Being forced to become Purel
For Mom
To the mothers who aren't sleeping
That are having trouble feeding
Too afraid to say they're not okay
No, not at all
To the mothers who feel empty
That aren't sure they're even ready
To be alone and responsible
Somebody so small
To the mothers who are lost
Pulled underneath the waves
Who needs to cry for help
But are drowning in their shame
The mothers who are falling
And don't even make a sound
Who don't know that they're broken
Until they hit the ground
This one's for you
I've been there too
I've been there too
To the mother that's at home
Scrolling through her phone
Watching everybody else
Make family look easy
To the mom with a career
Who can't off a whole year
She has to pay someone else
To take care of her baby
To the mothers who are lost
Pulled underneath the waves
Who needs to cry for help
But are drowning in their shame
The mothers who are falling
And don't even make a sound
Who don't know that they're broken
Until they hit the ground
This one's for you
I've been there too
And one day you'll discover
Going from a woman to a mother
It might break you but it might save you
To the mother in the mirror
Who wishes she was thinner
'Because now her body isn't
Somebody that she knows
And to the mother just like me
Who fell apart so suddenly
I hope you realize
You're not alone
This one's for you
This one's for you
'Cause I've been there too
I've been there too
(I love you mom)
"Jihan, I don't speak English, can't you just sing an Indonesian song?" say Mother.
Jihan smiled and then went back to singing the lyrics she had just said, this time with the language her mother understood.
For mothers who have not slept
Who have difficulty eating
Too scared to say they're not okay
No, not at all
To mothers who feel empty
Not sure they're even ready
To be alone and responsible
For someone very small
For mothers who are lost
Drawn under the waves
Who needs to cry for help
But drowning in their shame
For mothers who are falling
And not even a voice
Who doesn't know they're broken
Until they hit the ground
This one's for you
I have been there too
I have been there too
Scrolling through his phone
Watching other people
Making family look easy
For mom with career
Who can't take a year off?
So he has to pay someone else
To take care of the baby
For mothers who are lost
Drawn under the waves
Who needs to cry for help
But drowning in their shame
For mothers who are falling
And not even a voice
Who doesn't know they're broken
Until they hit the ground
This one's for you
I have been there too
And one day you will find
From a woman to a mother
It might destroy you but it might save you
For mom in the mirror
Who would have expected him to be thinner
Because now his body is not
Someone he knows
And for mothers like me
Who was destroyed so suddenly
I hope you're aware
You are not alone
This one's for you
This one's for you
Because I've been there too
I have been there too
(I love you mom)
"His words are beautiful." praise me.
"Yes, this is actually devoted to mother's day. However, because Mak phi-khun is sick, so he can only write this now. This is not only addressed to Mother Jihan alone, but to all the contents of the world."
Jihan's mother smiled and kissed Jihan's forehead.
"Thank you for fighting so hard for your health."
Deg !!
Jihan smiled, hopefully after this the mother will never ask what work Jihan actually did.
Hopefully after this mom will not suspect if it turns out her sister is still with Jihan.
In the past, Jihan did not tell her that she was pregnant. Jihan hid her pregnancy because her mother had to undergo equipment she was sick since Jihan knew if she was pregnant.
Alika was one year old when the mother was declared healthy and allowed to go home, Jihan said Alika was the son of her best friend who was entrusted by her.
Jihan knows she shouldn't be lying, but she's just not ready to tell her mother the truth.
Before long, Alika and Santi's bik come.
"Him?" ask the mother who is focused on Alika.
"She's Alika, ma'am."
Jihan can't be cut anymore, she then tells him the truth happened to her and about who Alika really is.
Crying and crying in front of her mother, Jihan told her everything. Except for his work of course.
"Yes, whatever happened to you was an accident. I feel proud that you did not abort that innocent baby and took care of her until now she became a very beautiful girl. Hopefully after this you can find happiness."
Shortly after, Rayhan came and immediately approached Jihan's mother.
"Hello Mother-in-law, is the mother-in-law okay?"
Jihan gawked while Mom immediately wrinkled her forehead.
"Are you the man who raped my son a few years ago?"
"No, but I just raped her a few days ago."
Dieng !!
Mom looked directly at Jihan and made Santi alternately.
My God, this man's mouth is why it can't be conditioned. If he hadn't been the one who'd been looking for my mother's heart, I might have kicked her off planet Earth by now.
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On the other hand, Argan begins to discover the fact that Jihan who accidentally collided with him in the mall is the same Jihan. Jihan who some time ago must help him regardless of the effects of stimulants that have been sweetened.
Come see capo essere sicuro che Jihan sia lo stesso Jihan?" louhan Chiese
"Where do you think the boss is sure that Jihan is the same Jihan?" ask Louhan
Ho visto lo stesso segno sul retro del collo. Ora ti chiedo di informarti su Jihan, se ha un figlio di 5 anni e non ha marito. Puoi stare cherto che questo il Jihan che stavo.
"I saw the same mark on the back of the neck. Now I ask you to find out about that Jihan, if she has a child who is 5 years old and has no husband. I can confirm that it's Jihan I've been looking for."
It didn't take long for Louhan to find all the information regarding Jihan.
Louhan is surprised to find that Jihan who suspects the boss is the one Jihan has been looking for.
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