Behind Niqab The First Wife I Wasted

Chapter 2 Fafa and Arash

Late at night, Fafa was also unable to open his eyes, he had also written a lot of his work, but the person he was waiting for had not come home too.

Until morning came, and again I was waiting for my husband on the living room couch..

'I should have known, they must have spent their first night, Why am I waiting for them, ' my bath as I stared at the tightly shut door, whichever I stood up from the sofa and was about to step up, but my steps stopped when I heard the sound of the roar of a car that stopped in front of the house, I was sure.

I hesitate to open the door, afraid of being wrong in their eyes, but if I don't open the door and they see me standing here, isn't that much more wrong, I strengthened my heart and opened the door, But..different scenery I got, My husband came home without my honey, Where is he? my bathin

''Assalamu'alaikum, Mas'' I said as I reached out my hand to him, He gave his hand but his gaze was diverted in a different direction.

''There are things we should talk about, '' he said as I kissed the back of his hand.

''Alright, Mas'' said I followed the steps of Arash mas,

''Sit down, '' he said while he was still standing with both hands still in his pants pocket, really my husband is a very handsome man, I adore him for a long time, even so, but why did he change, why did he seem to be someone else at this time.

''You know, I was forced to marry you, and I don't want this household to continue at all, There's a figure I love so much, and I can't hurt her heart, '' said Arash

For a moment I was silent, my heart ached for the umpteenth time.

''I know, because of that.... He got married for the second time on the same day, I said trying to smile withholding tears that could just fall.

''But can we live this for a moment, until my grandmother's health improves, after that, I promise, it will go far, it will never even appear before the mas again, '' I said trying to endure the feeling of being so broken and stifling. Hearing my words, Mas Arash looked at me with his body tilted.

''You are a hypocrite, Fatimah Az-Zahra. You used your grandmother for your personal gain, great.

"You just want to hitchhike life and ride names so you can raise your degrees and your parents, right?''

It hurts so much to be accused of something that is not in my mind at all.

''I'm sorry, Mas don't worry.I'll never interfere in your personal affairs, nor will I eat one table with you, nor will I demand a living, whether a living is born or a living bathin, do not you also have to do the same for the sake of your grandfather, Mas? If I can choose, I don't want to get married in this way either, but I think Arash is a wise man, but I'm wrong... What we see sometimes is not the same as the reality, I just borrow the status, after that I will leave, the status so that my Grandmother does not drop again, I said with confidence.

Maybe the feeling he used to say was just a mere admiration, Pain is heart, but this heartache does not bleed, Mas Arash looked at me sharply , my body immediately collapsed falling on the floor where I stood.

Still a day to be his wife but this feeling has turned off my soul, I know. Divorce is so hated by God, but whether I can endure this blatant rejection, Grandmother's name, I know, I drag because maybe with that I can try a little more to melt the heart of my husband, Mas Arash, the man I've been dreaming of all this time, but he has changed and become someone else.

Arash looked me in the eye, As if he recognized this Eye, yet I denied every good thing in my mind, I suppose, but the truth is not at all.

''1 Month, I give you one month in this house, after that you leave without bringing anything other than what you brought from your village, '' arash said as it passed.

''And remember! never show that hypocritical face of yours in front of me, "he said with great emphasis, I held my chest tight.

Am I wrong? yes... I was wrong, because agreeing to his request, 1 month is not a short time it will feel long, can I survive in a house whose owner does not want me? I screamed in my heart, crying as hard as I could, but my mouth was unable to meet, only my tears had soaked my face cover.

'Patience Fa, be patient! have you not been taught to be patient, you must be strong, you must not be weak, try first, after that!' bathin Fafa, wiping his tears, strengthened himself for what he was experiencing at this time.

While he was about to leave, the sound of the roar of the car made Fafa step stopped.

He does not know whose guest will come, if he goes out, he is afraid of being wrong, if he does not open the door, it is not good either.

When Fafa was daydreaming, the door opened to surprise him.

''Assaamualaikum, Grandma's daughter-in-law'' said her grandmother Arash who was pushing her husband's wheelchair.

''Waalaikum greetings, Ne, Grandpa, Mama, Papa'' I said as I greeted my husband's parents.

''Where's arash? don't tell me she hasn't woken up yet, '' her Grandma's tease

''Mas Arash is awake, please sit down Nek, cake, Ma, Pa'' said I am friendly even though I know, there is a sharp gaze that leads to me.

Yeah, that's a look from my mother-in-law.

''Did you cook for my son, he couldn't go hungry in the morning

''Fafa is still cooking, Ma'' said, smiling at the in-laws.

As soon as my nervousness came, in the kitchen there were no ingredients I could cook, especially now that there were my in-laws, I had to how, My feet kept stepping towards the kitchen, I squeezed the tip of my hijab, I, I occasionally looked up at Arash's room hoping he would come down and help me, but unfortunately he would never help me.

Oh Allah... What should I do?

When I arrived at the kitchen, the sound of the kitchen door opening shocked me.

''This is the material that you have to cook, quickly do, do not let your in-laws, I mean our in-laws are suspicious, do not leak my marriage with Mas Arash, just be careful if you complain to him,!'' threaten the guy who broke in and it turns out he's my middle brother.

She was afraid that if her marriage to Mas Arash was revealed, that's why she came up with some ingredients that I could cook.

''Thank you, my words even made my honey's beautiful eyes perfectly round.