Befawa, Incorrect Marriages

Part 35 - Love and Doubt

Anxious because after hearing all the stories from her husband. He felt from one relationship to another getting more complicated. There was fear attacking the heart as well as doubt, he also felt their plan would not go smoothly. His feelings and thoughts must be expressed and all that can only be a complaint for his beloved husband.

Ryan who understands the feelings of the wife moved from her lap. Then embrace the wife's body without releasing the gaze of the soothing sea blue bead, "What are you afraid of, my Queen? I told you no one would betray. What happens is what we want, I promise to make our dreams come true."

"Laura Ryan Mahendra, you are, my queen and your duty is to give orders without hesitation. While I'm ready to be a saint to my woman. Don't think too hard, how do I realize or try to assemble the palace for us, then it's my responsibility as one.

"Do you forget, if your husband is a lover who can do anything to make his queen happy and get paid a smile that adorns your beautiful face. Believe me, my queen." said Ryan without any worry, then buried his lips in Laura's forehead.

Ryan says so many sweet words in the form of seduction but not just words. But it was her determination that made her always love Laura unconditionally. He has a feeling so great that it is even more than his love for himself. Falling in heart will not change destiny even if he seeks to betray.

Every word that Ryan spoke was so calming that right now there were many doubts that were eating away at the mind. How will he calm down? A gentle swipe over the head resuscitates that affection is indeed real.

"Hubby, this relationship of ours, is like the earth and the sky." Laura pulled Ryan's hand, then clasped it full of consciousness. "I know, you love me and not just the seduction of an ordinary man. This belief convinced the heart that you couldn't possibly play with my life."

"But, to be honest, the arrival of many people into our relationship made me claustrophobic. The heart asks, where is my current position? I am your wife, right! You have always made me a queen who has the right of your soul, body, and heart. Is that really true?

"The fact is that no one knows, in the life of Ryan Mahendra there is only one queen, Laura Ryan Mahendra. Out there, your young wife has a legal name and status. Then, what about me?"

Ryan shifted his position to get closer to Laura. Staring at the bead of blue mara as wide as the ocean that looks lethargic uninspired muddled with heartache, he never expected sorrow to approach his female life. The gaze of the eyes is increasingly in delivering a feeling that is always dusty in the chest.

"My eyes, what you think should not be thought of. Laura, we know very well that in order to get something big, something has to be sacrificed. Try to remember why we got to this point!"

Laura just fell silent unable to continue the conversation. He realized that steps cannot be reversed. All is clear without having to replay part of the past memories. Yes, it all happened because of his own orders and also promises that have already been located above the head.

"Everything that's rolling right now has become one and I'm trying as hard as I can to make everything okay. Do you know, the sad thing is that the pebbles we see are meaningless, they hurt."

The hand grabbed the woman's body into the deck. "The situation is not as easy as it seems, such as the presence of Ameera's sister as well as the house problems that come from my uncle and aunt. All of this is related, my Queen. In this world, no one has a decree that stands alone."

"You know, my Queen. Ameera's loyal customer as a night woman was my aunt's husband. Even if it's only once but it's been rented and it could be a US card for us to keep protecting the family."

Ryan's confession about one of Ameera's past lives as a night woman awakens a wife to her husband's struggles. Of course her husband struggled to organize every plan for the sake of the plan so as not to leave a trace of even having to ignore it for some time.

Whatever Ryan said was true. One dream requires sacrifice, even though the sacrifice is greater than the rest of the hope. Again, he tried to stay. It was hard because it was like being forced to walk on coals. Heat mixed with pain that can not be described by the word as a complaint lara.

"My heart, whatever happens in the future. Trust me we will always be together and this is Ryan Mahendra's promise to Laura Ryan Mahendra. As long as this breath is still in the body, there is no other woman among us or other man in our relationship.

"Although it's my own cousin, Arvind Mahendra. So did Ameera, the woman was only to give offspring and nothing more."

Her husband's last confession made Laura widen her eyes. The woman did not expect that the husband would realize one thing that he had long hidden. He did not intend to do anything beyond the limits but all happened when he lost consciousness.

Until now, he had not expected one thing to be considered innocent but instead his actions were much more dangerous. Arvin Mahendra's name made him shudder in horror, disgust. Never mind looking at the man's face, she would not even mention the name of her husband's cousin.

But today, he felt, he had to explain the doubts that could crack the relationship in his household. "Hubby, I ..," The intention of the heart wants to frankly tell the truth but the touch of the kilar silences it in the pagutan establishes the sense of.

Some moments enjoy the touch that is always a opium for both to the lips released with a finger rub, "Your love is my need, my love is devotion for you. My queen, Laura Ryan Mahendra. You are only mine. Just mine."