Being late to realize

MOTHER'S PAST

After finishing cleaning the body and changing clothes Raka also rushed out to eat because he was very hungry because a lot of work he had to finish by himself.

Then he sat in front of the dining table that had been available fried rice squid like, he liked,

then eat it greedily without remaining.

Mona who watched Raka eat her cooking voraciously just threw a smile at her and muttered.

This child is just like his father who really likes squid fried rice,

mas Rama do you know sometimes I hate a lot not because of your treatment,

but because she is very similar to you from the face to the likes of color or eating when I laboriously conceive and give birth to her with a life bet but there is no one in common with me...Mona muttered.

After finishing eating Raka also cleaned the dishes and then washed them,

although Raka is a boy but he is used to doing his own homework,

Because Mona taught her to get used to not being dependent on others.

Raka mom wants to talk to you!

mona called him.

Yes ma'am what you want to talk about in my mom.

raka asked and then sat in the chair right next to her mother.

I want to ask you a question and I hope that no matter how small you are, you are not lying to me.

mona said firmly.

Okay mom.

said Raka bowed.

What causes your lips to hurt?mona said.

A-anu ma'am I was fighting.

Raka said.

Did you fight with your coworkers?

mona asked.

No ma'am I didn't fight with my friend,

okay, I'll calm down and explain.

raka then told me

flashback on, though,

After work there were 4 men following and he said that I should follow his orders,

Because I don't want them to attack me at last,

and they said mom had a problem with her.

flashback off

Did you have a problem with that person,

I beg you to tell me all the time about mom with dad and I promise to follow all of mom's wishes.

Raka said.

Are you sure you want to know?

mona asked.

Yes, Mom, I sure want to know.

raka

All right, I'll tell you and I hope you never do what you did,

Your mother's raka is a murderer and the reason for killing is because mother is very vengeful with those who have made mother have no family besides that they also killed the father of your father.

So the killer's mother and Killer hand's nickname is mother?

raka said, which surprised Mona.

Where do you know that from?

mona said.

Calm down don't be surprised,

I know from them and actually this is not the first time I have been stopped by people like them,

and I'm not afraid that I'm proud to have such a tough mom.

said Raka smiling.

So they told you?

mona said.

Yes mother, mother,

and is father a leader of a mafia group?

Raka said.

Yes, your father was one of the leaders of the mafia.

mona said.

Why did mom and dad split up? do you not love Dad?

Raka said.

Your father's raka still loves other women and you can't force your father's feelings to love you,

and if you force it, it's selfish and your father won't be happy with you,

after all, mother married your father because of a mother's sister's request before she died not because of love,

if you ask about your mother's feelings for your father, the answer will remain the same whenever you will still love your father even if you do not love your mother,

and in my heart there is no place for another man.

mona said.

I salute my mother even though my heart hurts but she can still be faithful and because of that woman I can't be with my father.

said Raka who suddenly cried.

Raka don't cry

(no tears in her eyes), though,

I'm sorry mommy is living your life so suffering without a dad,

if only at that time mom told your dad that mom was pregnant with you maybe your life would not be filled with danger and threats forgive Raka's mother who has put you in danger like this.

mona said and then cried.

No. Don't apologize, mom,

mother innocent whatever happens now all that is the will that the power of our mother as her people can only accept and make it a valuable lesson in our lives,

and I beg you to forgive me for making my mother sad and mother is a very tough woman without struggle and mother upbringing maybe I will not be this strong to live my life without a father, he said,

I love mom very much.

raka then hugged her mother.

god forgive me for putting my son's life in danger, but I promise to keep him alive, even if life is at stake.

Mona muttered.

I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that to Mom.

Gumam Raka's.