Becoming a Third Person

Rhymes PoV

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Rhymes PoV

The drama! The right words to describe my life. From friendship, meeting a mate to marriage. Full up and down, and I'm pretty gnawing.

Yulia for me is a friend forever. Other than because I promised her, there's a bond we can't let go of. I don't know what bond is? It has nothing to do with anything astral. Maybe our hearts are linked to each other.

Whereas in Islam clearly presented a ban on associating with bad friends. Like a perfumed oil salesman and a blacksmith. The perfumed oil seller will give you the perfumed oil, otherwise you will still get the fragrance. While befriending the blacksmith, you will be exposed to the spark of the fire.

Huff

I've been thinking about this for a long time. But staying away from Yulia felt really heavy. What reason should I wear?

I once confided about my friendship with Mbak Sari, my senior in the study. He said that if you can't stay away, invite Yulia to change better. Hijab for example. I've never stepped Yulia in a hijab, but at the end of it even bete the same answer she. And not once did I take her twice, many times did I. Every time there is a chance.

"Yul, the hijab is mandatory for Muslim women,"

"I'm not ready Rim, yet,"

"What do you want to do anyway?"

"Oh my heart, my heart is closed but his heart is ugly as a boong."

"Trus until when do you want to prepare?"

"Well, I know,"

"Close your letter first, others will follow."

Yulia answered casually.

"The important thing is that the heart of hijabin used to be Rim, another hijabin affair later. Dani didn't tell me either."

"Where there is a veiled liver, can use the surgical event all donk,"

I remember that moment I was so tired. Looks like the way to invite Yulia to be good alot.

"Before Dani told him also you had to wake up. You want your father and husband to be hanged in hell because you didn't close the aurat."

"Oh well, look for heavy topics. Nopey yuk."

I melengos. Already knew it would not be easy to face Yulia.

The moment that shocked me the most was his affair with Adhi.

I know Yulia does act a lot. But cheating on Adhi??! It's not in my brain at all.

"Don't go on Yul!! You will also be sick, and what you do is also a great sin!"

I put on an angry look as I said that, while she just smiled and then embraced me.

"Don't think of the distance first Rima,"

He even giggled.

"Kalo mas Dani know how Yul? Could mess up your house."

"Yes, he wouldn't know. Just so you don't open secrets."

He ogled. I snorted in annoyance.

And what happened was that I was stuck deeper. I had to pretend to be close to Adhi, in order to cover up Yulia's affair.

He finally proposed to me, but by then my heart had already begun to carve out someone else's name. Yeah, I've been falling in love ever since Mas Tyo pulled my hand from the sky lounge that night.

The man's figure was like..what is it? Like the husband I need. Should have been after he proposed to me keep a safe distance, right? But every time I need help, his face shows up.

It's not because I don't have a crush. There are some who want to signal decetin, but there is nothing like Mas Tyo.

All right, you can say I'm bucin 😁

But the best of me, I'm still sane.

When Mas Tyo proposed to me, it wasn't because I was waiting for Adhi. But I want to make my choice. I also want to see his strength. It turns out he was serious, until he took part in a routine study when I knew he was busy.

I actually melted at that time. But I have to be patient while continuing to Istikharah and pray.

'O Allah, I ask You for a soulful soul mate, who is at ease in attaining Your life and your heaven'

That prayer that I repeat, I do not wish on one name. Only a soul mate will be a coolant of my heart and a vision in reaching heaven.

I read the story of Saladin Al Ayyubi.  The father of the Conqueror of Al Quds said something that I always remember when he was asked what kind of criteria his wife was looking for.

The answer of Najamuddin Ayyub - the father of Saladin - is that he seeks a wife who will guide him to draw near to the pleasure of Allah and His Paradise, and who will educate the child who will return Palestine to the hands of Muslims.

These words brought Najamuddin to Sarah, who would later become his wife. Very beautiful and motivational words in my opinion.

I think that the similarity of the ideals in marriage is the strongest bond, much stronger than just love. Love in humans is subjective, so it can fade at any time! I don't want to be trapped in that kind of love.

The seriousness of Mas Tyo in changing and learning Islam makes me sure, he is the right person to accompany me in navigating the ocean of the household. His assertiveness in speaking and behaving was also my consideration. He never beat around. His words are always to the point. Makes me not have to frown to just understand.

From that moment on I was sure. I will no longer wait for Adhi's love!

On my wedding day, I really wanted Yulia to come and accompany me. Just like when I accompanied her at her wedding. But it seems my wish was just a dream. Yulia ga present. I remember the last time we met, he said he hated me. It was because she heard Adhi propose to me and Adhi say about severing Yulia's love for my sake.

I'm ga geer! That makes me dizzy. I knew Yulia would be devastated by this. I wish she was so serious about Adhi, what kind of love is that? Willing to do anything to be with a loved one, to commit a great sin. Seeing Yulia and Adhi made me even less want to be stuck in marriage just because of love.

I remembered the times when Yulia and Mas Dani were dating, then married.

"Yul, why did you finally get married to Dani?"

I innocently and her lady asked.

"Yes because I love Mas Dani. He's handsome, considerate, kind and what ya.ngertiin I'm Rim."

"So you got married just for love?"

"Who, because what else? Hayoo you want to talk about complicated topics, right?"

Yulia looked up at my annoyed expression.

"Tomorrow-tomorrow your love fades how?"

"Halaha easy! Just recharge Rim."

He's broken again.

Hmmm I don't understand. Especially after Yulia started cheating with Adhi. Said love?! Why is it so easy to cheat.

I'm more and more sure I won't get married just out of love. At that time I was still a gamang whether I could be like Najamuddin who finally found Sarah?

Qadarullah, Allah brought me together with Setyo. Which makes me sure to anchor the choice, crochet the despair and grab the ridha.

Thank you for the creation

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