
In Bella's coma, she was still trying to regain consciousness, but her efforts were useless because she felt her body getting colder and lighter like a cotton swab that could fly.
"Oh Allah, I am not strong anymore, I am cold, even my body feels stiff to move, I can only hear the voice of Dani , '' he said , the handsome man I used to call my husband, now he continues to cry, whispering occasionally your words in my ear.
And what makes me feel so happy, I hear the voice of my son who I have longed for, my little Cecilio, dear ..do you currently near my mother, dear Mami's hug, my dear Cecilio, my son I miss you so much hu hu. Cecilio hopefully you can be a good boy, hopefully you can pray mami later son.
I am also happy to have been able to stand with and accompany your father Arya, the handsome man I once wasted, the kind, loving man and the right priest for me. but again I made a mistake, give me a chance to change and repent, O Allah.
I tried to get up, but I was getting stronger, my body could not be moved anymore, O God, I could not open my eyes... I was so cold, but I could still feel the presence of those who sincerely sang and loved me.
The tears of the man I love soaked my cheeks, I felt all his sadness.
Mamma....Papa.... Goodbye all. .. I will continue to see you in heaven with a smile....,,
I heard my priest voice interspersed with tears....
"Bella"
I heard the sound of crying, the voice of my little son Cecilio, who constantly called out to Mami...Mami. wake up Mami.., my son and my parents.
I continued to say and follow the divine words that my mother-in-law kept whispering,"
Panicked Dani runs straight to the doctor's office, leaving everyone in Bella's treatment room to watch as Bella suddenly collapses as her heart rate weakens.
The team of doctors immediately conducted an examination, and told all to get out of the special room Bella handled, but all looked devastated and reluctant to move from the room.
Looking at the desperate faces emanating from the examining doctor, they shook their heads and walked over to the stunned Dani on the floor with their head down
"I'm sorry, sir, we've tried our best, but the power of other wills is that he loves your wife more" the doctor walked out of the room. While the nurses were busy with their respective duties, pulled out some hoses that were still attached to Bella's body that had been stretched stiff, which looked beautiful like a woman who was smiling iklhas.
Dani's like a dazed man... Arya helps her stand up, though she also greatly loses the matan of the wife she once loved. So many memories of her and Bella, though at the end of her time they split up.
While Mama Bella was taken to another room because of fainting.she could not afford to lose her only child, only lost they met, just lost their way, but Bella had gone without saying goodbye and spoke a word with him.
"My son, my son," scolded before the end of his fainting.
Dani, as if unwillingly his wife's body was covered with a white cloth, he scatters !hugging Bella's body. Dani was persuaded and taken walking out of the room, so as not to interfere with the work of the nurse team who removed medical equipment in Bella's body.
Many mourners who delivered Bella to her final resting place, Arya and Bunga embraced the body of her only son while crying to see the people who helped each other enter the body of Bella burrow, while Dani's lips always beristighfar tried to sincerely.
"Good way dear, wait for our mas and children to be in heaven. sincere and hope you do not feel sick anymore dear. mas will always love you and will always be for you dear." muttered Dani while continuing to cry because she was unable to endure the sadness and loss.
When all the mourners had gone home, lived Dani, Arya and both parents Bella and Cecilio. while Bunga and Mama Sinta had gone home first because Bunga began ketapean when this young pregnancy.
They all took turns to persuade Dani to return home, considering that the day had also gone up in the afternoon, but Dani again silenced her empty eyes continued to be fixed on the photo of Bella displayed beside her tombstone.
" Dani, let's go. Let's go home first." persuaded Mama.
Because there was no response from their Dani, finally took the initiative to papah with a little force Dani considering his condition is already very weak because some days he did not eat anything, because some days he did not eat anything, so Dani has no energy anymore.
Dani's body immediately collapsed, as they tried to help her to stand up, in her subconscious Dani Mersa was in the lap and warm embrace of her beloved wife Bella. until he fell asleep for a long time as he began to reopen his eyes, he glanced around at his all-white surroundings.
"Where am I, have I caught up with my beloved wife, Bella.... Bella.
"Thank God Dani is conscious" mummified Mama out to the doctor's office.Now they returned and examined Dani, who was still half conscious.
After seeing Mama and the doctor, then Dani realized if he was in the hospital, not in heaven. the look of disappointed look on the face of his handsome was. slowly Dani memorized the lyrics of the song, Dani, let the mother's greeting and the speech of the doctor who fixed the detached Dani's infusion hose.
Two nurses whispered to each other to see Dani, who was still devastated by his wife.
"It's a pity for him, very handsome but he's like he's in a deep depression, after his wife's departure. "
"Maybe his wife is so beautiful, that she loves him so much" whispered the other nurse.
"If she wants to be with me, I'm ready to be her nurse for life" they whispered and smiled admiring her good looks.
Unthinkable to me
Not one bit I imagine
You're gonna go leave me alone
That's the skin I imagine
So sick I felt
You go stay alone
Under the tombstone now
You've been leaning
Your love is so deep
I really can't afford this to happen
because I love so much
This is the last time I saw you
Falling tears I cry bitterly
Only able to say
Goodbye to you.....
One hour I could
Love you, you, you in my heart
But for me to forget you
It takes a lifetime,, man,,