Being the Second Wife of the President
try to survive
it feels like I am no longer strong, to live in this house, because of the various insults and scathing words that I always receive every day. I stayed in this house because my uncle was so good to me, I had to be strong and stroked the chest when they came back insulting and berating me. "ma pa what should zahra do . I cried awkwardly, holding a picture of both my parents, I had to be strong in order to stand alone. I remove the rough tears. I glanced at the clock on the nightstand turned out to be willing afternoon , I rushed to the bathroom and closed the door, undressed and plunged myself into the tub. I pressed the green button for the cold water. I can not drag on in sadness, I closed my eyes for a moment to calm my heart and mind. indeed soaking is very pleasant. long time I feel at home in the bathroom just for a soak. do I have to find a job, right?? "i tapped on the end of the bathtub thinking.well even though my diploma only ended High School but I majored in pharmacy. eating it I really want to aspire to be a doctor but what is the energy of the mind must be extinct . I undo the intention to go to college because I see the financial condition of my family. yes, even eating potluck but me and my family are very grateful for the blessings given by God to my family.
"all right tomorrow I will look for work only, I said encouragingly to myself.
after more than 20 minutes I soaked, rubbed my body with soap, and rinsed it with cold water, put on a towel and walked out of the bathroom to the wardrobe, and put on lip moisturizer so as not to dry. Then I walked towards the bed. sitting on the bedside picked up a flat object a million people on the nightstand. I also started looking through the website or email.well tomorrow I will send a job application letter to the post office, I check the rest of my savings through M-banking on my phone. yes enough to find a job the rest I keep. I will write a job application letter first. After it feels all is ready, zahra tidied up the file of her job application letter file.
tok tok tok tok
"non zahra said sir, it's time for dinner." said bi Nur knocking on my room door.
" yes a minute bi, "zahra again ready first.
there is no more knocking on the door from bi Nur. may have gone downstairs.well I should hurry downstairs, immediately, just now I was going down the stairs as usual always getting a cynical look and his dislike aura.
"cih, spoiled really everything must be samperin first. "tap aunt Rani cynical, glaring both eyes
" know tuh guh gauh, already like the queen must be really in samperin all. "hana smiled mockingly while staring cynically
my uncle shook his head while sighing in frustration.
I ignored the two, now I must get up and must not be weak in the eyes of the two of them. Then pull out one of the chairs and sit quietly. I took the rice and the side dishes on the dining table and fed the food into my mouth quietly.
"emm, pa I may ask for money ga. "chicit hana
" for especially emang han, asked my uncle to his son
"regular sir for hangout dong," said hana smiling happily
" that money that you love every month is not enough, "my uncle said again
"yes less oruh pa, do I need a lot of college assignments, not others pa, "whimpering is spoiled
my uncle sighed, then reached into his pants pocket to pick up a flat object and typed the message and the phone rang indicating a message entered, how happy he was to hug my uncle's arm.
"thankyou papa, love you, "peck his papa's cheek.
hana got up from the chair rushing up to the top floor with her joy.My little heart felt envious at the sweet scene in front of her, I was only able to squeeze the end of the clothes I was wearing, my little heart felt envious looking at the sweet scene in front of her, like sliced irises looking at the scene between father and son.I smiled faintly looking at it.
" emm uncle, "I called him and he turned.
my uncle smiled warmly, "why zahra" he said
"zahra would like to ask permission from uncle can you?? I say heart of heart
" where are you going, son, "repeated.
"can zahra find a job?? "chirp again
my uncle seemed silent, maybe he was surprised by my desire to work.
"mama disagrees," Aunt Rani said in a loud voice
" why again ma, you may not have to protest and interfere in my business" said her husband
"loh I'm your wife pa, why can't I protest, "he's upset.
" he can't work in our company, I'm ashamed of DOT anyway. "timpalnya again
my uncle breathed a rough sigh restraining emotions
"uncle no need, zahra wants to find work elsewhere alone." I said heartily so that uncle is not offended.
" where do you want to find a job, son?? "fucking work is hard especially in the city. "my uncle's great-grandson gave advice
"it's good to be self-conscious, "aunty Rani's thesis, and then she gets up from the chair leaving the dinner table.
" if you want to find a job, you have no fees for zahra tomorrow" my uncle asked me.
"so uncle, zahra still has savings. "my great-grandchild
" the money in your savings is simple, yak," later uncle transfers to your account." My uncle reached into his pants pocket to take his cellphone
"ohh yes your account number is zahra," my uncle said again
" don't uncle, zahra is so bad." I bow my head in condolence to my uncle .
but my uncle still kekeh with his stance, inevitably I mention my account number, not long sound ringing my phone reads no incoming message notification and it turns out it's a message from my M-banking, how surprised I was after checking the mutation in my account and seeing the nominal number given by my uncle.
"I-this is a lot of uncle, "I feel bad about receiving so much money
" it's been gpp son, it makes your need to find work. "my uncle said
"But zahra so unpleasant uncle, later Rani's aunt will be angry if zahra in the same money love uncle, "my words shirih
" your aunt will not be angry zahra, uncle guarantee it. later every month will uncle transfer money for you yahh, so you can walk outside" he said again
I sighed resignedly, if my uncle had given the order, it could not be denied at all
"Thank you uncle, yes already zahra want to go up first good night uncle. "my words smile politely.
uncle nodded his head, I got up from the chair to step towards the stairs and immediately went to my room. I opened my room door and locked it tightly so that aunt Rani and Hannah could not enter my room.
I stepped into the bathroom to wash my face and then dried my face with a small towel hanging, opened the bathroom door and walked to the dresser to perform my ritual of wearing night cream. and put it in the pouch and put it back in place.Tomorrow is the beginning I open a new sheet, I,
I walked to the bed to sleep because of the drowsiness that had hit.I lay my body and I also fell asleep into a beautiful dreamland.
