Behind the Veil (My Wife's Second Person)
Chapter 10: Non-blood wounds
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Anisa walked and sat beside the embers as the pat of the sofa patted the man.
The face of the embers was so serious that Anisa who saw it continued to wonder in her heart what things she wanted to talk about embers.
Not as usual the expression that embers show this.
"Do you love me?" tanya Bara stared fixedly at Anisa.
The deg!
The deg!
The deg!
Anisa's heart immediately skipped a beat, for some reason the burning question to the point made her shocked.
And also how embers know his feelings, even though all this time he has been hiding tightly.
Her silence at this time makes coals sure if anisa really loves her.
"What makes you love me? didn't I tell you not to put your heart on me? you know I won't be able to reciprocate your feelings until whenever it is, my love is only for Rina, and during her like that will never change" Bara explained clearly.
Anisa's heart ached so much hearing her husband's confession so clearly telling her love for rina.
Anisa tried to be calm and strong in the face of the current circumstances.
Maybe now is the time to find out.
"Yes what Mas said is true I love Mas, if asked when and how can it be? what should I answer if these feelings grow on their own without me asking. But Mas don't worry I'm aware of what position I'm holding right now, I promise I'll turn off this growing feeling, Mas don't have to worry anymore" Anisa replied with a sincere smile.
His heart is so fragile at the moment, but what power he now has to pretend is good, to convince embers if all will return as what he wants there is no love between the two.
Anisa does not blame the embers for this feeling of love, she does not blame the fate of the power, and does not blame herself.
Anisa realizes all this is the path of destiny that must be passed.
"Why with me? why did hearing his words my feelings become strange like this? actually I should be relieved because he wants to turn off his feelings," inner Bara tangent and also sad.
"If there is nothing else that Mas wants to say again I'm sorry I used to want to go to the kitchen to heat food for Mas," said Anisa left.
After Anisa's departure, ema was still silent looking at the door of the room where Anisa passed her earlier.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, but I don't want you to get sick if you still put your heart on me" Bara said.
In the kitchen Anisa heats the food, while waiting, anisa encourages herself to get through all this.
He sure can turn off his love feelings, now it just takes a little effort.
"I certainly can, as long as I have the determination, and the effort because I have God with me," Anisa's inner self-assured smile sure.
After she finished heating the food, Anisa returned to the room to call the coals to eat.
"Mas, eating is ready, as good as Mas eat first will hurt," said Anisa.
"What this woman's heart is made of when I just said the thing that made her feelings hurt, but she can still be kind as if nothing happened, Mama's right you're a good woman I shouldn't play you like this" Bara's monologue felt guilty.
"You don't have to take care of my needs anymore, let all I do alone, I don't want your feelings to get bigger on me, because that would make me feel guilty," added Bara does not want to make women as good as Anisa more hurt because of the love that she will not be able to repay.
"No, I can't do that, I'm the wife of my duty to serve the husband, not because my feelings of love weigh on Mas. From today I Anisa Nirjasam Maryam promised to turn off this feeling and will not let live again, Mas can hold my talk," said Anisa reassured ema.
"But a-"
"Mas, I know turning off feelings is not as easy as saying the mouth, but believe I can do that, after all I never ask Mas to return my feelings, so Mas does not need to think about that, Mas, let my feelings be my business" said Anisa quickly cut the word embers.
"Alright if it wants you," said Bara.
"Yes now that we're down, I'll prepare the Mas meal."
The two left the room to the dining table, the coals still could not calm his mind still thinking about the feelings of Anisa.
But unlike Anisa had not thought of that, she had convinced herself, saying a promise in front of the coals earlier was something that she could not deny.
Anisa holds fast to the promise that is said, if it has promised Anisa will keep it even though her self must be hurt it is the principle of her life.
Bara saw the face of Anisa so relaxed, became tangent how to behave even though the woman had looked relaxed still embers could not calm down.
"What side dish do you want?" tanya Anisa looked at her husband who was like tangent with her question.
"Mas," Call Anisa again because the man she called did not answer.
"Ah, why?" tanya Bara raised an eyebrow.
Since then the man kept thinking about how Anisa felt, so he did not hear what Anisa said.
"What side dish do you want?" said Anisa repeated.
"Oh, as always," replied Bara.
Anisa took the side dish as Bara said.
Both of them also enjoy eating with pleasure, there is no conversation between each of them greedy with food on the plate.
Until after eating no talk, ember tangent to talk what, all immediately awkward with growing his feelings of love Anisa on her.
This is what I never wanted.
"Nisa, I go to the room first," said Bara immediately went to leave Anisa.
Anisa saw the departure of embers, suddenly sad.
"I'm sorry about my love, you feel guilty. I promise I will throw away my feelings of love" said Anisa sadly, her tears came out without excuse.
Without anisa and bara realized since earlier mama dance and papa abraham saw all that.
The tears of my mother dance flowed.
"Why is everything like this?"
...Bysing......
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The author's chest really feels crowded, even though it's only nulis, but make no mistake this love story anisa has never been a natural author herself.
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