.

Seeing Raka and Dara who never returned, Rengganis tried to find Dara, Rengganis saw Dara and Raka were crouching in the pool.

"Become...Raka, what are you doing here?"

Dara and Raka immediately wiped away their tears.

"Why Ra?"

Dara shook her head "There's only a problem mbak, Already let's go back to the dining table" Dara holding Rengganis' hand.

But the Rengganis still fell silent "Raka What's the matter?"

Raka stood up "On me and Dara"

"Ka..." Dara gestured for Raka to stop talking.

"Why are you guys?"

"Raka realized, Raka loved Dara mbak" Raka finally honest to Mbak Rengganis.

Rengganis approached Raka, then stared intently at Raka.

"Mbak has given you a chance at that time, now it's too late, you don't embarrass the family sirde"

Dara approached Rengganis, then held Rengganis' arm.

" So don't get angry Raka mbak, what he said is not true mbak, He just doesn't know Rosa alone" Dara tried to invite Rengganis to return to the dining table.

Rengganis finally followed Dara to the dining table again, Raka still silent standing in the pool.

Rengganis whispered something to Mas Birru, Mas Birru immediately approached Raka who was sitting on a poolside chair.

"Raka..."

"Yes Mas"

"Why daydream?"

Raka just shook her head, though,

"The dilemma?"

Raka looked at Mas Birru, Raka finally nodded.

"Mas wonder why the Rengganis understand you better than yourself Ka"

"Entah Mas, Raka just understood about love, Raka does not know anything about love Mas" Raka bowed her head.

" Raka someone who is now a wife or husband is our soul mate. Since it has been outlined by Allah SWT, why has it been outlined? Because whoever is beside us now must not be by chance, but the destiny of Allah SWT written down or outlined in Lauhul mahfud.

Maybe we feel the initial time to meet with a partner considers something that is just a coincidence. But actually the meeting has been outlined and destined by Allah SWT"

"Have I been in line with Rosa Mas, when I liked Dara"

"But Raka is not as good as the powerful Mas Birru facing it all"

"Yes, therefore, every human being has been defined by Allah SWT long before they live in the world, where the figure will be our companion, it depends on our attitude and behavior. But even though it has been outlined by destiny does not mean we can not choose our soul mate, right? Surely it can, it all comes back to our efforts, prayers and efforts to Allah SWT. Because our religion provides a way for us to choose our own soul mate but Islam also encourages us to choose a life partner based on faith and piety rather than physical appearance and property so that we are better to build household in Islam. For indeed the soul mate that will come to us is the result of our every prayer and effort.

From this we can learn that sustenance and soul mate are things that we can do as well as possible, but still all return to Allah SWT who determines his destiny. Since only Allah Almighty is in power and knows everything, we need only live life to the best of our ability and practice it."

Raka is still silent to digest every speech from Mas Birru, right said Mas Birru, better himself busy to continue to improve in order to get the best soul mate, he said, and do not get tired to always pray for the best soul mate as well.

"I only have 2.5 months"

" 2.5 Months is long Raka, otherwise God's soul mate can do anything as he wills, many are praying"

Raka nodded, Mas Birru took Raka to the dining room again.

After Dara's farewell dinner returned to everyone, Raka followed Dara to the front of the parking lot.

"Bec...I'm sorry for what happened"

Dara nods "gue doain Lo happy ka, I'm sincere, from Lo happy" Dara's eyes re-glazed.

"We pray well for each other, forgive me for not realizing the love in this heart for you Ra"

"I'm sorry also Ka, because you can't return Lo's love, Lo must want to, soon Lo has a wife, don't embarrass the Lo family"

Dara immediately got into his car, Raka was silent staring at Dara's car.

"Gue also love Lo Ka, but circumstances do not side with us, I do not know how, what love destiny is as painful as this, let me feel my pain Ka, Asal Lo happy" Dara muttered while wiping her tears.

Dara started the engine of her car, then opened the window of her car.

"I'll go home firstwell, Assalamualaikum"

Dara waved her hand, Raka also waved her hand back.

"Korasoallam"

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